"To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven..."

Hightlight of the day:Joshua's baptism and reception. It was fun chillin at the holidae inn haha jk The mass was good, one thing i remember from Fr. Brennan's homily is how one time in nigeria he baptized these kids. WEll he told them to carry out the gospel and bring peopel closer to Christ. They did juss that, they brought w/them like 20 more kids. I realized many different things all in one day. Ill get into those later though. Reception was fun took a grip of pics as usual. It felt nice being together being that its been a while since weve all hung out. It seems like these days errone is busy. So it was fun being able to take a break from the hectic world and come together. Sometimes when i chill and hang out w/a different group of peeps, ill miss my own community. haha I guess im weird like that.

THough when we do all hang out it can be the best of times! Like hmmm the vegas trip or the mission the trip or juss all the times we eat out and get phat! haha Juss how we all can all do the craziest funniest things. Like how fred tonite was holding joshuas carrier thing and then pretended to purposely trip w/erone thinking the baby was in there. haha That was comedy right thurr! Or you know whas funny! Bannes birfday i think it was, when burr, arch and pops dressed up and did hula! Or when we were dancing at lyn's lyn's birfday. WHen corn wanted to battle jovie and lyn lyn had to tell him to tone down the dancing haha cuz it got a little too explicit. Or wha about when it was only jl and i on the dance floor during reirich's debut! When the 'hey mickey' song came on.

YOu know whas fun also are juss the one on one moments you spend w/the person you hang out with. Geez ive laughed over thousands of times w/juss hanging out w/jeanne. Or when jaymee and i were talkin bout my 'punk'd' announcement i was to make at the reception! 'So yah thas my announcement errone.' Wha?! haha jk you got punkd! hahahahaha All the times banne and i laughed over critically analyzing tv shows, soaps and cartoons. 'Wait, no its more kinda like this when stefano was trying to get gina and...' hahaha The back and forth countless 'agh you're dumb' convos i have w/the burr or when we el juego, him and i played 'showdown in iraq.' Or all the times boss lady and i use to do the 'wha up w/hand gesture' haha I can totally picture it in my head now! haha

See these are things that we totally cherish and will always remember...at least some of us(if we still can by the time were 98!)Its stuff like this whurr ill sometimes randomly think bout and juss end up laughing to myself. Good times, good times! THese are funny thoughts that will end up telling our kids someday. Like, 'i remember this one time (child's name), whurr we were all eating at sizzler. All your tita and titos whurr there, you know like your tita jem and blah blah...Well we were playin this game called mafia and we got so loud they kicked us out of the restaraunt!' Then the kid would be like forreal?! haha no way! Good stuff i love it!

I was shurring w/nimz and christy bout wha ive learned bout relationships. Nimz was telling me bout this guy she is seeing/talking to. When she was telling me bout that it reminded me of the time i had this long convo w/aela regarding relationships. WEll as ive shurred before you want a relationship whurr its called the 'triangle.' God at the top the couple working together to become closer to God. With that you 3 steps after i guess discerning or realizing youve found the 'right' person. SO the first thing is you become spiritually united in spirit. THe praying together and all that good stuff. After that as you continue to grow with God, with His grace you become emotionally united. The last part is throught the sacrament of matrimony you become physically united.

God created us soulmates, so we wouldnt hvae to be alone. Fred has a joke bout soul mates ha at first youre kinda like huh? then youre like ohh i get it. haha anyway, GOd put certain people in our lives for a reason. Though sometimes people like to rush right into a relationship right after the previous one. The hard part most of the time they come to realize that theyre not really in love. The person hasnt gone through the whole greiviing process and are still hirt from the previous relationship. Therefore they become in denial bout this and they juss fill that wha they feel 'void' in their life. The whole i miss havnig someone in my life...keyword hurr acceptance. Didnt take the time to really reflect what went wrong in the previous relationship.

So before jumping into any kind of deep water, juss let me throw out a few things ive been taught. WEll i guess after you establish that 'clique' or bond w/someone see if you can truly see yourself spending youre whole life w/them. To me there's no point in juss dating to fill that void and breakup. Thas gay, what a waste of time. Spend a lot of time praying and seek spiritual advice if needed. Then figure out if youre able to be a 'spiritual compliment' to that person. IF youre able to bring someting spiritual to the relationship. Realize you cant change people, you cant force them to change, but they gotta be inspired to change. Keyword hurr is inspired. Kinda how that one line in that song 'for the longest time goes.' Whurr billy joel says, 'im so inspired by you, i havent been there for the longest time." So those are the things ive learned bout love and relationships.

In the meantime continue to pray for your 'soulmate.' He/She is out there, GOd could be still purifying the bof of you, so when you meet its all good in hood bebe! Its like that song whurr it goes, 'I thank my God, each time i think of you and when i pray for you i pray with joy. So pray w/joy for that GOd will continue to work in the bof of you. SO you can become a spiritual compliment to each other.


Happy Birfday Babyvee!

"Come and follow me, I will bring you hope, i love you and you are mine..."im done, im out God bless!