"You're born and you die, and you make a lot of mistakes in between."

ah my head hurts, ive got a headache right and i should actually go to sleep cuz i got work early. Oh well i need to blog before i sleep. So i had real negative entry last nite, we all have our ups and downs, well as you read that was one of my downs. Though tonite i felt bettter, i was able to let go of ugly, dark negative feelings and im trying to learn juss to be love. By being love, you cannot go wrong. I received some inspiring messages tonite and the prohecies from prayer meeting really pertained to me. Through the dark stroms comes a new day, with that comes a rainbow. THough the sunflower that tita beyonce gave me has died, i cannot let the sunflower inside of me die w/it. Last nite i gave into what the devil wanted and at that point i didnt care. I learned all i can do is be love...

"Love is patient, love is kind. It is not jealous, it is not pompous, it is not inflated, it is not rude, it does not seek its own interests, it is not quick-tempered. it does not brood over injury. it does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices in the truth. Its bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails."

So i was listening to that son, 'hold on to Jesus' in class tonite. As i was listening it made me think back to elijiahs;s birfday partay. When jl and fred were singing that song in dedication to him. This might sound funny, but it reminded me of the movie sleepy beauty. ha yeah i know great analogy, juss listen though. hurr me out for a min. and see my reasoning. Well for those of you who remember the movie, the party whurr i guess it was kinda like baby auroa's baptism. Errone in the whole kingdom were there to see the new princess. They brought gfits to wish her the best in life. She had 3 fairies bless her w/a special something something. Thas how i felt the song represented. The song was their special blessing to their godchild.

Sre was good tonite, it was nice seeing those kids again after not seeing them for forever long. They make me laff and smile at the same time. Despite the fact they talk A LOT which bothers me, but i do see them growing in their faith. To me thas the biggest reward out of teaching, is watching them grow. God has planted the seed in them last year, and now its starting to sprout. By the time they make their confirmation in like 10 years, itll be a bootiful flower. haha jk not ten years, more less 2 years. I know theyre growing by juss how they shed light on certain issues. How they've taken more interest in knowing and understanding their faith this year. I find teaching them fun cuz i grow along wif them. The more and more i learn bout my faith, i shed it on to them.

We talked bout the divine mercy today and how important of a feast day it is. I taught them how to pray the chaplet of divine mercy. One of the kids asked me what happens if you pray the rosary errday. I told him Mama Mary gives him special blessings to those who pray the rosary. He got excited and said he was going to pray it errday now. That and the chaplet of the divine mercy. Another kid told me someone told him that we pray to Mama Mary. He responded back to that person that we dont pray to her, we dont worship her, but we ask her to lift up our prayers. Then the person snapped back and said why go through that extra step when you can go straight to God himself. I told him Mama Mary;s interecession was asked for during the wedding feast of cana. After i gave him scripture to use, my student was excited and said 'yess imma tell that now.'

We talked about also tonite, holding on to you faith. Standing strong and loving the Lord w/a full puso. I told them that we all go through trials, and its not the easiest thing to do. I explained to them, i said im going through my own right now. Then one of the kids asked, what happened, (typical kids always wanting to know haha) i briefly suimmarized. After he told me, okay i'll pray for you so you can get through your struggle. I had to tell them that the devil never sleeps and will rest at nothing to capture their soul. Then i read to them ephesians 6:10-18 and explained what that all meant. Hopefully they got something out of it. At the end of class during closing prayer, the kid who told me he would pray for me, added me to the intentions at the end. It was a great feeling, that made me feel really good. The kids i have are blessings in my life, God has put them into my life for me to help them grow in their faith.

Went to fridays after prayer meeting, that was chill. I learned something interesting bout the mexican kuya tonite. haha For those of you who were durr and hurrd at the end as we were walking out, its funny. haha Then i learned something interesting bout wearing a certain clothing object. I never really knew that could occur by wearing that article of clothing. haha I guess i learned something new today, errday is something new to learn. I got ann's numba! woOO thas coo and i have another blog link to add to my collection of links. Antonio told pops, the mexican and i a corny yet gross pick up line. haha Pops made a corny one up too bout angel and his kids. i dont remember exaclty how it went.

I was watching bet this morning, the 106 and park. ANyway, they were showing ol skool songs, and that song 'i cant stand the rain' and 'only you remix,' bof considered ol skool songs! oh man thas crazy, i remember bof of those songs. Anyway, thas it for now, until next time, oh i tried to do the boom chicka boom boom w/my kids, they felt it was too hard. haha oh well it was fun trying, althoguh when were were doing it, it was funny cuz i looked around in the circle and saw errone who was there that nite dancing. hahaha

"Hold on to Jesus, He's holding on to you..." im done, im out God bless!