"Don't smother each other. No one can grow in the shade..."

Oops i almost put im done, im out God bless hahaha i must be tired. Actually i am i was sleepy as i was drivinig on the 5n coming home from irvine tonite. I wish i had another day off today, i think i needed a double day juss to catch up and relax more. Oh well, im grateful for juss receiving one day off. Praise God. Last nite i reinstalled my printer software, dloaded winamp, installed office 2000. So now i juss need a few more things like photoshop and all those good stuff. Oh yeah i need to get that font california also. I alos installed the software for the mouse. I put back my old mouse the one w/o the inside of it. Its more convient and you dont gotta clean it and worry bout dust getting inside of it. TOmorrow is pay day woO! Im lagging on birfday gifts this yurr...sorry errone.

Work today was aiight, i had 6 kids which was nice. It wasnt as loud and noisy. We only did one project today, i had them make their favorite sports figures out of these dolls. Some of them turned out pretty interesting. This one girl made a horse jockey doll haha two other girls made a soccer person i dont know who. I made kobe haha and this other kid made shaq. My boss told me he let one of the councilmemebers see my classroom and the council member was really impressed and was diggin it. yay! Today was also my assitants last day. He was a great guy who helped me out a lot. He helped me push the kids into the closet when they were being too loud. haha in a way i was a litte irritated cuz whle we were doing our projects we were listening ot the radio. Well i left ot get some more construction paper i came back and he changed the station to k-earf! i thought oh man he juss changed it. Then eh started to dance which was really funny. hahaha ANywya, now that hes gone i actually got to watch the kids now that sucks haha jk

JEanne dropped by to check out classes she needs to register for skool. She saw our big mess in the kitchen and was feelin the whole remodeling project. I cant belive it rained really hard this morning then stopped! aww booo then it ended up getting hot outside. LIke that sticky humid type of hot agh i hate that type of weather. I wanted to rain hard all day, in fact im praying itll rain during summerfest like all day really really hard like storming! haha so then theyd have to cancel it or postpone it or something. Though in a way i juss want to get it over with. I juss hate setting up and cleaning up it takes forever to do. BEfore i got off work today i ended up getting this huge bump on my forehead. I was geting something down from the cabinet then i had to put it back up. Well inside this bucket i was putting up was big hard vase. SO i put the bucket w/the vase inside of it back up, but i didnt push back far enuff. The bucket ended up falling along w/the huge vase landing on my forehead. It hurt really bad. I put ice on it so its not so big. THough i think yo ucan still see it. Man i always get close encounters @ work.

Robby and i were looking up ol stuff from the past. He was reading my old blog entries and pointing out to me which entries were emo. There was one in particular that he busted up on. THen i had to point out to him his entries whurr he was being emo too. haha it was kinda funny. Must be nice to have nothing to do @ work. THey blocked friendster on his computer so now hes depirved of it from m-thurs and errother friday for 8 hrs! hahah im glad i can go on durr though lately teh stupid site has been acting up again. Making it harder to get on and check whas new. Jay da banker wrote a testimony on me, i wrote on for him in exchange. This way were not violoating friendster policy # such and such.

I went to uci tonite for prayer meeting @ yfc. The drive was only like 20min long. Which wasnt thad bad its like me going to carson. The group was small yet nice. Mark anthony told me that theyre super filipino time. I took notice to that cuz i got durr @ like 745. THe prayer meeting was scheduled to start @ 8pm. PEople didnt start coming till like 830pm-9pm. We sang some praise & worship songs from the hillsongs group from austrailia i thiink. I dindt really know the music too well. They dont really got a music ministry i dont think. Juss someone who plays the geetar. The thing thas tight is that htye have those hanging mics. haha We should invset into putting those in room b. haha jk. They shurred bout their weekend festivies @ the conference. Very annointed and d0pe shurring.

This one girl her name is regina shes from liawang though she goes to yfc when she can. ANyway, she shurred how her friend told her durr was confession going on. BUt regina wasnt sure if she was going to go being she was so tired from finishing her summer skool proj the nite before. THough she really needed it also, so she went. Well i guess there was only 1 priest hurring confessions and she waited 3 hrs. I guess a lot of people were dropping out of line cuz they went to eat or do other stuff. So she gets up to the front of the line and the moderators people told she wouldnt make it to confession. That the last 3 people left in line wouldnt able to go to confession. Regina told them that sucked cuz shes been waiting iin line for 3 hrs and theres only like 3 people left.

