"The difference between holding on to a hurt or releasing it with forgiveness is like the difference between laying your head down at night on a pillow filled with thorns or a pillow filled with rose petals."

So after 2 long days of suffering and pain, it has finally come to an end. There is peace in our hearts again, the bonds have been reformed and the devil has lost the battle once again. Thank you Lord, for ending what seemed like a forever long battle. Thank you for picking us up back on our feet to see the light. Thank you Lord because it was Your love that helped us prevail.

Im exhausted, its been one interesting weekend thats for sure. Tomorrow im going to juss rest, i gotta work on my phil quiz and read up on cis. Today was a long day, filled with awkward moments, a test of patience and a whole lot more! it was hot too which also added on the day being so long. I set my alarm for 915am to have enough to get ready, pick up heif then go to boss ladys event. Thas exactly how it went down too, woke up @ 915, showered. Got dressed in the clothes i was gonna wear to the wedding, then off to pick up heif.

Im really glad shes good w/time also like myself! by the time i got to her house she was already ready to go and i didnt have to wait. We had nice conversations bout shessh a lot of different things. Life, skool, people, weddings, ahh my stomach hurts i shouldve eaten something. We were really early to boss ladies event, like 30 min. it was coo we walked around and juss chilled. Then errone one else came and heif fit in perfectly. Thas why shes so d0pe cuz she easy to converse with and get a long with. Boss ladys event was coo, good thing i ate teh hot dogs before the wedding.

Went to melodys wedding, though we were there 20 min early also. I was thirsty cuz the punch @ the park was watered down, so i bought myself something to drink. heif and i ate starbursts the blue kind in the car and juss chilled listening to the radio. The wedding was aiight i guess, i would say unorganized though. For as much planning as she did for it, i felt it was unorganized. It was hard to understand what was going on during the service cuz errthnag was in spanish. Though heif and both enjoyed listening to the harmonic music of the string quartet. it was very soothing and made me juss wanna sleep. Heif and i both said we wanted this on our wedding. (for each of our weddings not like us together.) It was kinda crazy cuz as the girls were lighting the candles, i was thinking of kuyas wedding juss for a quick moment. Speaking of his wedding,
JPFish187: oh btw kuya on your wedding you gotta have a string quartest
JPFish187: er quartet
blue83212: y?
blue83212: that's exp
JPFish187: cuz its nice
JPFish187: its d0pe
JPFish187: ill pay for it then hahaha
blue83212: haha aight
blue83212: ahah

The reception was man forever long!! the wedding was over @ 3pm, we ddint get food like salad till 4pm. On top of that we ddint get to eat till 5pm. Then the food was not even like whoa! it was lasagna, a piece of lettuce w/cherry tomatoes, and some asparagus. yuck i hate asparagus! so inbetween the dead time of no food, they had a mini slide show. heif and i were both hot and clasterphobic from errone being so close together. There wasnt even any kind of dancing, so it was kinda boring sitting there. Im glad heif came w/me otherwise oh gosh i wouldve been bored out of my mind! ohh why?!! it was fun though juss chillin w/heif and spending time w/her. Shes the bestest best friend i could ever have! woo

Went to mizikes for music ministry and juss chilled there. PLayed w/ninni, while trying to beat kuyas snake II score. agh i almost got it, i died @ 759! i need to beat 829 so then kuya can try to beat my score! haha alway a competition. Then we left to go to the cerritos towne center juss to chill and talk. I guess it was a mini-pre uprm one year celebration. Its always a d0pe time when uprm gets together, no doubt no doubt! well this is my boring entry for today!

"We rock in all kinds of spots Calling all the shots..." im done...im out God bless!