"God's grace is possible through practice of authentic charity, which should let shine out all that love of which the Lord has already made us the object..."

I had started off my day jogging! Yes jogging, i was inspired after reading fred's blog. I thought well i should do something productive like that. Ah, yes so i had done the whole jogging thing. It was good prayer time to enjoy the fresh aurr, to praise God, and juss enjoy his beauty. It cant get any better than that. Maybe one of these mornings ill wake up extra early and see if i watch the sunrise. 5'5 with brown eyes, smile like the sunrise...Watching the sunset is juss really amazing. It really puts you in awe.

Today at mass, father brennan had a great homily. His homilies remind me of how i use to be when i use to prayer lead. The whole writing down stuff to help guide you. If you had gone to mass today, the gospel portrarys the betryal of judas. During the last supper when Jesus one of them was going to betray them and they were all like oh helll naw im not gonna be betray you. Especially when peter got so defensive bout it and then Jesus told him he was going to disown him before daylight of the next day. Whas crazy is that 'Judas' and 'Peter' can be any one of us at anytime. Wha do i mean?

Wha happened to Peter can happen to us all as well. So often well make great affirmations of our love for God. Probably a great example is when we go to huge events. LIke youf or spirit rallies, LSS' SCRC etc. etc. were all at that time 'gung ho' in following God. Or when someone starts a new event or maybe its juss launching a crusade against evil or a campaign to fight abortion etc. etc. Point is, when its time to take the first steps something always seems to keep us from following through. The times someone may something negative bout the church, or about the faith, or at work, or juss outside in general. Were either quiet where we say nothing, or agree with them. At that moment, deep inside us, the cock crows! We ourselves, have repeated Peter's denial. We all need the grace and strength of Christ not only to be faithful but also to remain faithful to Christ anywhere and everywhere.

Work was a little bit better then yesterday. Sometimes i get really tired of dealing w/those kids from across the street. Yelling at them really wears me out and its sad cuz nothing i say or do phases them. Ha theyre so funny cuz when i do something i dont like, they'll say, 'i hate you and im never coming back to this place again.' The next day, theyre back as if nothing ever happened. I guess we have a love-hate type of relationship. Ah i guess kids will be kids. My cousin's bf told me on sun. dont ever have kids. Wow harsh statement, and he doesnt even have a kid himself. He's gone through a lot during his childhood.

I started my online hw finally, i got the first half of it done, now i gotta do the other portion tomorrow. Well i didnt realize that i needed to get a text book for this class. Luckily, i saw that one of my coworkers is taking the same exact class. Hopefully she bought the book so i could borrow it from her. I have to go and check a museum before the end of the month. Id like to go to the getty in LA. Whos up for a trip to the museum w/me? Wow what a busy month it is and its only juss begun...
Sometimes i still wish i was still a kid...no hassles...haha

Well i was suppose to meet up w/grace tonite, but i guess she ended up falling asleep. Were suppose to meet up and exchange a book for a burnt CD. I got all ready and errthang after work for nothing! I came home after work and i had gone to the penitial service @ sPv. A service emphasizing the gift of reconciliation. Then thye had confessions with all the priests out. WOw was the lines really long! They even brought in fr. pierce for back up cuz thurr were so many confessions. ITs very, very, very rare to have all priests out for confession. I wish they would do it more often, its pretty cool. Anyway, i was lucky enough to skip out on the whole waiting in line. I waited for fr. paul to come out of the rectory and i asked him to hurr my confession. Ahh yes being 'homies'(as banne calls it) with fr. Paul is great. I told him id take him out to lunch sometime.

I had this funny idea and i was shurring it w/fred and some other people. Imagine if we had a dating show at the spirit games. Youd have a guy and then on the other side of the panel would be 15 differnt girls. The guy would have to 'discern' which girl woudl be best for him by askng questions. So imagine you have the guy and he's like, 'Sister #3, when you go to confession, which do you normally do face to face or behind screen.' Then she';d be like, 'well...'then give this long all answer. haha Not that something like this would actually take place, i juss thought it would be funny.

And thas my day! Tomorrow im going ot watch the Passion play @ st. lucys. Its really, really, really good! In fact watching that is how i met my good friends from sly. I think imma take my camera too tomorrow and take pics. Im still waiting for christy to post up the pics form the beach. I want to see the pics i took of the sunset.


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"All i want to do is have some fun, until the sun comes up on the santa monica blvd..."im done, im out God bless!