"Love is never lost. If not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify the heart..."

To think thas bout only half of all the grandchildren! If you look carefully, youll see my grandparents sitting in the middle of all those kids. Wow o wow or as jay would say 'ay yikes!' haha my family is juss getting bigger and bigger. THe houses we have all our family gatherings are juss seem to be too small. THough i totally praise God for a wonderful blessing of family. I mean He continues to only bless us with more and more. Its hard to believe that my grandpa is litreally 97 and is in super duper great health. Its hard to believe that it seems like erryear our family only gets bigger. Let's see there's about 6 grandchildren missing and 5 great-grandchildren missing. If you can see my grandma is holding the newest addition the newest great-grandchild in her arms. Meet baby brooklyn, only bout a month old. IN a couple weeks were going to down to LA for my grandpa's brother's 100 birfday. Ahh yes i love it!

So im pretty upset cuz its not sending out the last advent reflection/meditation emails. ITs been like that all day yesterday. Agh! its bugging me cuz thas thas the last one i need to get out and its already past Christmas and its not sending! Stupid AOl email thas why i hate sending out blind copy emails cuz they take forever to send and sometimes dont even send out at all! On top of that its soo darn time consuming also. So i guess from now on i wont be sending anymore blind copy emails cuz its too much of a hassle and i dont have the time to put up with it. OKay, now that im doine w/that, moving on...

The past couple days have been great, i know i havent been blogging. Time has been limited for me and i cant believe how fast Christmas has come and go. My oh my whurr does the time go yo?! Christmas eve day i had woken up a little bit earlier and went to cerritos to pick up some last min. gifts. Good thing the stores/mall wasnt TOO busy yet at that time. So i was in and out in a flash. Then i had gone out and traveled nurr and furr to attempt to drop off all the gifts. THough i only got 2 ouut of the wha 6 done?! Not bad i say, not bad. Went i had gone to the moyas, i had a nice talk w/tita bambi, she's so funny. I love the moya family! yay! Actually earlier that day, while dropping off the soratorio gifts, i ended up staying longer then expected. Leiliani had juss got out from taking a baf and asked me if i could play candy land w/her. Of course, who wouldnt want to miss out on a chance to play w/this 'heavent sent' little girl. So i extended my visit playing candy land.

Later on that night, i was invited to the velasco family Christmas party. The tita was thurr who we had split soda at, and the one whurr they had the hi-tech christmas tree. The one whurr i kinda bumped into. Food galore, oh man ive eaten so much this past month from caroling to juss christmas parties. Wow good thing im not on burr's project sexy, otherwise id end up being on wha i like to call 'project put it all back.' haha Though it does seem like i havent gain too much weight or juss havent gained weight at all. Oh well eating is great and no im not gluttony. At the velascos i was intro. to this really d0pe show called, 'the restaraunt.' Its real similiar to the real world or road rules, but this one is about a day in the life of a restaraunt owner. Really, really tight show! The food they show also is mmmm. Later on that night, i had gone to midnight mass w/francis. I think despite the fact he's protestant, he probably has a little bit of feelin wanting to be catholic. Im glad we were able to make it in perfect time, cuz yall know how midnight mass gets jam packed!

On the way home upon dropping my friend off, dan from oxnard hit me up. Totally threw me off guard i was hoping it wasnt bad news bout his cousin. Being that i also sometimes talk to his cousin online from new york. Anyway, so dan hit me up juss to say Murry Christmas and how much he enjoys Servant's Heart. We were talking for a little bit bout all the tight stuff thas coming up. OF course i told him about the 'Spirit Games' also. That was really d0pe in fact it kinda made my day. Thas super thoughtfulness right thurr. Praise God, for great people!

Christmas, i had met up w/heif earlier that morning to do our gift exchange. Awww kawawa heif she's sick! WHich reminds me i started to get chills last nite and small symptoms of sickness. I hope i didnt catch anything from her. Besides that, there was tons of sick people yesterday at my aunt's house. Heif got me this really d0pe long sleeve guess shirt, cuz i love long sleeve and i love guess! yay for heif! Went to my aunts house and we ate tons of good food. Oh man we had so many desserts too. Man my cousin's girl gives the best massages! I can juss plop right up on her lap and she starts to massage my back. ITs great, it really is!!

I had left to go to boss lady and burrs house. I love hanging out at their house! Burr lets me wurr his burr slippers whenever i got thurr. THen i get to put my keys in the closet whurr the keys go. haha its so fun! AGain i ate and ate more and more great food. We had so much fun playing board games, the new trend coming in w/us. Playing board games! yay! First off we played scattagories, that was so fun. TIto jess is so freaking funny, trying to pass his made up words. Jesty had these words/items that ive never even heard of. Dang that guy is smart forreal. Then we played cranium conga, somehow fred won that one. Hmm, still kinda puzzled how he won that one being ninni kept feeed him monsters to add to his thing. That game was fun but its too short. I think the last one we played was the best. We played, 'Hear me out,' one of those never ending games. TIta linda even played w/us, shes a trip. hahaha 'THings you find in your wallet.' hahahaha i couldnt stop busting up.

Watched parts of the Lord of the Rings:Fellowship of the ring. I have to spend a day to watch taht movie over again. I ended up falling asleep watching it. THough now i understand rotk a little bit better now. The guys went to go watch Rotk cuz burr and mike hadnt seen it either. AS much as i was tempted to go juss to hang out, it wouldve been my 4th time watching it and i thin i wouldve gone mad. haha I think ill have to wait till the dvd comes out then ill watch it again. Speaking of movies, i wanna watch mona lisa smile that looks cool! Later on upsturrs burr and i played tent neighbors w/leilanis tents. THe games him and i come up w/sometimes are so weird but turn out to be so fun. THen fred came along and he was the police that tried to arrest me. GOod times, good times i must say.

Anyway, so i guess thurrs my update for the past week. What can i say, GOd blessed me w/so many different great people in my life. I miss going caroling, errtime i hurr christmas songs it makes me want to dance and sing. When banne and i went shopping on mon. 'rocking around the Christmas tree' came on inside bath, bed, beyond, were so funny we were doing the actions to the song. YOu will get a sentimental feeling, when you hear, voices singing lets me jolly deck the halls w/boughs of holly. This past month has gone by so fast yet so much fun. From caroling, to shopping to juss daily convos. w/great people. I cant believe my weekends for next month are already pretty much booked. I need to get organizer pages refills.


To think all they had to say was, 'i do...'


I cant belive how fast this month has gone!

"It's a Gangsta Nation if you in you a G and the whole world influence by the b in the sea..."im done, im out GOd bless!