"Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being a part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you're down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you need not worry. You have a forever friend, and forever has no end."

haha that quote is paragraph in itself...anyway mad props going out to strider first off for editing, and putting up this picture fo me. Thanks mucho my friend, and if you would like to borrow my axe sometimes, let me know, i dont mind. It seems to me that jaygolas is being shesity w/the bow and arrow right now, maybe we can switch weapons instead. You know, i can borrow your sword while you borrow my axe. Wha you think huh? sometimes we need to use a variety of things, cuz if you loose your sword and if you find an axe, you may not be able to know how to use it. Anyway, strider my axe is there if you need to borrow it! haha

awwwwwwwww im feelin this picture! i really, really like that combo. cuz i have a solo pic w/my boss lady and a solo pic w/my kuya and we have our family portrait! hahahah i think we need to take one @ sears or something hahaha jk!!!! today was a nice day, too bad i didnt have the day off like all the skools did, that wouldve been tight. I juss realized kuya wont be online tomorrow morning, so its gonna throw off my whole morning schedule! agh wha am i gonna do! hahaha jk

I better say this now before i end up forgetting later on. I praise God that i can see my grandparents whenever i want. Its great that they live only around the corner from me. I felt bad yesterday cuz i went to my grandmas to borrow tabascco sauce and my grandma was asking me where ive been and stuff. I told ive been busy w/work/church the usual stuff. Anyway, she told me she was sad cuz she has so many grandchildren, yet none of them really come to visit her. its true though, i really need to make more time to go and visit them cuz im sure it gets lonely. I praise God that hes blessed them w/a new day to look foward to. Especially w/my grandpa, hes like 96 and he's strong. God is truly looking out for them. I was talking to my cousin bout this too and he realized the same thing. As much as i hate to think bout it, but who knows when their time may end. No one does, except God, therefore its up to us to make an effort to make errday they have a blessing. I can only pray that hopefully my other cousins will reach common sense too.

OKay, skool was aiight, actually it was boring. I had to redo my math review hw that i turned in last thurs. apparently i had done the wrong page for hw, so hes giving me a chance to redo it. During the break i was in the comp. lab checking my blog and thsi girl next to me was trying to sell her cell phone to her friend. So she was online checking her bill, and she told her friend it was like $1000. Well me being "curious" i had to see for myself, so i kinda turned my head to look @ her monitor and dangggggggggggggggggggg she wasnt kidding. $1000 for a cell phone bill, she had to have her friend explain it to her, i take it she didnt know what her plan was. i was juss like whoa!! thas so high, thas why we have house phones to talk on, or get a bigger plan or something. BOss lady was right, i did put the whole cell phone in my blog! haha ANyway before class i ran into john or jr or one of the two. We were talking for a while cuz i had time to kill before class. Hes a cool cat, he told me how he looks foward to prayer meeting errtues. I was able to get to know him better and errthang, so that was fun. In phil i was falling asleep, lecture was boring i didnt even pay attention. I hate though when a roll sheet is getting passed up and down the rows and then instead keeping going in the oder it should be, it gets sent to the next row over. Then it messes up the whole flow of things and it takes forever for your turn to get the role sheet. That happened today in class, these two girls had the role sheet forever. i was getting irritated cuz someone mustve passed it to them or they mustve asked for it.

Work was alright, nothing special i guess. My boss had asked me wha happend on thurs. w/the whole car situation. I explained it to him and he was cool with it. I like how he doesnt scold me when something goes wrong. He talks to me and asks me what went on and how he could help me to correct the problem. Before i use to get yelled at over the phone and wha not. boooo that! I notcied lyn lyn had added some stuff on her desk today. I redid my little cork board above my desk after my class. I kinda made it a collage of pics, most of them are from the mission trip and last fri. It looks more colorful now, im feelin it!

i was feeling lazy after work, i wasnt as quite as productive as boss lady was. I was going to do my math hw, but then i decided not to cuz i was searching for my check book. I dont know where its at, man i gotta find that! i had a nice little convo w/ryan tonite on the phone. i havent talked to the guy in forever, so i had to check up on him to see whas going on w/him. Please keep him in your prayers that God continues to strengthen him through his trials. Im glad were still close, despite the fact we dont talk to each other as much we use to. Before we use to talk to each other all the time online and wed go out a lot on the weekends.

