"SOme people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same."

IM very fortunate to have the people i do in my life. They make a huge impact on my life and really affect the way i see things. Gosh id be lost w/o them, i wouldnt be where i am today. Thas why God has placed these certain individuals in my life for certain reasons. TO help me out in certain areas where i need strength. so thas it for now until next time, send me more emails! haha jk!

Naw, im really lucky to have been accepted my the uprm guys. HOnestly i dont even know how i really got accepted into uprm. Let me check my organzier and look back into the months of march-april hahaha jk
the bond that 7 of us share, is so incredibly strong, i dont know if there is anything that could break it. We pick each other up when we fall and clean each other up. Were always there to support one another through good times and bad. Unlike other people ive known in the past, who only end up setting me up for a dissapointment. Well ill get into that later, thas another issue itself. Anyway, yeah the friendship uPrM share is the greatest, i can juss be myself. UpRm...stands strong, no doubt, no doubt! and if you dont like uprm well i dont know wha to tell you then...

im a bit dissapointed right now, mixed w/i guess anger? yet i shoudlve known this and maybe im stupid for trying to keep on trying. Well i have this old friend whom i use ot be close w/before uprm. He's a ex catholic now a non practicing protestant going ot fcfc, who thinks catholics are "boring." boooo on him, he doesnt even practice his own faith so why put mine down?! ya heard! anyway, ive been trying to invite him to prayer meeting for a while, he came only once when i had gone the very first time. Ever since then he doesnt wanna go, last time i was leading i invited him to come. i thought if i told him im leading maybe i can get to come to show support. Well he said yeah well see and wha not. He never came, i figured though, he's always ended up setting me up for dissapointments in the past. so tnight i invite him to go, i threw in the friendshup card too. i had too though cuz i mean gosh ive always gone to him and our other friends bball games. There was one time where i would go err sunday, i would drive to cerritos college juss to go out and support them. Why? cuz they were my friends, thas what friends do is support each other. He told me he would see and that hes juss not as good of a friend. Dont get me wrong he has done positive stuff and has helped me out, but i dont know. boooo on him as of now!

Well today was a really interesting day, yeah it was. Went to mass, after came home washed 2 dogs ate lunch. my parents were cleaning out the stuff n the storage in the garage today. I foudn some old childhood memories going through that stuff. ahh the good ol dyas, when the only you worried bout was wanting to get new toys and turning in your hw. Now...we got plenty of other stuff to worry bout. haha

Had another edition of music ministry practice today, which was fun. Did a lot of singing, haha then again thas wha music ministry is bout! After upRm minus two, ate at the infamous hometown buffet @ south street. The place where uprm feels @ home. What a interesting visit, well we got there i thought it was gonna take forever since there was two lines. One for paying ofr your food, another for to be seated. i stood in the lets get seated already line. so as the line progressed there was this girl who looked like this girl iw ent to prom w/jr. year. We had a little bit of small talk, when i went got up to the front.

So we ate, talked, ate and talked some more. We asked the server bout the girl since some of us felt she was coo. I guess he ended up telling her like we were interested in her or something. her reactiion was whoa, really. haha im assuming excitied maybe? in the meantime she keeps pacing back and forth our way. As we were leaving she comes up behind us real loud and says "bye guys!" telling me we were loud and how she could hear us from afar. i kinda told her uh huh whatever, and blah blah. As were stading outside debating what to do, she comes back out of all sudden out of no where. Gives me this dollar and says, "oh i think one of you dropped this." oohh whY!?! hahaha ill juss leave as that, if you dont understand sucks for yoU! hahaha

Went to the soratorios house tonight, it was fun to chill and not woryr bout a thing. We were singing, talking and juss really enjoying each others company. i think thas something thasreally important, i mean honestly i dont feel it necessary to be spiritualy productive ALL THE TIME. we cant do that, i wont do that, and thas it. there are times to do that and other times where we need to enjoy the people God sent us to be with. To me too often the whole point of enjoying each others company is being missed. Dont get me wrong, i enjoy being spiritualy productive but there is a time and a place. i juss like being able to sit and talk, while juss bonding w/my brothers and sisters.

Kuya is one of them, who's company i really enjoy. SUch a great guy, who is goign to make one d0pe father some day as well as a husband. a friend who is alwyas there for his friends & family no matter what. He stands for wha he believes in and knows how the game works. as the old saying goes, "a friend in need, is a friend indeed." and yes that is my kuya! he's juss always fun to be aroudn with, ive always known that too. Its juss now that weve gotten closer i really see it. I do see God in his eyes! I love that guy! maybe thas why i named that white bear after him?! hahaha forreal though i dont know what i would do w/o him...thank you God for sending me a big brother!

Martin Luther King Jr. said a long time ago, "I have a dream, i have a dream that one day people will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character." Praise God for his dream did come true, yah of course racism still exsists, but now we can actually be w/someone of a different ethnicity and not put ot jail or beaten to death. Thanks for your patience Dr. King, im sure youre smiling down knowing your dream did come true! Ü

"oh i see her face everywhere i go, on the street, and even @ the picture show...have you seen her? tell me have you seen her..." im done...im out GOd bless!