"The greatest use of life is to spend it for something that will outlast it..."

So a confession was made to me last nite. I found why i had weird people like 'vietboi2oo3' and other weird people IM me w/such things as 'ASL.' The mexican who fronts as friendster as a girl has given my info. email and sn out to the guys who message him saying, 'youre hot' or 'lets hook up' etc. etc. Meaning when he replies back he tells them to talk me on my sn. Thas freakin sick! Someone has a psychological problem if theyre frontin of someone of the opposite sex! haha Booo on him! I should expose him on friendster and let errone know that micray is a guy not a girl.

In class today we were watching this video called, 'bluffing.' Its about this middle aged man in his like late 40s who struggles not being able to read or write. Pretty crazy huh for an older man to be able to read or write. This movie takes place in the late 80's and so he get this promotion in the factory he works at. Theyre changing their whole factory into computers and they put him in charge of it. They give him all these binders of manuals to read on how to operate them etc. etc. ONe day they bring in the test comp. system and the guys boss wants him to do some stuff. Well the guy gets frustrated and ends up getting fired.

Keep in mind the only one in his family that well knows bout him not being able to read or write is his wife. His son's frustrated w/dad cuz he thinks he doesnt love him cuz he wont read his essays from skool and wha not. We didnt finish it we ended up whurr he ends up getting into an accident calls 911 and tells them he doesntk now whurr hes at cuz he cant read. I juss was amazed #1 on how the guy couldnt read or write and how much of a struggle he was going through. #2 the importance of being able to read and write. Gee, i think errwhurr you go now a days it requires you to read and write. Why even juss filling out the job application. What a hard struggle youd go through not be able to do those two.

Agh! it was still so blazing hot today! forreals i come out of class and its like agH! why is it so hot! Why cant it be cold! Why cant it rain so i could hurr the raindrops falling from the rooftop. WHy am i using my airconditioner in the fall inside the curr?! Why oh whY! FUnny thing i was reminsicing on ol stuff like last week. I was reading ol blog entries i wrote, and fred wrote. Then going through the official v2 website. Ahh yes the memories...i was particularly reading entries from the spring through summer. WOw so much has gone in my own since spring. That sounds dramatic, but forreal things have picked up heavly since spring time.

I had to regulate at work today on the kids. I finally got fed up w/all the running back and forth and back forth. The whole playing in the bathrooms and screaming and yelling. Then the whole yelling back to each other. THe backtalking and using the 'n' word. After repeating myself over and over again. Its like agh im a broken record. So once they were done playing in teh bathroom i had all of them go back to the club and well the director yelled at them cuz she was tired of it as well. So i had a huge talk w/them bout whas been going on and how it needs to stop.

Example on mon. i was putting aprons in the council chambers for the parks and rec comission meeting later that nite. Well i had the kids help me and then they kept playing on the public speaker mic. I told them all like 3x times to stop playing cuz its not a place to play inside. One of the kids comes in goes on the mic and says the 'n' word. He brings up the issue today and tells me its not a bad word. I told him i dont curr if you dont think its a bad word or not. Bottom line is i dont want to hurr at all inside this place. Ahh those kids are so OA! Nothing i say phases them cuz they keep on coming back. ::sigh:: i juss dont know what to do w/them anymore.

I was helping this girl today do her maf hw, we were doing the problems on the board. It was writing them on the board and doing them together. I felt like i was a real teacher in a classroom teaching her after skool. I remember when i was in jr. high i had this vision of wanting to be someone famous, leave a nice mansion, have my cousins and close friends(at the time) live w/me inside my huge mansion. Haha Now things have changed, i realize more and more how much i enjoy working w/kids. Despite the fact i have kids that are OA, but juss working w/them and how they can make me feel sometimes. Even juss working w/the kids on tues. and thurs. nites. Juss the joy you get out of working w/them. I know banne can attest to this.

Highlight of the day:Taking yearbook pics w/YFc and the UCC groups! Its tight errtime i leave that place, i leave w/a smile. I had tanya come w/me tonite! yay for tanya! We walked in, in a middle of reflection they were doing. So we broke up into the groups and talked bout how the reflection spoke to us. I shurred w/my group bout 'God's layaway plan' cuz the whole point of the scripture was about trusting and relying on God alone. Resting in His spirit to guide us and lead us. Then we took yurrbook pics, it was fun we took a formal pose then a crazy one. After we had the whole ucc groups come together for a group pic also.

Maan there's so many filipino groups durr. I guess wha do you expect its UCI. THey have a group called 'puso' for like med students. Thas the group that whurrs 'puso' gurr. Then they got another group called 'fusion' and theyre a filipino engineering group. Then they you have liwanag
Then you gots your yfc, then you got kaba or kababayan. Then down the hall was girls errwhurr sitting down waiting to get their yearbook pics taken. I felt like i was backstage at some pageant or something. They were pretty much all asian and woooo thas all i can say. Oh i saw a cute girl at starbucks last nite, she was one of jeannes ol classmates. Then the guy who the girl was with, was in my eng. class like 2 years ago. haha good times, good times

Yesterday was raymonds birfday i forgot to text him happy birfday so i did it today. Then i heard it was leslies birfday also last nite. On top of that today was gails birfday, then tomorrow is anthony's birfday. Geez thas like our november back to back birfdays. AHh one more day of work tomorrow, then i can sleep in. THe best days are fridays when i sleep in while listening to the rain dorp fallin from the rooftop. haha The mini iron chef doesnt know what to cook tomorrow, any ideas? The picketers at the albertsons across from my work suck, they dont really do anything. Theyre not like hardcore picketers in fact they dont even curr if you go in the store. haha Guess theyre loosing energy chanting or something.


Happy BIrfday anthonyeezy fo sheezy!

"Aiming your pound pretending they proud But when you leave town they go around they running they mouth..."im done, im out God bless!