"Love is, just like Christ himself showed with his death, the greatest gift."

love is one of the best gifts anyone could ever give. Its non-materialistic and comes straight from the heart. You dont have to worry bout wrapping it or if its too cheap or too expensive. Most of all this precious gift, is a gift you can share w/anyone and it doesnt even have to be for a birfday, anniversary or anything in particular. That gift of love is one of the greatest anyone could receieve. I think i truly felt that gift tonight.

I think shawty had transferred out of math cuz she aint there no moe. 2 days in a row, i wonder if she got her transcripts and moved up to stats. Im assuming thats wha happened, for some reason i think she's juss been absent. Today i got to class and that one lady who sat next to me yesterday wasnt there. I was able to save a seat too for shawty, unfortunately she didnt show up...oOOhHH wHY!? haha i thought she would stick to the clas since she told me it fits perfectly in her schedule. If she doesnt show up by tomorrow, then probably for sure she transferred out.

It was a little bit of a struggle this morning to find parking. Though w/a little bit of patience i was managed to find a good spot w/o having to switch parking lots. wooO! Praise God! im really feelin this Cd right now that fred made uprm. its like our uprm soundtrack, cuz it has all the songs that pertains to us. The i need a girl songs, #1 stunna, and our recent hit, "in da club." Theyre d0pe! being that my burner doesnt work now i have something new to listen to in the car. Thanks Fred, youre great!

Went to work, and i started to bag commodities right away. There wasnt that much this time around, last itme in nov. there was a grip! I got most of one side done, the rest of them will take care of the other side tomorrow. Although i hate doing the commodities w/a passion, i know it helps make other people happy. Therefore instead of complaining errtime, i should jusst lift it up. It was coo today cuz i had some parents help me out, which was great cuz i wasnt by myself. They helped out tremendously! this one lady i felt bad for cuz her youngest son, died i dont know from wha. Then her oldest one is in jail and has been there off and on for the past 4 years. How tough is that to run a family, knowing one of you sons is in jail and the other one is in heaven. She seems very strong though, i commed her for that. Its gotta to be hard raising a family like that. At least she;s married so she isnt doing it by herself.

My burner isnt working right now so i coudlnt burn errone Cds of the mission pics. I dont know wha the heck is wrong w/the thing. Its been weird ever since july..::sigh:: So anyway, i ended up printing a lot of them out and bringing them to prayer meeting. I forgot to talk to my kids bout the trip and show them the pictures. Sandy asked me tonight, if i would want to do youth alpha. Which means, switch classes w/another teacher cuz he doesnt feel comfortable doing youth alpha being he hasnt gone through the program. I dont know its a very hard decision to make, especially after the conversation we had tonight in class. Pray for me that ill be able to make the right decision.

i had a nice conversation w/achie tonight. she's always a great person to talk to, thas why i admire her and her faith. Shes always there to talk to me too and make me feel better. Tonight she made me open my eyes a little bit to see things from a different perspective. A perspective that ive been trying to look at, but it juss hasnt been that clear. After our talk i ended up kinda breaking down...well not breaking down, but i felt sad. I kinda started to cry a little bit, i think its cuz of other stuff that was bothering me tonight or that was on my mind. I ended up going to the blessed sacrament @ St. Dominics in bellflower for a little while. I ended up kinda crying there too hahaha oh i guess i was in one of those emo moods. After i felt a little bit better, im alright now i guess or i think. Hopefully tomorrow ill be aiight, im sure i will. hey carson never came to drop off my pics! aww i guess thas where ill be on sat. to go get them. ANyone care to join me for prayer meeting? hehe Ü

"We gon' party like it's yo birthday, We gon' sip Bacardi like it's your birthday. And you know we don't give a It's not your birthday!" hahai had to add it since its been in my head all day long! hahah thanks fred for the song! im done...im out God bless!