"To fix the mistakes of the past and work together to build a better future..."

First off, happy birfday to my prayer buddy jem! woOOo i love her! May God continue to watch over her, continue abudantly bless her w/many more loving years to come.

I got this quote at then end of x2, when professor x told the presdient thats what they need to do. This quote represnts the real world as well, represents us. Though things have been said and done, we put them aside cuz how will that help bring greater glory to God's kingdom. I had a vision today while i was praying at the blessed sacarament. I saw our community as a whole, standing in a circle holding hands. A circle represents never ending, continous. We were all holding hands, juss as we do when we pray the Our Father. The holding hands represented, the bonds we have w/each other. The common bonds that binds us together in a way.

Inside of the circle was demon, a large one. He was trying to break through our community, by trying to break through the arm chains. YOu know remember like when you were a kid and you played red rover, red rover. When that person was called over you and the person next to you held on so tight that they couldnt break the chain. Thas what happened w/the demon, he went through each set of arm chains trying so hard to break through. THough he couldnt and it was only making him angry and upset. At the same time as he was trying ot break through the chains, all of us kept praying louder and louder each time, "Glory be to the Father and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit as it was in the beginning is now and ever shall be world without end. Amen." We prayed it over and over again, w/all of our voices getting louder and louder and stronger each time, till finally the demon was gone. I saw aela's face though, weary, tired though still standing as hard as she could maknig sure the demon wasnt gonna break through her link.

I asked my kids tonite, if God took a snapshot of you, would you be in focus? Most of them said no except for a couple of them. I explained to them, yes we are accountable for our own actions. However, we are accountable for each other as well. Were accountable for our brother;s and sister's walks too. We are there not to lead them to continue to sin, but help them to prevent from sinning. We all get diverted from our faith time to time, we all loose focus every once in a while, when things of this world cloud our better judgment and try to take our attention away from where it needs to go and from who we are called to be.

“But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things will be given you besides.” -Matthew 6:33
This verse is to me, one of the simplest to understand and, yet, one of the most difficult to live out on a daily basis. Though it's okay, the failure is never in failing, but in not trying. Practical daily Christianity is more about effort than knowledge, more about mercy than superiority.

There was a reason Jesus sent out his apostles in groups of twos, we all need help sometimes. When the waves of the world and popular opinion start to rise up around us and we begin to lose sight of our goal (Heaven), it’s good to have someone else in the boat with us…rowing when we don’t feel like it. That is true Christian friendship. Look around you today and thank God for friends who have the courage to hold you to a higher standard. Look around you today and reach out to those who are seeking the love and that only God can give. Look within yourself today and ask yourself whether or not you are truly “in focus”. Sometimes it hurts to do it, but not nearly as much as it hurts not to. Praise God for true friends.

When you think about, God's kingdom already has a King. A great, merciful and wonderful King, i'd be happy though juss to be included in that Kingdom, even if it's as a jester.

So i made a couple of bids on ebay tonite, the auction ends tomorrow i think. Hopefully, ill win, though its very likely though i'll get outbidded, especially w/the stuff i had bid on. Oh well, we all gotta take risks sometimes, besides it doesnt hurt. ha if i loose, i loose, if i win then praise God i woN! haha thatd be a miracle if i won though. I think high speed interent service is a good tool when bidding on ebay.

"Saturday sinners Sunday morning at the feet of the Father, They need somethin to rely on, we get high on all types of drug, When, all you really need is love To get by.. just to get by..." im done, im out God bless!