"I perfer to make a mistake because i am too kind than to perform miracles without any kindness..."

So i took my first final yesterday, actually it wasnt even like a final it was taken as any other test in the class. It was kinda sad at the end of class cuz it was the last class which meant that small group that i chill with, well we wouldnt see each other for a while. Aww kawawa me!! Though it has been one fun semester in that class, well once we got to know each other. Anyway, so we were outside of class talking forever after class was over. Talking bout movies, vacations, and the topic of abortion came up.

This one guy was saying i think something like if his gf were to get pregnant now, hed tell her to have an abortion. BAsicially it was juss me and bio girl really doing all the talking. I expressed how thurrs other opitions to take care of the baby if you cant. Example, putting it up for adoption. So then bio girl(who said she was prolife)argued that then child may grow up and come after searching for their real parents. I said well its better then killing the baby. Then the situation of 'wha happens if you learn your child will be mentally disabled?' Of course i still wouldnt kill it, that child is still an image and creation of God.

SO it was argued well then the child will go through all his life people teasing him/her, it may not be able to afford the medical bills etc. ONce again thas why thurrs other methods to take curr of the baby. Like i said if you feel you cant take curr of it, or youre not ready to, then thurrs adopotion. Id rather see the baby being taken curr of at another home then being killed. Then the other situation of wha happens if its conjoined at the head? And you have to choose one or the other. I wouldnt choose, id tell the doctor to save bof of them. Let me tell you a story...

My mom was telling me how my aunt the youngest child in the family, almost died. At the time my grandma was giving birf she was bleeding a lot. The doctor had told my grandpa that he had choose which one he wanted to save. The baby or his wife...dang how couldnt anyone be given such a choice. My grandpa told the doctor you cant ask me to choose between my baby or my wife. Im not going to choose, you need to save bof of them. I dont know the details wha happened after that, but i do know that the doctor was able to save bof of them. Praise God huh?

WOrk was real chill, i like chill days at work. My mom cut these little flowers and put them in like a container for me to take to work. Now my office smells really fresh! I love that smell of freshness! Last week apparently some of the kids tore up one of the rooms during the movie. They were throwing sun flower seeds all over the floor. So i was told that they couldnt come back for a month. One of the girls came back wed. and thurs. trying to get in. I told her wha happened and said she was grounded for a month.

Yesterday the whole group of the girls come in trying to say they didnt do it. Trying ot argue w/me saying i never told them that etc. While in the meantime i have the city manager giving me the signal to kick them out. Finally im able to get them out, and yet they still DONT GET IT. They walk in the door and in the lobby area is my boss, my director, and the city manager. Ha those kids were in for a real treat. The city manager went off on them. I was like yess! cuz they really deserved it, cuz nothing ever phases them. So maybe this time it will. Those kids make my days at work difficult.

Though i did meet Jesus today, in this new little girl who came into my program. She's only 8 and it was her first time. As any concerned parent the mom tells me its her first time and blah blah. She's so cute cuz she kept talking and talking and talking. Saying how she went to adventure city for her birfday. How she had this friend that moved and they were best friends. How whurrever she went her friend went, and whurrever her friend yet, she went. So later we go on stage and were playing w/these stick puppets we made.

Thurrs like 3 of us playing on the stage, and the little girl is soo funny. We were pretending she(the litte girl) had to choose who seh wanted to live with. Her grandma and her dad or her mom and this person claiming ot be the real dad. So i was pretending to be the judge, the grandma, the cousins and the real dad. One of the other girls was the other characters. Wha was soo funny is while we were playing the little girl started to tear up! She was really acting harcore, you can hurr in her voice cuz she was getting sad. So all of a sudden i see these turrs roll down her cheeks. Im thinking wow she's really getting into this! she was veyr well behaved, i love kids like that!

Drove up to UCI tonite for our spirit games meeting. I feel like ive been thurr errday these past couple weeks. Well i was thurr wed.-friday of last week. I was a little discouraged cuz of the attendance #s. Juss cuz i was really hoping for errone to come cuz the importance of this meeting. Though i do praise God for those who did show up. Thurrs soooooooo much yet to do be done, and thurrs only 3 months left! I praise God that at least we do have a venue, but thurrs more red tape to cut through now. Today Leo and Mark Anthony have thurr meeting w/the admin. today. To find out wha we can and cannot do. Please pray that it will run smoothly and go well!

After the meeting we went out to check out the grass area whurr the games will be taken place. Were planning to have mass outside, rather than the original mass on the plaza. So in other words its gonna be 'mass on the grass.' Im hoping by next meeting which is like two weeks away, which will be our retreat and fellowship in daygo. Hopefully by that time well get all the major stuff done and out of the way. Im trying not to get stressed, but as i said thurrs juss soo many minor dettails to get worked out. Its alright i know GOd is thurr and God will provide.

We all went to in n out after the meeting and had good fellowship time. Im so blessed ot be work with side by side with so many great and talented leaders! I praise God for giving me this opportunity to serve Him in such an event that will bring all of the different catholic communities together. I praise God for allowing me to get to know all these great people from all over from glendale to oxnard to irvine and the list goes on. Wow, i wouldve never expected such a small vision could turn out to be so huge!


Please pray for the meeting w/UCI admin.

"Make me a Servant, your willing servant..."im done, im out God bless