This is why

"Sometimes the more we prevent our hearts from loving, we end up loving more than we ever did..."

ALMOST VACATION: Im so glad spring break is almost here! Maan Im ready to juss chill, I wish I had the money to go on a nice week long vacation. Anyway, it's juss going to be nice to not worry about having to work till later on. March seemed like forever, but it did go by pretty quick. Im glad spring break is after easter, and not before. The last thing Id want to do is worry bout having to go back to work after a holiday. Thas one of the perks working for the skool are the vacations, having the days off when the kids are off. Its been such a stressful skool year that Im glad that were over the hill and almost to the finish line.

DRAMATIC WEEK: Last week was such a dramatic week at work(skool). Wednesday we had a sub, and normally I get along really well with the sub. BEing that I'm the aide the subs trusts that I know the normal routine etc. Part of the routine is that during morning recess and lunch recess I have detention duty in the classroom. So the kids who didn't finish their work or need to practice their fast math are in the classroom w/me. Anyway so during lunch time, the stupid sub decided to eat lunch in the classroom instead of in the lounge. Well then since she was in there I decided to run a few errands, use the restroom, drop some stuff at another classroom. Apparently she didnt like that so she complained to the office and wrote a nasty note about me. Whaaaaaaaaack! Luckily, I didn't really get into trouble. Then there's stupid BIA who doesnt like to share the classroom with me. That day I was almost bout ready to go off on her and I know one of these days I will. That's a whole other story though.

SAD NEWS: THe sad new out of the work week is that the principal is leaving at the end of the year. Juss how they do it with priests and errthang else in life, they have to switch administrators. So in september were getting a whole new principal from a different skool. My mom says he's nice since he had hired her when she first started working for the district. Yeah its juss not the same though. Despite wha other people thought of her, I still loved her. Cmon after all she was my 5th grade teacher. Its jsus going to be different next year cuz I wont be able to juss walk into her office to chit chat or complain. The AP might be leaving too at the end of this year, so that's kinda cool. She's a little on the weird side and well she's the type of person where she goes by the books.

TRAINED: LASt tuesday I was commissioned along with some other people in ministry to be a eucharistic minister at holy fam. I get a three year term to serve so thas pretty cool. Ive done it before in the past, but was never officially trained to do it now I am. My first trial run was today at Palm Sunday mass, I was real nervous too I dont knwo why. Anyway, so I had to distribute communion in the waaay back of the church. The whole experience was pretty cool, sharing the body of Christ w/those in need. I think the more I get use it, the more I'll start to feel relaxed at doing it. I felt so rushed today though, maybe cuz there was so many people. As I was walking back up the asile to the altar I ended up having to distribute there too cuz there was juss too many people. ALl in all though it feels good to be actually and officially trained, now I can serve at conferences and errwhurr else woOo!

GOOD BOOK: Over at congress I ended up buying 3 of matthew kelly's books. I started reading the first one perfectly yourself or something like that. ANyway, I stopped in the middle cuz I ended up buying this other book I ordered from congress called, 'Blessed are the bored and spirit.' Wow really inspirational book to get you going bout your faith all over again. The analogies used in the book were things you can really relate to. I love good books like that where in the end you cant believe there's no more! WEll now its off to finish the first matthew kelly book.

MOVIES AND MORE: I finally saw the movie '300' today, my uncle had it on dvd so we watched it. It was really good I didnt like the ending part but the action kept you moving. There was a good balance between dialog and action. 300 is one of those movies where you have to watch it from the beginning and understand otherwise you'll be lost. Last Friday I watched TMNT with fred and that was alright. I dont know but there was juss too much talking and not enough action. I was expecting there to be a lot of fight scenes and errthang but there wasnt. Maybe the movie was juss hyped up too much that it wasnt all that great. So besides lost and the office, I got myself watching this new show on abc called 'October road.' About this guy who lived in a small town and left to start a career, wrote a book bout his old town and became famous for it. Then he goes back to his old town to talk to college students and faces all the people he left behind. Good show!

LENT: So the season of lent is almost over, it did go by pretty fast. I have to admit I didnt keep up with my lenten promises this year. I started too but then I got caught up with laziness and fell apart. Yeah, I know I feel bad that I couldn't make that sacrifice. However though, the more I think bout giving up something I did give up these snacks that I usually errday for work. So I guess something is better than nothing. Next year I need to be more disciplined and make it happen. We're entering into holy week now and Im going to try extra hard to be more patient and loving this week. Trying to be more charitable in what I say and do. Hopefully this work week goes by fast and I dont have any drama. I started to realize that these people who I have trouble wiht are my crosses, the ones who I really need to ask God to allow me the grace to help carry them.



Let this week go by fast!

"Here we go, here we go again, going through the same thing..."im done, im out God bless!