"Seeking the face of God in everything, everyone, everywhere, all the time, and seeing His hand in every happening-that is contemplation in the heart of the world."

Good stuff huh! As i read that quote, to me i think its a goal to strive for. We gotta try to see out God's face in errthang we do. Its gonna be hard thing to do, but w/a lot of prayer and the effort of wanting to do it...well itll work out. God is everywhere and in everything, his love working through us is so great!

Well i started skool yesterday, ehh something that i dreaded to come. I onyl have one class though on tues. & thurs. i figure i rather take math for 1 hr 4 days a week then to take it 2 hrs two days a week. I cant sit still that long, imma end up leaving class or juss not going at all. haha This instructor is pretty d0pe, real kick back and easy going. Praise God, that it didnt take me long to find parking either. The first month of skool is the worse to find parking, its like once you find a spot dont leave. I know some people in my class too, so its should be pretty coo. One of those people is my co worker in fact, haha i think she'll help keep me on my toes...i hope!

It was my supervisor's bday yesterday, and my co workers and i had planned on a potluck for him. Only we all forgot to bring something! hahaha its all good though, the city girls took him out for lunch. I made him a nice little sign though! haha Praise God for an easy work environment, one where its friendly and warm. PLus you can openly share your faith w/others who share the same beliefs. Im really content on where i am and i dont think i could ask for more rigt now. I think God had pulled me from the daycare for a reason, he knew i needed a better place to work at cuz the other place was juss too much. Though, i do @ certain times, miss not having big major special events as well as the closeness of the place. Like i said, im in a happier place, where i can go home feeling relaxed and not worry bout waking up @ 5 to be @ work @ 6am. agh those days were the worst!

i was able to watch the movie i rented for the kids today. It was ice age, ive never seen that movie so i decided to sit in and watch it. I wanted to fall asleep though, i felt really tired. The movie was good, there were funny parts, was expecting it to be funnier though. There was one part where the mammoth saved the saber from falling into the hot lava. After he saved him, the saber asked why he saved him. Then the mammoth said, "youre part of the herd." it reminded me of something, im sure most of you already know what i mean. So that i guess kinda stuck out in my mind from the movie.

I led prayer meeting tonight, there wasnt many people, it was nice and quiet. Durign praise & worship, we couldnt find the transparency for one of my songs, so we ended up juss having to sing it w/o it. It went well though, so praise God for that. During the whole time i was up there, all i could do was feel His presence surround me, as i was reading my prayers i juss couldnt stop smiling. I was nervous at first cuz i wrote them all out last wed. and i hadnt touched them since then. As i writing down my prayers last week, i came across this: "HUngry for love, He looks at you, thirsty for kindness, He begs of you. Homeless for shelter in your heart, He asks of you. Will you be that one?" it was juss whoa and overwhelming when i first read it! soo powerful, yet moving and inspirational at the same time!

I dropped off katrizzle and cjay home last nite after prayer meeting. I told katrizzle was still doing research on her ?'s cuz i didnt want her to think i didnt care. cjay posed something for me to ponder on too. So there;s scienftific proof there are dinosaurs, how come it doesnt talk bout it in the bible? How come it wasn't part of God's creation when He made the earth. Thas what he asked, it was something i never thought bout before. I like it how they ask ?;s its good for them. What i dont like is peopel who juss say "juss have faith" when theyre asked ?;s by kids. I mean at least try ot make a effort, people like that probably juss dont wanna bother...sad

I was watching american idol tonight. Man some of those people cannot sing @ all! yeah it sounds mean but my goodness...then those who dont make it are in total denial of it too! Its like get it over it and move on you didnt make it! I think kuya, fred and jay should try out for it, they can try out for it as a trio! haha they could sing praise & worship songs. Some of those people put on quite a performance! hahaha

Well thas it for now, i wrote this out earlier last nite, but then it got erased...ah! i hate that so now imma try it again hoping it'll work.

"Oh, Maria Maria, She reminds me of a west side story. Growing up in Spanish Harlem, She's living the life just like a movie star..." Im done...im out God bless!