The moderator said they dont like to have the priest listen to confessions while a talk was going on. Thas why they wurrr stopping confessions. Regina busted up into tears cuz she was so hungry for it. WEll the guy in fornt of her heard her and offered to give her his spot so she can get in. BUt she was like no thas not fair you waited juss as long. Long stroy short they eended talking to the priest who was giving conffessions and he was able ot let the last people in. PRasie God for her perserverance and patience. I wouldnt of been able to do that at all. I have no patience for things that take a long time.

Then this other girl named toni shurred how she ofund out her friend from hs died over the weekend while seh was @ the conference. ALthough she was saddened by the unexpected deaf of her former classmate she wasnt upset or angry at God nor did she cry. She saif it felt like as if God carried her through the weekend. Like she felt it was the perfect time for it happen otherwise if she wasnt @ the conference while it happened she wouldnt know wht she really wouldve felt. I told her i think God set peace in your heart to help you understand and not be angry. She agreed. This is also the girl i exchanged info. with. She lives in buena park right by shelly's Bmw. I told her to go to prayer meeting when she gets the chance.

YFc did a good job w/their hospitality tonite. They invited me to in n out for fellowship after prayer meeting. The girl from liawang asked how errone in our community was doing. She was like how's whas his name darryl? i said ohh maurice, she goes yeah! i said he's doing well. hes cool. Then she was like how bout that other guy frank or something? i said oh fred, hes doing well also. Then she said how bout robert i said ohh robby then she asked is he still together w/that girl. Oh emeline yeah theyre getting married next summer @ in maui. She was really happy, she was like wow how long have they been together. I was like bout 5 years. haha

So reirich has developed another card to throw at me and use. Before it was the '21 and over' card. He would say things like, 'i hope you dont talk like that or act like that when youre 21.' Well as of last week hes been using the 'robby moya' card. Example tonite. He told me before i left to uci to ask mark anthony to get his yfc shirt. I said okay, but i ended up forgetting i dindt ask him. Well mark anthony didnt fellowship w/us due to the fact he had midterm tomorrow he really needed to study for. So reirich calls later on when im @ in n out and asked if i got the shirt. I told him i forgot. So reirich was dissapointed i forgot to ask. Because mark anthony was leaving for vegas this weekend and reirich really wanted the shirt, he wanted me to call mark anthony to go and pick up the shirt @ his apt.

I said no cuz i didnt want to go all the way to mark anthonys apt even if it wasnt far juss to get some yfc shirt. Then hurr comes the robby moya card. Reirich said, 'thas whack. You went and got robby the bad boys II soundtrack for him and made him come get the cd @ your work but you cant get me the yfc shirt.' i said oh gosh. I freaking ended up calling mark anthony and the poor guy who keep in mind had a midterm the next day came and dropped off the shirt @ in n out so reirich can wurr his shirt. Last week he used that same card on me also. I asked you to get me 99 cents nuggets and you said no. Then you ended up getting robby a drink. agh im not gonna let robby moya card affect me anymore. It no longer works w/me.

Something worf shurring..Ever have a hard time “feeling” or “hearing” God?

There have been several times in my life when I’ve had a difficult time “feeling” the presence of God. Looking back at those times I have almost always found that one major reason I could not more clearly “hear” or “notice” God’s active presence was because I was not in a position to hear Him.

Now, when I say a “position” I don’t mean a posture like kneeling or anything like that, but I mean that I was not in a receptive “position” because of my sins. Sin clogs our ears and our hearts, it clogs our senses. Sins can then just pile up over time if we don’t acknowledge them, address them and eliminate them through reconciliation with God. Sin binds and blinds. Sin keeps us from hearing distinctly, seeing clearly or living joyfully…basically, sin keeps us from God.

And that’s exactly where the devil wants us – far from God. Obviously, that “separation” goes against everything that God is and everything He wants for us.

No matter what you have ever done, I beg you, remember this:

There is no sin too great
There is no situation too hopeless
There is no family too “screwed up”
There is no future too dim
There is no pain too severe
There is no suffering too unbearable
There is no time “too late”

…to call upon Jesus – He is waiting to forgive you, to love you and to start over.

No matter what “twists” of sin or turns of “selfishness” your life may have taken, reconcile with Christ and start over. Trust in His mercy. He writes straight with crooked lines. He loves you more than your little human brain can comprehend. And thank God He does.

I know i said this before back in april on old entry but imma say it again cuz the message is important.

"If we are ever to love a butterfly we must first care for a few caterpillars..."


I need to buy blank CDs and dvd burning software

"Were a flinstones kid, 10 million strong and growing..."im done, im out GOd bless