i hate it when youre looking for something and you cant seem to find it! then it starts to bug you until you find it. grrr...

"Holiness does not consist in doing extraordinary things. It consists in accepting, with a smile, what Jesus sends us. It consists in accepting and following the will of God."

A lot of people, mostly young teenagers, when hear/see the word "holy" they thing that person is like a saint or close to being one. I think the word holy is taken out of context w/young children. IN this quote its saying, if youre holy basically youre juss accepting w/a smile errthang God sends us and constantly trying to follow his will. It doesnt mean you have to pray 1 million rosaries to be holy or going to daily mass makes you holy. Being holy simply is accepting errthang God gives you and doing that w/a smile. To know God wants nothing but the best for us, for that is how much he loves us. Accepting the things he gives us, also means to accept the struggles and obstacles he gives us, but overcoming them w/a bright smile. Juss like the same feeling when a young learns how to first ride their bike. Hmm this is another good discussion i could use for my class next week.

Skool was boring today, aww booo. i started to fall asleep in class in phil cuz the lecture was juss so boring. I couldnt wait to get out of there. Came home for a bit, then i was off to work again. Work was cool, the kids helped me put some bulletin boards in the room. The yellow butcher paper adds some more color to the room. There was one little boy who was getting on my nerves cuz he wasnt following directions. I had to tell him more than once to stop playing w/the blinds. I also had the kids punch out bulletin board letters haha ive been planning since last thurs. to do it myself, but i figured hey the kids are hurr i mine as well have them help me.

oh btw, boss lady i know youre gonna be reading this, i noticed in the job flyers you guys are hiring a rec leader for the tiny tots program? The flyer juss got put into out iob flyer binder today. i forgot to ask you that on the phone tonight. Whas going on w/that? i think imma apply so you can really be my boss lady haha jk Well since im on the subject of her, i had a nice long chit-chat w/boss lady on the phone tonite. she's fun to talk to on the phone. We talked bout errthang too from work to scenarios and what not.

another interesting convo i had was w/kuya @ jack in the box tonight. We had a discussion bout acting on impulse, critically thinking things out and analyzing the scene. That talk made me think a lot, thas what i need to work on. A lot of times im very impulsive, well i dont got impulsive behavior, but sometimes i say stuff and i dont think things through. Or ill do stuff w/o analyzing the situation and rushing to make a decision. thats always been my problem since i was young was rushing. Even today, i rush to get things done, so i need to learn how to stop and smell the roses. Though its hard not do that sometimes, like you can juss get into the spur of the moment and randomly decide something. Bottom line, work on slowing the roll, and looking at things twice. it doesnt hurt to always double check things, before making a final decision.

Another thing ive noticed is people like to avoid confrontation. To me, i think they shouldnt avoid it cuz it ends up benig no closure to the situation. W/o closure it only leaves the wound open and it doesnt give it anything to heal. A lot of people hate to be confronted especially when it comes to something they did. Or they hate confronting other people cuz its intimidating. If theres something thas bothering you and you dont confront the person bout it, then youll only sit and wonder, "wha if" of "i shouldve" of course think bout the situation and what youre going to say before you confront the person. Avoiding the situation doesnt help, but only leaves a big gap inbetween you and other person.

The Cis nite class started tonight, we were worried @ first cuz we needed 18 people to make a class otherwise they were gonna close it. Well luckily people kept walking in, so i guess we aint closing class down. The instructor is old, but cool he told a lot of jokes today. Hes one of those instructors that go off on tanjets inbetween things. To a certain extent i dont mind, however sometimes it only makes the class end up being longer. there are a few interesting people in that class though do i must say! hahaha But no fly shawats
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speaking of fly shawtys, beyonce told me her and jennif chilled w/their kappa girls. she told me jennif and her were thinking i wouldve loved to been there. haha im hoping there would be some there on fri @ jennifs birfday. I wanna be on a show like the bachelor or joe millionare but theyll call mine the catholic guy. The plot would be for me to be able to pick and find the d0pe catholic girl out of all these other girls from different demoniations. hahaha jk thas corny haha i remember that show singled out on MTV i remember i use to play that when i was in like jr high. id be the host. hahah mo rice told me before how he was on one of the episodes.

Theres a grip of birfdays this month, another busy month full of different peoples birfdays. Lets see tues. was ahlauna's, sun was tita lindas, tomorrow is gregs, then next thurs. is jennifs, then on vday is ryans then my aunts dog, then lyn lyn, then my aunts then my friend swatis at last but not least is my mommas. woo too many birdays, i cant wait till i turn 21, maan its sooo on in vegas or hawaii or africa or alaska or wherever i end up being its soo on!

tomorrow imma see if i can be @ two places in a short amount of time span. i got invited last min to celebrate Greg from carson birfday in long beach @ this buffet. Then i gotta be back by 730 or 745 in la mirada for late nite catcheism. i cant be late to that or else kuay will kill me! haha and i mean literally kill me! hahaha jk! no pun intended kuya! hahaha its only mad mahal for ya big bro! hahaha so anyway the catch is the dinner is @ 5pm, i work until 6 my cooking class i teach @ work ends @ 5pm. I gotta find something easy and simple to do so that way i can hopefully leave by 430pm. then be there in the LbC by 5 then leave by 7 to be in la mirada by 730. ahh decisions, decisions...well see i hate rushing to places though, i dont wanan get into an accident either. thas bout wraps up my day for me, until next time you know the sn, and you know how to use the IM feature, so wha are you waiting for? hahaha oh btw please pray for me cuz i got a math test tomorrow and pray for my achie too that errthang works out for her. thanks!!

"you my tenderony tell the homies no dibs and erry lil step you take is my perogetive hey..." im done...im out GOd bless!