this has been one heck of a day for me, it started off really rough though, but through the grace of God i got througt it, just like errthang else. Though i have to admit although i was happy i was kinda dissapointed at the same time. I found out that robby didnt get the stanton job...well its not official but from what i was told he got chosen 2nd best. Sucks cuz i really was looking foward to working with him too! oh well...so i set my alarm for 5am, got up, but you know how it is you end up sleeping in thinking you'll wake up. Well i overslept by an hour and i got up like @ 615am. Changed then drove straight to work to prepare for the breakfast w/santa. So my boss was kinda upset then i forgot to get precooked sausages. I couldnt wait till the event was over. I think it was getting attacked, cuz of well me trying ot help fred out earlier that morning. Praise God that the thing ended earlier then planned and i was off by like 1130pm. So i went home and took a long nap til like 3pm then got ready to go caroling. We met up @ 4pm then went to a convalescent home in La Mirada. it was nice the seniors really felt warm. This one guy told me he wants to take me to a black church hahahaha then one of the other seniors was almost in tears talking to lyn lyn and i. i feel bad for these people, especially those who dont have anyone to come visit them it sucks. After that we hit up another house in like norwalk from there we went to whitter to sing again. Oh man what a nite it was, then we ate @ cerritos towne center. i rode w/kuya, ate em and ninong mizike hahaha. thas like our family right there. We were singing songs, actually juss me. I have the best of times when im around them. TOmorrow hopefully will be a better day, im still praying and hoping something good and unexpected will turn out w/robby's job. ive been reading my kindness book, its really good, lots of good lessons to be taught and learned. Here lete share one... the amont of kindness bears no porportion to the effect of kindness. People generally dont look at what you have had to give up in oder to do for them what you have done. they see only the kindness. it is not what you do, but how you do it that matters!the least kind of action is greater than the greatest wrong. the smallest kindness and life a heavy weight its reaches far and travels swiftly and a kind action lasts a long time. the doing it of it is only the beginning. Thats juss a small exerpt. Ja mess and i had a interesting convo last nite, i feel bad for the guy cuz he's stuck in one those catch 22 positions. Where you cant do much about it, you juss gotta either take that risk or wait in anticipation for a sign or an answer. I told him to pray bout it in hopes for an answer cuz you could end up loosing it all. Then that would really suck and that would really hurt. Ah the high skool days of drama, i kinda miss them. We had online prayer meeting the other day. It was something we all pretty much needed, it never hurts to pray. Its my sisters 18th bday on mon. i kinda am not looking foward to going to work on mon. im afraid imma get in well blamed. its coo, ill lift up for the souls in purgatory, besides that errone makes mistakes. I think they should juss focus on the big picture that the event went well overall. Why dwell on the things that went wrong? you cant change anything anyway you know? ninong mizike is considering going to the formal, i hope kuya and boss lady goes too. It'll be fun if we all went, i should email myron and find out if you can purchase tickets @ the door. From what raymond told me thas what he's gonna do. Since that's what he did last year. Hopefully you still can do that otherwise looks like 2 people wont be going. i think thas it for now all i can think of...until next time im done...im out God bless!