Got Throught It...

"When all else fails the nest will always stay TRUE..."

FIRST DAY: The first day of summer programming is always the most difficult one to get through. There's a lot of expectations on how things are set-up if things are going okay blah blah. My boss told me that our director was going to make site visits and expected the signs to be put up, juss the whole inviting type of scene. Anyway, he came by and he was impressed w/my site! wooO! Although there werent any kids at the time, we got errthang he wanted done. On top of all that there was more pressure on my part cuz they expect a lot from me, but praise God that first day is done and over with. Ahh I so want to get out of there!

IRRITABLE: Ive been real irritable w/people driving as of lately. Especially people who drive freakin soo slow! Most of the time it ends up being old people and asians. Its like youre driving, there's this car in front of you who is going so slow and there's no car in front of them. Aghh! So then I switch lane then look to see whos driving the car and yup it ends up being some asian person or old person. I think they get lost while driving, like their mind isnt fully there or something. Like my music teacher said before, instead of processing a P4, they're still processing a pII.

MAKING A DIFFERENCE: So once the kids got out of skool the center was pretty pack. All the kids came back and it was a bit overwhelming at first. ITs been a while since I've been out in the field working w/the kids. After spending a couple of months inside the center juss preparing for summer and other things. Well I pulled aside a couple of the older kids and I asked them to help me out for the summer. To help behave and juss be the role models for the other ones, then at the end of month I'd get them some type of incentive. Well see how long it lasts ha its gonna be one HOT summa!

KUCILLE'S: A lot of fun at kucille's for em's birfday. I was fortunate enough to make reservations cuz my cousin's uncle works thurr. Normally, they dont take any reservations, and even though we had to wait a little bit, it was still kinda worth it. Jennif and Dave were there it was cool kinda catching up w/jennif talking bout whas been going on and wha not. The food was great, I didnt get the chance to finish my ribs cuz it was so much, so I took it home for baon. Fun times making my rounds trying to talk to errone. Then showing my mr. owl how many licks does it take to get to the center of the tootsie pop example. hahha fun times indeed!

WINE LESSONS: The party moved over to the moyas, for some music, art, and wine tasting/lessons. Bob brought over like 3 different bottles of red wine from 2001-2003. I was sitting there listening to how you can tell the difference of the wine and the type of grape it all that stuff. It was cool sampling all 3 and trying to figure out which one is which. I dont even know if I had a favorite that nite, cuz they were all good. Ha except some were a little bit fruiter, tangier, then others. Ive never been to a wine tasting party, well not that this was really a party party but anyway wine tasting is fun. I think I've got such an acquired taste for red wine, that white wine doesnt really sit well w/me.

TEACHING STORIES: It was funny sitting at the table listening to bob and cenicio, share all these teaching stories. Kids who straight out copy things verbatum from the internet, parents who are upset cuz the think nothings wrong w/their children, admin. stories ha and the list keeps going. I think why society is so jacked up is cuz things are being reinforced at home. You have so many parents who juss dont even pay attention to their child's education or get involved and maybe thas why theyre so bad. Its not always bout the teacher or how the teacher teaches, agh parents sometimes are so ignorant. Im juss fortunate that my parents got involved and pay attention to skool things.

REJECTED: I got an email rejection letter from St. Thomas Moore Parish saying that after going through the first rounds of intvw. they found people who are more qualified then I was. Which kinda sucked, cuz juss cuz I may not be a master catcheist or have a ba, doesnt mean I dont know whas going on. There are plenty of people in the church today who are very knowledgeable bout church doctrine, yet dont have some type of certificate or degree. Watch they probably choose someone who is old like an elderly couple or something. Whatever, ha it their loss. On top of that all they did was base it on yes or no questions from an stupid phone interview. AghhH! I guess this juss means something else is in store for me...


i feel so short tempered lately, maybe its the hot weather! ha

"This love was meant to be...."im done, im out GOd bless!