Falling on my Knees

"When tempted to judge another person in their sin or failing, remember when you also fell and turned away from God in your weakness. Everyone is given the chance to start over, so when tempted to condemn, pray for their conversion/reversion..."

BACK ON TRACK: I had to get back on track this evening on my road to loosing weight. I did a good two mile jog on the track tonite. Well I did a warm up lap then I ran a whole 1 mile. Did a cool down power walk lap. Then added another mile on top of the first one w/a jog/powerwalk. This guy I had gone to hs with was there running too, I havent seen him since he graduated. ANyway, after meeting up w/gabe @ sPv; I came home and I did a 100 jumpy jumps on my jump rope. Its pretty cool having the weights on it, it makes the jump rope heavier. So, I had felt pretty accomplished. The object now is to do this errnite and to watch wha I eat errday, thas the hard part of it all.

NEED ONE: I need a 3" binder to put all my blog entries for this month in the new blog book. Im starting on the 7th edition. Wow, can you believe that I'm already on the 7th book?! Jon from hoj was telling me how his blog juss quit working all of a sudden. Thas a pretty scary thought, I'd hate for that to happen to my blog. Even if I had errentry printed out, all that writing down the drain. At least I have all my thoughts recorded down from the good times to the sufferings, its fun to read my ol skool daily adventures. The stupid things I said and all the cool faces I had met. Blogs are a great invention yes it is.

BUSY MONTH: June is always a busy month, then even busier when I became friends with SH. I cant believe how incredibly busy thiis month has become. Birfdays and graduations celebrations galore! Though I dont mind cuz I think it means a lot to those people celebrating the occassion to share their special moment w/the people they love. Im sure it means a lot to have the people who mean something to you there, to share in your special day/moment whatever it is. It kinda goes to show who are the people that really do care for you. Remember 2 years ago when it was back to back to back graduation parties? ha tat was crazzy!

AND IT DONT STOP: This weekend is fred's and noreen's birfday, then maurices on the 14th, and then boss lady's on the 20th. Good things there's a calendar on my phone to keep track of all these dates. Otherwise I'd end up forgetting all the dates. The fun doesnt end in june though cuz july comes and there's a whole garden full of birfdays and anniversaries. First we kick the month off w/fireworks celebrating my 23rd birday! I remember when you were only 23 burr, now youre like 26 now agh so old! haha tMy cousins birfday on the 7th, then we have burr and boss lady anniversary on the 9th. My other cousins birfday on the 11th, then jei franxis' & achie's birfday on the 14th, followed by reirichs on the 15th(dang that foos gonna be 25, he was only like 22 when I first met him). My parents celebrate their 29th anniversary on the 17th. Heifs birfday is on the 21st and then my other cousins birfday on the 26th. Can you remember all that now?! haha

SPECIAL DAYS: Speaking of special moments and birfdays, mine is juss right around the corner. Well, after all the june birfdays and graduations are over. Ive been thinking these past couple of days wha I wanna do. I kinda wnat to go vegas, but its juss so hot there and the drive agH! On top of that I dont know if anyone would be willing to go again. So I scratched that idea out. Then I was thinking of something with music and dancing, then I thought of the club but then not errone is 21. And I really dont want to celebrate my birfday at 18 and over club either. Actually this year my birfday lands on a tuesday. So the plans would probably be for that weekend. Then I also thought of having it at my work, but thas a hassle renting the hall, and cleaning it all up. Then I thought of having a bonfurr but then I want music and dancing you cant really do taht at the beach. ha Im lost...any suggestions?

LEFT AT ALCATRAZ: I had lunch w/rob and the block today. We went to left at alcatraz, it was like my 3rd time there. The service kinda sucked cuz our server was too busy doing other things a the same time. I think she was too busy workng at hte bar at the same time that she forget all about us. The food was pretty good though, well I took mine home cuz I was full. I was craving seasoned fries today, so thas all I ate out of my lunch. I had the sandwhich for dinner and it was quite appetizing. A restaraunt with excellent serices makes me want to back over and over again. At the same time, Im not shy either bout complaining to the manager if the service wasnt that great. Ive been known for doing that, yes I know Imma complainier but cmon youre paying for the food mine as well get the service you deserve yes?

WORK, WORK, WORK: Up until today no one had applied for the rec leader intern position. I was checking out the guy who applied and wow hes got a lot of experience under his belt. Though I really want gabe to get the job its juss cool working w/someone else you know already. Ive been getting pretty irritated w/certain coworkers of mine who juss do stuff that irritates me. My boss said today that he wanted gabe to apply for two positions, the rec leader and the rec leader intern. Hopefully he'll get one of the two positions. Maybe if I get a job at a parish then they'll open my position and he can take that. Im hoping I get something, yet Im trying not to set myself up for a dissapointment. The confirmation coordinator position seems like a lot of work and time. The youth ministry positions sounds pretty cool, well see where the Spirit leads me juss pray for me!

OFFERING: Surrender is also true love. The more we surrendner, the more we love God and souls. If we really love souls, we must be ready to take their place, to take their sins upon us and expiate them in us by penance and continual mortfication. We must be living holocausts, for the souls need us as such. Mother er Blessed Teresa has such inspiring messages, boss lady and I were wondering how sheh got the time to write as much as she did. We can learn so much from this saint, bout how she lived her life and the type of life she lived. A pure love that flowed through her entire body. Praise God for inspiring saints that help us on our walk!

its gonna be anotha hot summer!

"I heard she sang it from heart..."im done, im out God bless!