"Keep your face to the sunshine and you cannot see the shadows..."

OKay, this quote is going to go out to "grouchy smurf." The way i see this quote is learn to try and see things in a positive perspective. Look at life w/a more positive tone cuz like i told my kids you never know when your life maybe taken away. Not to sound cynical or try to skurr anyone, but its true. Look into the bright reys of the sunlight to keep your head up and stay out of the shadows. Once youve accomplished being able to keep your face in the sunlight, then you wont be able to see the shadows any longer. Thas what i had to do, and i blog has helped me to understand that concept through other people. I really appreciate errday God gives me on this earth to live. Though sometimes i have a hard time w/certaing things or when things may not go the way i expect them, but we all fall.

I think it was winston churchill who said, "our greatest glory is never in failing but rising in each time we fall." Wow thas a real treat for yall, double quotes in one blog! Yeah, we all go through suffering, we all fall down carrying out crosses, but the important part is to acknowledge you've fallen and push yourself up, to be stronger. I think errday is a real treat for me, juss being able to see or even juss simply talking to certain people. Like for example, yeah i may not see boss lady errday or even talk to her online errday, though when i do, its something i enjoy. I dont know if that made sense, but i heard this other quote, live each day as if it were your last. Im not saying go all out and write out your living will and stuff. BUt juss take the time out and truly, truly enjoy each day God has blessed you wif. God blesses me errday abudaently with many different things. Its also fun to look back and juss remember all the things youve gone through.

Today was a fun day i guess you could say. Ive been trying something different for the past two mornings. Well i go to mass @ 8am, usually what'll happen is i set my alarm for 730am. This gives me like 5 min to juss lay in bed and say oh whY!? haha jk no it gives me time juss to lay down and wish i could juss sleep in. Then id change and leave for mass. Yesterday, i added it something, i took a shower, changed then went to mass. This morning after i showered i juss totally got ready for skool. I figured well i have the time anyway, mine as well. It works out pretty well too cuz after mass i ahve more time to do stuff online, like talk to kuya! haha

So i went to mass and started to print out pics to prepare for tonite. That was fun, youre thinking whats so fun about printing out pictures. It was fun cuz i got to look back on the memories of all the wonderful times God has brought us all closer through each different event. I started to print it on plain white paper, cuz jeanne told me juss to do it. Then i ran out of ink so i had to go to target and make a ink run and i thought i mine as well get glossy paper. i got those quick materials, and went back to printing out pics. Im still missing a couple of event pictures like all the pics that happened before i was in the community.

yOu knwo what i hate more than anything, is street construction! agh! thas wha happened on the way to target there was road construction on knott and ball. its such a waste of tax payers money and it takes forever to get back running again! it becomes such a inconvience and they take forever too. Like they give you a date when its suppose to be done then it goes past the date. Thas wha happened last year on cresecent by my house. the construction was suppose to be done in may or something and it was started in feb. It didnt get done till like june or july, i so wanted to go and complain @ the city hall.

Wnet ot skool and i walked out early cuz it was so dang boring. i COuldnt stand it any longer cuz it was boooooring. We watched this video clip from a movei called the waking. It was a mixed of different clips, and one talked bout God and free will. it was so crazy cuz this guy who is a cartoon character but a real life person, brough up the same thing you did on tues. kuya bout God and free will. He siad pretty much the same exact thing you did. Went to work and i had a grip of kids, like 16 and it was too crwoded in my room. I had to bring in another 12' table to put together. The art proj. we made was nice, i think it was creative.

After work i went to get popeyes chicken @ westminster, then dropped by to visit katrizzle since i had spare time to kill. It was good seeing and talking to her again. So i stayed there, had some taquitos there cuz i was starving like marvin. I think her uncle had fried tuyo and it looked soo good as i stood there looking at it. It was so tempting to want to eat cuz they had rice right next to it. Rice and tuyo make one grand combination togther! ooOh Anyway, it was funny when i said bye to katrizzle's mom she told me oh sigay ja$on, bye. hahah which brough up a memory of how whenever i use to go leslie's house cuz i was close friends w/her brother, their mom would always talk to me in tagalog. Of course i pretended to understand and didnt say anything cuz i didnt wanna feel dumb. haha Then id end up asking leslie or her sister or her brother waht their mom had juss said. hahaha

HAd the scrapbook nite @ the soratorios tonite. It took me forever to get one page done cuz all my pieces were always missing. Elliot and i were mixmatching bodies and heads w/cut outs, it was funny. For the most part each of us made a page. They all turned out pretty nice and creative, i think mine sucked though. haha i dont know if i got patience to work on scarpbook stuff. I cant do the whole cutting things out very well and what not. Though i do enjoy looking at other peoples scrapbooks. This one parent that im friends wif from the daycare, she has like 4 scarpbooks. I think each book is for a particular even though or something close to that. Scrapbooking is fun, though it requires many different items. patience, time, understanding, creativity, etc. Things i dont think i got for it, so i juss put errthang in albums or make them into collages. haha i like doing collages, those are fun to do.

Durign the end of the nite, kuya, strider and elliot were doing some live musical improv. singing songs bout me. The songs were dumb, but funny too ido have to admit that. Kuya told me tonite, sorry if i made you mad tonite. Meaning all the songs they were singing, but i told him i wasnt. I knew it was all for good fun, so i didnt mind it. The scrapbooking was fun recapturing each mo. nt in time. A picture truly does say a thousand words. I love looking through pictures cuz it reminds of me of all the fun times. Like i can look at a picture and then go back in my head to that tmie when it was taken. ahh yes the memories, of yesterday, today and the more memories to make for tomorrow! =) i like reminiscing on the past, as you could probably tell. Maybe on fri. tita beyonce and i can do that in the car! haha

ONe of my dogs is like human i tell ya. She sleeps all day and does nothing, then at the end of the nite she cant sleep cuz shes slept pretty much all day! How crazy is that! haha oh boy, alright i think im feeling tired now. One more day then i can sleep in on fri. The past couple fridays i ahvetn been able to fully sleep in as ive wanted to. Maybe this friday i can do that ! woo i love not working on fridays! lets have lunch kuya on fri. haha okay great! haha

"And all this love, is waiting for you, My baby...sweet darling..." im done, im out God bless!