The Struggle

"The complete essence of who I am will never be revealed until I reach my final destiny..."

WHACK: I was hoping to move into my new office yesterday, or start moving into it. So my boss, my director comes by and we were juss talking and he tells me that I guess my direct supervisor is being OA bout the whole office thing. I thought to myself thas straight out gaaaay! Starting july 1, he's getting a brand new position title, a raise, and he cant let me juss have an office?! Whatta hater! Agh! I guess the job search is still on hand! No new office=time to abandon ship! haha Although, I will have the youf action alliance under my list of responsibilities now...that is until I find something else worth while.

SLEEPY: The word to describe how I was feeling at work, ha its hard trying to find things to do to keep busy. I knew my supervisors werent gonna come yesterday to check things out, so it was easier to sit and do nothing ha Then I had a couple of kids come and we ended up playing like 10 games of fooseball, that woke me up. I think I was tired cuz we bought mcdonalds then I ate it after setting things up, then I wanted to juss go to sleep after ha. IT was tempting to go into the other room and take a small nap for like an hour. Geez, I can only imagine doing that then getting caught, ha then I'd really have to search for another job!

UPSET: I juss hate when things are assumed or when things are misunderstood. People getting things from other sources, instead of juss asking the direct source. It ends up getting other people worked up for no reason. Its like those people get all excited and see them white things. Then you hear it from someone else and it gets you upset cuz its something totally not true. I guess we juss live in a world today that people dont want to bother to go directly to the source instead have others do it for them. Oh well, some things juss wont ever change.

JANET PHASE: So Ive been dloading all these janet jackson songs as of lately. Ive always loved janet's songs, especially in the early 90's. Those were the jams you can dance to. Jams like 'if' 'love will never do' etc. It makes you juss want to get up and start going crazy. On top of all that her coreography has always been freakin tight. She's got some of the best music videos cuz of all that hardcore coreography. REmember the rhythym nation video? Or how bout the remake to 'dont know what you got till its gone' w/qtip and joni mitchel? That was the jam too! Im not too into a lot of the newer songs, but I did love from 2000 'doesn't really matter' from the nutty professor 2 soundtrack. Janet jackson is freakin tight too bad her brother isnt the same! ha

SPIRIT GAMES: It's coming along slowly, we're now looking into using el dorado park as a facility. I hope this one really works out, the stage is there already and everything. The weird thing is we dont have to get a special event permit cuz the park is a national park. So apparently we dont have to go through the city, but through the park itself. This one really sounds do able, the other opition is well holding in stanton ha! Stanton...where all catholic community event comes true! Cross your fingers and fold your hands...lets pray it works out! Then everything else can finally fall into place, Im in charge of liturgy adn opening ceremonies.

BEEN A WHILE: Christy's party was cool cuz there were people who I hadnt seen in a long time. For example gail was there, I havent talked/seen her in a long time. It was cool I told her she needs to go back online cuz we dont talk anymore. Then we were talking bout our ol jokes we use have when she would write notes to herself, 'dear gail from the past...or dear future gail...' haha classics! I love hooking up w/old friends and juss laughing bout stupid things. Fun times at the nini mansion!

7 days until the big 23!

"You dont know what you got till its gone..."im done, im out GOd bless!