Im tired, i tried to start my History paper, but i didnt accomplish much. Only 2 title pages and a paragraph and a half. I shouldve not procrastinated to wait so long...oh well ill get it done. I have to, hopefully ill get out of class early to be able to finish it up. Its not really difficult its juss maybe im brain dead right now. like ive been saying i cant wait till this week is over...work will be a lot easier. i really need to take time out to start xmas shopping, i think this is the first year where ive lagged so much on so many things. Next year, i really need to be more on top of errthang. I couldnt even sleep in cuz there was a stupid fly buzzing around in my room, i dont even know how it came in either. So i got up and went online and browsed the web. it kinda sucks when you gotta no one to really talk to online. I got ready @ 1115, went to the AtM then met up w/the La mirada kids for lunch @ rubios. it was pretty good, i was full. I went to work, we had our tree lighting ceremony tonight. Everything turned out really well, no troubles. i hope friday is like that also. I was reading this person's blog today, and it was really dramatic i was thinking oh man. You know what i was juss thinking, its great cuz my boss is really humble. wow its almost 1am. i should get going soon...as i was also thinking, i might sound real dramatic and corny right now...oh well. as i was thinking tonight itd be coo like to have someone special come to all my events @ work and support me and what not. Moving on...i got work earlier then expected @ 630p went to SRE, i think it was kinda successful. i gave a long lecture to them on kindness. i think i mightve overwhelmed them w/all the stuff i threw out @ them. Anyway, francis called me tonight i forgot to call him back though to see waht he wanted. i miss kicking it w/the old crew, the times we had were pretty fun. We usually did the same thing all the time though, but it was still fun. Like the one time @ fudruckers w/the whole drink thing. ha...i dont understand, why people dwell over things that happened in the past. its over with, so why continue to dwell on it? see thas one think about me, i dont "dwell" over the past, i mean ill bring up things that happened...like oh remember when blah blah but i dont dwell upon the negativity of it. ah people are so quick to criticize others, w/o looking at themselves first. geez its almost 2am and i have yet to accomplish anything. after prayer meeting, went to eat the cerritos towne center. i guess thas my day, im off tomorrow..."Only God can judge me." im done, im out...God bless!