The Unexpected

"When a man says, 'I cannot,' he has made a suggestion to himself. He has weakened his power of accomplishing that which otherwise would have been accomplished..."

RIP: Suprisingly today, my grandpa's sister in law died today. This is my grandpa's brothers(the one whos 101)wife. Pretty crazy, cuz we all thought she was pretty healthy and juss living the life. So if I can ask for all your prayers for healing, peace, and comfort for my family. My grandpa's brother has been in shock cuz it was so unexpected. He's still having a hard grasping at the fact that she's gone. He keeps saying, she cant be gone and he's suppose to go before her. Im sad too, well im not balling but I am sad juss cuz I knew her and Ive always known her since I was young. Its different when you dont know your parent's extra relatives, so you dont really feel a whole lot. Anyway, its juss sad cuz I feel so bad for their family and my grandpa and his brother. Prayers please, thanks! Eternal rest grant unto matilda O Lord; and let perpetual light shine upon her. May her soul and all the souls of the faithfully departed through the mercy of God's love rest in peace. Amen.

WEIRDNESS: So I woke up this morning and I had the strangest dream bout someone. In fact when I woke up, it felt like what took place in the dream actually happened. Im not going to go into details bout wha happened or who it was but it was juss funny. I dont even know why I dreamnt of something like that. It wouldve been cool though if the dream was real and then I wouldve had a d0pe picture to add to my myspace collection. WoOO!

WORK TODAY: You know its juss funny how some of the primary teachers are so cliquish at work. I sit in the teacher lounge for a good wha 15min. errday the same time, the same place, and they do too. Yet not one of them has made the effort to ask me who I was or intro. themselves to me. I know, I could make the first step, but cmon its a little awkward juss walking up to a bunch of teachers telling them who I am. Im starting to wonder if they dont like the teacher I work with. I noticed that she never eats in the teachers lounge, and she kinda does her own thing during lunch. Maybe its still the beginning, and things will change eventually, I guess it juss gets boring sitting like a loner during lunch not engaging in some type of conversation. The kids are cute though, Im starting to get to know them slowly. A couple of them I juss get real frustarted with(i know how sad huh)cuz when it comes to reading or anything they do there's juss not real effort. One of the kids, the teacher was telling me has been real dependent on his parents and his parents still treat him like a baby. They literally I gues still spoon feed him and juss baby the kid. Thas why he has a difficult time at skool cuz he doesnt have to make any effort at home. THen the other girl, I dont even know whas going on w/her but maan it can be so difficult!

JUSSS VISITING: Stopped by stanton on my way to hunington beach today. Thought I'd drop by and visit the ol work place. I prayed right before going in cuz I juss started to feel a little weird at first. Yet they were suprised to see me and glad also. It feels different going in there as a 'regular' and not as a employee. Seems like not much has really changed since I've left. Im suppose to go out to lunch w/some of them next week. Its juss good to know that despite errthagn that happened, I can still walk in and feel welcomed. Praise God for juss giving me the opportunity to work with some great people.

DINNER AT JOES: Fr. Paul and I went to dinner at this one italian restaraunt in hb last nite. Jersey joes or something like that was the name of it. Maan it took them forever to give us our food, but I guess thas when you know the food is fresh. I had this seafood pasta with shrimp, muscles, scallops, and calamari. It was real good, so good that I didnt even finish it and took it home for my baon tomorrow! woOO! Im glad that he's not too far away and that we can still hang out like old times. He misses errone at sPv and still trying to adjust living the diocsian lifestyle. Apparently, Fr. grace was over there today helping him sort out some stuff w/the car. I miss those kick back augustians.

too many things to think bout...

"Dont stop believing..."im done, im out God bless!