"You know well enough that Our Lord does not look so much at the greatness of our actions, nor even at their difficulty, but at the love with which we do them..."

YEsterday was a long, hard day for me. Actually this whole week has been tough. Im glad as im sure errone else is that the work week is coming to an end. (Well for me its already over.) I went to work @ 8am and filled water balloons and loaded up the truck to go to the family support center. Got there and i took a little time out to go and say hi to JEsus before i started.

The first group of kids came out which were the upper graders and we did the sponge relay, water balloons and then obstacle course. This one kid pegged in the back w/the balloon. I looked back and saw the little kid smiling. AGh! i thought to myself, 'oh dont worry little one i will get you before you leave." Sure i did yay! As they were getting water he was standing durr and i took the balloon and threw on the ground causing it to 'pop' making a 'splash' effect, causing him to get wet. AFter i was laughing and in my head i said yessesssss i told you id get you back! muwhahahaha

Then the primary kids came out and those are the ones from pre-k to 3rd grade. We couldnt get any organized games going on w/them so we had them do free water play. That became a mess! There was this one kid named nicholas who didnt want to listen for anything. He kept taking the sprinkler and holding it when he was suppose to juss leave it down.
i told him he had to sit out since he oculdnt listen to me. That didnt work,
so i took the kid and put him the closet inside the family support center. haha jk i didnt do that.

I dont like going durr, cuz A. the kids are OA and cant listen for anything and B. there staff durr takes advantage of our presence there and doesnt really help out. They stand around and talk to each other in spanish, when there are kids who are running around doing who knows what.

I come back and the changes i had made on the summerfest brouchure dindnt get saved. SO hurr i am sitting making changes desperately trying to get the stupid thing finished and to the printers. Praise God that my boss was really coo w/me yesterday. He knew i was stressing, so took over and did the other half of the corrections. Then we run into another problem after thas done. The file is sooo big. Then we cant get to burn unto the Cd. Then we do but then the file doesnt open. Then we couldnt get onto a freaking zip disk either. Finally we compacted the file to make it fit on a zip disk.

I dropped it off on my way home, and then juss plumped onto my pillows and fell asleep for a good hour. REst and sleep was exaclty what i needed cuz i was extremely irritated and bothered by errthang yesterday. THough i have to work on the stupid thing on monday again cuz the printer people cant open the file cuz its so huge! oh whY!?!

I met up w/my sfc leader, jordan at el torito later that nie @ 830pm to do my one-on-one confessional. haha thas wha i called it a confessional cuz thas what it was. YOu and your leader asking you all these personal questions which totally was kinda uncomfortable being you dont really know the person that well yet they want you to open up to them like a flower. I guess the point was to see if you were gonna repent your sins, but they dont gotta ask you like whether youve done drugs or had pre-martial sex or smoked weed before. whoa whoa whoa thas some personal stuff there.

Though i did answer the questions cuz i had nothing to really hide. But then he asked if i was willing to continue w/the program. I said i would under certain strict conditions and these are wha they were:
1. All SFC speakers who are going to be given a talk must keep it to a max of 30 min.
2. THe SFC program must start sharply @ 730pm.
3. YOu do less talking about yourself so the group can share more bout themselves.
4. SFC emphasizes important catholic teachings such as:
a) Faith and Good works
5. More music and less lag time

So those were the conditions that i set in order for me to consider the SFC/CLP program. Why i said that? cuz for condition #1 i cant stand talks that are forever long when there is suppose to be gorup sharing. TThe longer the speaker talks, the less time there is for the group to shurr. Then what happens if a group memeber is in the middle of shurring something personal and then the time is up for gorup sharing cuz errone has to be out of the building @ 10pm. That sucks for that person.

I hate when things arent punctual, its throws off errthang. If you say it starts @ 730pm, then it should start then, not a whole half hour later cuz youre waiting for more peopel to come. THe pope doesnt tell the priests and bishops, if you want you cna start mass later to wait for moe people to come. agh Punctuality is a virtue i was taught...lets make sure we start and end on time!

i was oging to go to the firework show @ downtown disney for ju ju be's thing but i ended up going to adoration instead. Which was juss d0peness! It was juss sooo wonderful sitting durr and talking to Jesus. I was feeling so realxed after a loong, tiring day at work. This was exaclty what i needed, juss to relieve myself in the arms of our Lord. It was like a little baby resting in the arms of their mom and dad. With nothing to worry bout or stress bout but juss to rest. Thank you JEsus for holding me and never letting me go.

Hmm i like that song 'officially missing you' maybe i can have nicole sing that one on my vmail! yay! Wow so much happening this weekend i cant keep track anymore of whas going on. Gail is funny, thas what i like bout her is her funny senese of humor. She's a real fun person to talk to! OUr adult LSS is tomorrow, im quite curious to see how many people we get and the age group. Im telling yall the youf is dying out durr, a youf lss is also desperately needed @ sPv!!!!


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Please pray for all the people taking trips this weekend to God's work!

"I want to know if you really want me to go, and if so,are you coming with me?" im done, im out God bless!