dang, i cant wait till sun. hopefully antonio will be able to fix this stupid computer! windows Me sucks like no other! its my friends bday on sat. i wonder if were gonna end up doing anything for it. it would be nice to go and chill w/them being that i hardly see them anymore. Earlier i couldnt get on hur or when i did i got those stupid error messages and my AOL would close. Not much happened today, i dont know if this will quite as a long of entry as my usuals. I pretty much worked all day, it went pretty fast i guess. Im feeling more confident bout tomorrow's event @ work. I prepared for it almost all day @ work, getting materials ready and what not. The only thing i really need to do, is set up the area and decorate. I found this like wooden cross on my desk, well i think someone made into a cross. My boss put it on my desk haha i asked him if he put it there and he was laughing and he goes, "i thought you might need some spiritual encouragement." Speaking of religion i was in the copy room and i was listening to one of my coworkers tell this other lady how she wants to get a new car like right now. But God told her to wait, she was saying how she heard something on the radio by like a pastor or something like that...i forgot but she realized God's telling her to wait to get the car right now. i was listening to the new Nas song, "i can" its pretty coo song. I juss like the beat, he used that elise piano melody. it mixed pretty well. Now im listening to Busta Rhymes,"i know what you want." the beat sounds like something you might hear on one of those role type playing video games. I never had the patience to play those type, my uncles always did and to this still day he still does. I had like a grip of Santa letters to answer today @ work, tey keep piling up but i get through them. Its juss time consuming cuz the kids are suppose to include their own self addressed envelope w/their letter. So when "Santa" writes them back, then "he" juss pops the letter in the envelope and poof its on its way! Majority of them make it time consuming for "Santa" making "him" get envelopes and then writing the kids address and name on it. The letters touch my puso though, like today this one read how he wishes to get some clothes cuz his family cant really afford it, since his mom is the only one who works, while his dad is handicapp. Then i had i another one last week, who juss wanted to find his dad cuz hes never seen him before in his life. He also said his mom still loves the dad, despite what happened. Those letter make you go,"awWw." "Santa" had to answer like 15, 5 of those ten were all from one family too! "He" wa thinking, "geez." I think ill start xmas shopping tomorrow, since i am off. Well see...i got off like @ 550pm, got starbucks...my caramel machacito wasnt really swe3t enough though, so i threw it away. My search for "flava" continues...maybe Gods telling me i shouldnt go to this shindig anymore. decisions, decisions to make...jays kick back is tomorrow nite. i might go depending upon how i feel after work @ 1030pm. Imma be entertaining 31 kids for 4 hrs. I havent worked w/that many kids since i worked @ the daycare. i miss the place when i go there to visit...only to a certain extent though. Im much happier @ the city and plus im making a lot more @ the city. I would never make as much i make now or as much as i wll be making, if i still worked @ the daycare gosh id be still be making under $8! We went caroling in hunginton beach tonight, the house we went too was nice. The people were nice as well.Im kinda getting tired of singing these songs over and over again. I might skip out on saturday and go to prayer meeting in carson...i do an r & b remix to Santa Claus is comig to town...haha its nothing special i juss do the add libs during parts of the song. Figured out the games imma do for the xmas party this coming tues. Boss lady helped me pick them out, she's such a d0pe person. Juss checked the evite fo jays holiday chill down haha looks like it might be juss us guys going. Unless you have the last minute people who i call the "walk ups." I need to get a new cover face for my phone, its jacked up. I was messing w/kuya and told him he was going for a "savage, imma a survior motiff" tonight...haha some people will understand what i mean. i didnt go to the mejias after caroling, i was too tired. Besides that i knew i wouldnt leave till almost 12am anyway. im glad i stayed home though, my mom bought me kFc hot wings...i ate that w/rice when i got home. mabye ill pick some more lokbuns tomorrow and risk my life pulling them down...haha either that or get 'tore up' again hahaha. Man my check hasnt came in yet for the contracting from 2 weekends ago! ah i need that check too!! im listening to this song called "boy i needyou" its by mariah carey w/camron...it has the "oh boy" from his song sampled on to hers. oh yeah before i forget mizike showed his final proj for the semester. Its so freaking tight, he has been blessed w/a lot of talent. Thats a really time consuming proect, though he did a really good iob with it. I really was d0pe. Oh you know last mon. in history class, this guy gave the instructor this CD i guess its by wutang its a song bout the holocaust. i should ask him what the name of it was, its an interesting song. We wre listening to it cuz we were studying World War II. (if you wonder why we were lisetning to music bout the holocaust.) well i think i wrote enough for one day, "She just like honey so she got me like Winnie the Pooh. Long nights let her chill with the crew." Until next time...im done, im out, God bless!