It is sad to realize so many believe that Jesus is Truly Present in the Blessed Sacrament and seldom visit Him. Men travel across the oceans to see ancient ruins, paintings, landscapes and celebrities, but they do not think of going into a church to visit the Creator of all beauty."

wow when i read that quote i thought, "thas so true bout our society today, its so true bout many catholics today." majority of people will go pretty much anywhere to go and see like b2k or nelly or whoever. Yet, its so hard for people to spend a few minutes to go and visit Jesus. Where Jesus is probably not even that far from them. i chose that quote cuz it juss stood to me, thas something imma emphasize to my class next week.

hmm i guess one work would be able to describe today...interesting. I was talking to kuya today before skool, he was telling me we gotta sit down and plan when imma transfer. haha im so grateful for him, he really takes good care of me. He's like the older brother i never had, i appreciate errrthang he does for me, cuz he does soo much. so i go to skool today endlessly searchign for parking again, this time i got my usual end of the lot back parking space. I was getting a bit frustrated cuz errtime i saw one, someone else already had it. I was afraid i was gonna be late to class and i hate that feeling. Praise God i was able to find one, w/some time to kill also, so it worked out. I juss always gotta leave around 1015am to find parking. Class was good i guess, we have our first test on thurs. pray that i do well! you know i see all these fly shawtys around campus, yet none of them are in my classes! ooOhh WhY?!! hahahaha

Went to work after skool, it was a very productive today i got a lot done. I talked to lyn lyn for a little bit when i got in. Im really happy that we work together, itll be cool cuz now i have someone else to talk catholic stuff with. I cant wait till she puts some pictures and stuff on her desk. I talk to heif today, and told her bout the open position @ work. She's interested in taking it, so hopefully she'll get it. I know she's gonna have a really difficult time leaving the daycare being thas been her first and only job since she was 16. Though errone needs a change in their life sometimes. Thas why God placed me where i am at today.

So anyway, i was able to put bulletin boards at work inside my room today. I thought i was going to have a difficult time but i guess not. ahh i cant think right now, my thoughts have been disturbed all of a sudden and i dont know anymore. umm i did my boards it made the room look a lot brighter now. i think the welcome sign thing i put up that probably feel down got thrown away last nite. Which i was frustrated cuz now somethings missing in that room. Imma put up some more boards tomorrow i got yellow butcher paper.

dang i cant concencrate on this right now...i juss feel all of a sudden lost. umm wha else went to class i found out my cousin and his girl broke up last tues. THough when i asked why he said i dont know. hmm okay? i told the kids in class tonight, i decided to stay w/them cuz i made a commitment in the very beginning to be w/them. we talked bout the eucharist, though i shouldve actually prepared a lesson plan cuz i was really stumbling off and on. okay i took a small break to pray the rosary w/my prayer buddy. thanks prayer buddy for praying w/me, i feel a lot better then i did before!

Anyway, so in class we talked about the eucharist. I juss got went into further details bout it and what it meant. I told them theyre suppose to fast an hour before mass. they were like what?! you mean i cant even eat a donut? they had a lot of "what ifs" like one kid said, "what if youre gonna be executed and something something." i said bottom line, no eating an hour before mass, only drink water. then we talked bout being in mortal sin, how you cant the eucharist unless you go to confession. So it was a pretty productive class i guess you could say.

Im forever grateful right now cuz beyonce well she gave me a very, very, very special gift tonite. She gave me her own rosary bracelet, cuz i told her how mine was broke. Now im naked on my right hand anymore! thanks soooooooooo much banne, you dont know how much i will cherish this gift! i almost dont want to wear it, in case it might break again! ha thanks again banne, i really appreicate it!

prayer meeting was nice, we had it unplugged tonite. prayer meeing accoustiac version, juss the geetar and congo drums. kuya led tonite, im sure he did a d0pe job leading. I had to do his intercessory, i wrote it out in class this morning! hahaha we all ended up going to the towne center after prayer meeting. Even kuya went too, i was suprised! haha usually he doesnt go cuz he has to wake up early for work and he has to iron his shirt before he goes to bed. i was able to meet some new people tonite too. I got their email addresses to add them to my bulk mail i send out.

Tonite there was something that caught my attention, im not going to say what it is. All i could say though is, whoa! i guess it was one of those, "there must be something there, that wasnt there before" things. it was cool cuz i got to talk to arch one on one tonight. its not often that i get to talk to him like that and when i do, i enjoy it. We usually see on the same level, and if anything he helps me to try to look at in a different light. i cant think of anything else to say. I need sleep for there is skool tomorrow!

"Puerto Rican mami's call me Papi Cuz they see me in the hood, poppin wheelies on my Kawasaki..." im done...im out God bless!