After that convo, kuya dropped by and him and i went to jollibees to chill. I wasnt planning on eating anything but watching him eat, while staring @ the teriyaki bowl poster they had made me hungry. So i did end up eating dinner there. We had a nice long discussion bout our families and some of the similarities we have w/each other families. Speaking of the guy, please pray for him also for he is taking the nortary exam tomorrow. I can talk to him for hours and probably never get tired of talking to him.

im glad God has allowed me to be open and have personal relationships w/a lot of different people in the community and other people from different communities. I think ive said this before, but i would feel perfectly comfortable if i happen to be stuck in a room w/anyone in Sh or outside of Sh. I guess i dont feel shy or timid where i have to hide and not be talkative. maybe its juss cuz i talk too much hahaha. Whatever it is, im glad i can get along w/errone and anyone.

I think tonite was all bout spending quality time w/people one on one. Whether it was phone convos. in person or online convos. whatever tehy were it was really nice. I got to talk to ryan on the phone, got to chill w/kuya, then i got to pray the rosary w/boss lady and have a great long convo. w/her on the phone afterwards. She's so fun to talk to, i love it when i get to talk to her. She told me people who read my blog probably might be getting sick of hearing the same people over and over again. haha they probably think i dont have any other friends, except for the people who i mention in my blog on a daily basis. Its okay though, its my blog so ill put however many times i want to how much i love "the family", beyonce, strider, el huego, prayer buddy, jennif, prayer buddy or whoever else i mention on hurr on a daily basis. i realized that i could be left w/only maybe these people and others in my life as my friends and still manage to be happy and content.
Now im talking to strider online bout upRm's one year anniversary coming up! woooo thas exciting, were gonna go all out on that one! forreal forreal!

i read this that was convicting for me tonite, so i thought id share it w/yall. majority of you who read this will probably be recieving it in your mail, but its cool.

“The law of the LORD is perfect, refreshing the soul. The decree of the LORD is trustworthy, giving wisdom to the simple.” – Psalms 19:8


SITUATION EXPLAINED
Do you ever get overwhelmed or stressed out? Do you let it effect your attitude? I try not to, but I’ll be honest…


SOLUTION OFFERED
Oh, if only…

If I could start the day excited at the first moment that I saw other people…
If I was cheerful every time someone walked into the room…
If I was really, sincerely grateful for each and every meal…
If I was more understanding when my loved ones were too busy for me…
If I could always be instantly forgiving when people got mad at me…
If I would take others' anger or criticism without resentment…
If I could find complete happiness (just) in sleeping…
If I could find more pleasure when riding in my car…

If I could do all of these things…
I’d be almost as good as my DOGs.
Some days I wonder if my dogs aren’t more Christian than I am.

Now, it’s obvious that a dog’s life is far simpler than a human’s life, but that is not to say that I cannot learn from these furry “simple ones” on how to simplify my own life.

The law of the Lord that today’s verse is speaking about was uplifted and perfected through Jesus Christ. Christ’s law is one rooted in love and founded on the golden rule. Christ’s law is one that affirms and challenges us, calling all of us to greater patience, thankfulness, peace and simplicity.

Sometimes the best and wisest thing we can do in our lives and, definitely in our faith walks, is just to SIMPLIFY. The best way to do that is to take a look at ourselves, see what areas of our life are out of control and then, through prayer, put them into perspective, seeing those areas not just through our own point of view, put through the point of view of our Lord.

While dogs are great, it is Christ who is truly “man’s best friend”. He is that SIMPLE…and He wants us to be, as well.

Okay thas it for today, i know, i know it was a long entry. So youre eyes are probably getting blurred from reading all this text. Thanks to those who make a positive impact in my life, you guys are great! Ü

"I’ll be your cloud up in the sky, I’ll be your shoulder when you cry, I hear your voices when you call me, I am your angel..." im done...im out God bless!