so here i am feeling i guess a bit overwhelmed as i was juss telling ryan. i have a million of things on my mind right now. im a little bit worried to go to work cuz of that whole thing w/saturday. i know i can handle it, i think ive been in worse situations before. Like i said ill juss lift up for the souls in purgatory. 2 big events for work this week, one of them im planning. ONce this week is over i thnk ill feel a litle bit relieved. Mizike doesnt wanna to show me his friends sn cuz he;s afraid imma IM her and end up talking to her. Im feeling sleepy right now and i was planning on taking a nap too but that idea fell through. Its my fault though i was out galivanting. so let me recap my day so i can go to bed and sleep! sometimes i juss wish i can juss stay home for a day, not worry bout anything. Not have anyone home so i can juss chill...too bad my spa isnt working so i can juss relax and chill in there. That thing is theraputic...haha. As i talk to fred we decide 4 straight days of caroling this weekend is too much. itll kill errone and i know for sure already none of us will wanna do it 4 days straight. dang i cant belive its almost 1, so here's my day. i went to mass @ 915, i wish we sang more xmas carols, cmon now why are we singing "city of God" during xmas? how bout more less songs like "o come all ye faithful" or something like that you know? thas the thing i was kinda mad bout too last year, during mass we ddint sing much xmas carols, it was the regular ones they would sing every other mass. Then after i ate hometown for brunch w/the fam bam. it was good food as always. walked home from there rested a little bit and watched Goldmember...hilarious! ha then cleaned the family room a little bit, then got tore up trying to pick some lokbun for my friends. i picked like 16! haha then i decided to dtrop them off. so i dropped them off the tandiama residents to the velascos to the lopezs the soratorios were there so it was coo, i killed two birds w/one stone. Then from there i went to the mejias. arch jay and i went to tower, then they freaking dragged me to go to the block. i saw this fly shorty that was working @ the 1 hr photo place, i wanted to holla and spit...but then you know how that goes. id say she was at least my age...18, 19 somethng like that. i went back too before they were closing or as the block was closing...but i was too late she was gone...boo! oh an old hs friend of mine called me tonight, i felt bad cuz we havent talked for a while. then i had to go cuz i was leavng w/arch to pick up jay. she told me she was gonna call back but she promised too! she never did...her loss. i hate that though when people say they call you back, but you knwo theyre intentions are basically "ill talk to you lateR." why cant you juss say well imma go now, ill talk to you later? cuz then if youre like me then you expect a call back. Bj from L & f replied o the evite, he's coming, i found out jay added 1200 extra named to the evite. he didnt even tell me either! ah were discussin in this chatroom whether we are going to add another member to the upRm crew of ours. i went to eat @ fridays w/jay and arch, although i didnt want to they once again managed to drag me along. i shouldve just put my foot down and said no. people worry to much and trip out over the stupidest things, thas what i realized today. i talked to ryan tonight too online, wow i havent chatted w/him in a while. found out hes on the blog thing too, jay told me he was thinking of doing it too. see, i think errone soon will be doing the blogger! haha the new trend! well i must get going still need to type up the Mama Mary prayer for the day. well see how the rest of the day turns out...oh look its my sister's bday 18th bday...cant wait till my 21st...vegas here we come! im done...im ouut! God bless!