"The great vocation of man: is to love and to suffer..."

So i took that quiz from bannes blog and hurr are the results...

Idealists, as a temperament, are passionately concerned with personal growth and development. Idealists strive to discover who they are and how they can become their best possible self -- always this quest for self-knowledge and self-improvement drives their imagination. And they want to help others make the journey. Idealists are naturally drawn to working with people, and whether in education or counseling, in social services or personnel work, in journalism or the ministry, they are gifted at helping others find their way in life, often inspiring them to grow as individuals and to fulfill their potentials.
Idealists are sure that friendly cooperation is the best way for people to achieve their goals. Conflict and confrontation upset them because they seem to put up angry barriers between people. Idealists dream of creating harmonious, even caring personal relations, and they have a unique talent for helping people get along with each other and work together for the good of all. Such interpersonal harmony might be a romantic ideal, but then Idealists are incurable romantics who prefer to focus on what might be, rather than what is. The real, practical world is only a starting place for Idealists; they believe that life is filled with possibilities waiting to be realized, rich with meanings calling out to be understood. This idea of a mystical or spiritual dimension to life, the "not visible" or the "not yet" that can only be known through intuition or by a leap of faith, is far more important to Idealists than the world of material things.
Highly ethical in their actions, Idealists hold themselves to a strict standard of personal integrity. They must be true to themselves and to others, and they can be quite hard on themselves when they are dishonest, or when they are false or insincere. More often, however, Idealists are the very soul of kindness. Particularly in their personal relationships, Idealists are without question filled with love and good will. They believe in giving of themselves to help others; they cherish a few warm, sensitive friendships; they strive for a special rapport with their children; and in marriage they wish to find a "soulmate," someone with whom they can bond emotionally and spiritually, sharing their deepest feelings and their complex inner worlds.
Idealists are rare, making up between 25 and 30 percent of the population. But their ability to inspire people with their enthusiasm and their idealism has given them influence far beyond their numbers.

The Four types of Idealists are:
Healers (INFP) | Counselors (INFJ) | Champions (ENFP) | Teachers (ENFJ)

Yesterday we had our 1st communion retreat for my class. Very small and intimate, but it was good for them. Sandy bought these really cool journals at big lots for them to use. THe purpose was to develop a daily prayer life w/God. Taking time out to converse and communicate w/Him. Then giving them the journals was to plant that seed. I hope they continue to use it and really use the bible the greatest love story God has given to us. After lunch we did our own little 'last supper' skit. We had the tables in a U shap and i was 'Jesus' and sandy was 'Judas.' Then she brought this sourdough bread and grape soda as whine. Then we did a breaking of the bread to emphasize the eucharist and going into Holy week. Praise God.

I learned that sandy has been doing the SRE program geez for over 30 yurrs!!! Can you believe that?! Sandy looks like she has never aged, she's always looked the same to me. I love that lady, really i mean so dedicated to the ministry. The parish couldnt of asked for a better director for the SRE program. I know of other directors who arent as dedicated and let watered down teachings be taught. When i was going through the SRE program @ sPv she was running it, banne told even when she was going thorugh the program sandy was still running it. Today is 2004 and she's still standing strong running the program, wow praise God! Now that's real dedication right thurr.

Afterwards i took a nice little nap! Juss to renergize myself for the rest of the evening. So i went to carson for lf. Lf and SH are like best friends! It was nice being back in the prayer meeting setting. Ive noticed that they sing their 'i worship you almighty God' like we do now. The whole remix version, 'i worship you almighty God/there is none like you.' I thought hmm this sounds familiar! haha but its coo cuz best friends help each other out. Anthoneeze did a great talk on umm its a blur to me. haha jk No, he did a great talk on basically how to get to know God a lot more through Mama Mary, the Eucharist etc. Before that we played this icebreaker game which was fun. After prayer meeting was over, i was able to sell some of my raffle tickets for yfc! woO!!

Ha they were giving away these plastic eggs right so i threw one at gp and i said, 'GP i choose you!!' hahahahahahahahah like how that kid does in pokemon. Oh man it was sooo hillarious! Gp said, 'jasonfish made a funny!' Then he started to bust up on the floor laughing really hard. It was funny. Then while charisse and i were waiting for the core meeting to end, we were making ring tones for our phones. Yeah, i know thas how bored we were while we were waiting. She made some pretty crazy ring tones, ha youll hurr it when my phone rings. Its funny, really it is.
On my way home i had a nice convo w/julie in regards to a lot of many different things. Came home and i needed to sleeeeeeeeep cuz of the whole time change.

I was reading in my new vibe magazine(one of my fav. mags in the whole wide world)the cover artcile on usher. Well i guess it was said that usher and chili broke up cuz he had cheated on her. Well i found out that wasnt the reason of their break up. In fact that she didnt know he had cheated on her until after the break up. The reason why they broke up was cuz they were cohabitating together, and they ended up arguing and figthing over errlil thing. I found it pretty interesting. Then thurr was a small article on kanye west, that foo is so arogant its whoa.


Gail likes to call the time change, 'fake time.'

"Mother Mary hold me closer, dont ever let me go..."im done, im out God bless!