"Through every tear dropped, for every trial faced, for every cross dropped, there comes an adbundance of joy with the Lord..."

Man oh man where do i even begin?! So much to say, so many thoughts inside my head right now. Though i guess a good way to start off is praise God. Praise God cuz i know why he kept me so freakin busy this weekend. He has been preparing me for wha i would say is the 'unexpected.' An unexpected event occurred and He carried me through it this weekend. I understand why i got all those messages from Him. Juss like a puzzle errthang is slowing coming together piece by piece. The whole time God was preparing me for wha i like to call the 'unexpected. He used the talk from sat. on 'The greatest of these is love..." to test me tonite to see if i knew what that really meant. If knew exactly wha i was saying during my sharing.

Again the propchies today during core group meeting, the messages core memebers received from God were to me as well. Telling me the battle is not agaisnt the flesh but w/the evil one. That love overcomes everything. MY grace is sufficient for you. The weapons that God gives us in he battle w/the evil one. God as always had my back and this time i totally saw it. Praise God! FOr id probably be in bad shape if all this stuff didnt take place this weekend. I feel so so hmm overjoyed right now, despite what i could be feeling. Had this really awesome convo online w/josh from yfc. Crazy stuff but God used him tonite to humble me and to heal me. Im not gonna get into details of how that was possible, but praise God.

We had this great convo bout the church. The differences that make catholics stand apart from other demonitations. We talked bout love and relationships, ha i told him if i ever seem to talk too much during forums or whatever to juss let me know. I shared w/him my small testimony and he shared his w/mine. Then i got invited into this chatroom along w/2 other yfcers, pj and francis. Oh man all i can say is God is truly working through the yfc so cal community right now. I aint juss saying this either cuz i love yfc. God is preparing them three for something big and their job is to round up the rest of the fellowship, the rest of the yfc leaders to prepare themselves. GOd has blessed them w/the gift of visions, and prophecy. Since the devil knows how powerful those gifts are hes gonna stop at nothing to attack them. So i told them God has called them also to be aware and stand up to the spiritual attacks.

Crazy things have been happening to the three of them and its not a coincidence. Im not gonna get into details, juss know that there was a lot of confirmations. Please pray for these young warriors who ahve so much passion and energy to serve God. Im excited to see whaT God has in store for them and what He is calling them to do. Im still overwhelmed by their whole story they shurred w/me. God is wanting and waiting for the same thing to happen to some other people i know. Praise God for brothers who help carry you through struggles. I want to give a huge big up, to a d0pe guy who means a lot to me. All i can say is thanks for your never-ending support and prayers. YOu are such a blessing to me and i dont think i can ever repay you for all that you do for me. Like i said, all i can say is thanks.

Gandhi was right, if the whole world went 'eye for an eye' we would all be blind. AMen to that!

So faith, hope, love remain, these three; but the greatest of these is love...I love it!


We have been created in order to love & to be loved, love does not measure…it just gives

"Forever worship You, I can only imagine..."im done, im out God bless!