Coincidence?

"Don't regret what is past, and dont trust in your own righteousness..."

Holla Back!
jeanne: you used to wear biker shorts under your skirt? interesting...
haha not all of those statements apply to me!
Fred: no invite too? so much for community, eh?
Yeah, tell me about it
Johann: just saying Hi, since I haven't been able to go to SH for a couple weeks
Yo! SH is always gonna be thurr dont worry man! haha hope youre doing well!
crispy: hahah .. that was funny
I dont get it, jeanne's comment was funny?!
jeanne: yeah i know. i voted for kerry
Agh I know how you feel, thanks for the great convo on thurs. nite! ha
burr: haha too bad u can't watch the videos i put out in my blog! otherwise u would have seen it loooong time ago haha! oh and hope u find a new job! yay!
agh I can watch videos on your blog now cuz i got dsl! yay!! agh hope i get new job
burr: sorry friend, i guess in this election, people cared more about morality then the economy. ohio just has good morals i guess
agh i guess so...oh well
Fred: a record voter turnout meant that more people were excited to vote for Bush...again
agh no i think it was cuz thurr was an overwhelming amount of young peope voting...i think they were really afraid pdiddy was gonna kill them if they didnt vote! haha
burr: since you're having a sad day, i pray that you find a rose again friend! that always make u happy yay!!
agh stupid dont mock my answered prayer from st. therese!
burr: maybe in 08 clinton will run, or obama, but then they'll go against guliani..sigh.. so we'll see what happens friend!
agh who currs bout stupid guliani, maybe something will happen to the president yess! jk
burr: i'm soooo sorry your day was spoiled. i guess we'll just have to get behind this president don't we?
agh i guess so...well maybe...unless something were to happen to him! hahah jk
jme: ...and the next one will b on Tues in 4 yrs...wow wonder what SH will b doing in 4 yrs..
yeah i know 4 yurrs from now oh man...i pray SH will still be running 8 yurrs from now. Then we can go back and read our blogs from this past election! haha
jme: the last (pres)election was also on Tues. Jst another reason to pray twice at hard @ PM
yeah its always on tuesdays thas why they call it 'super tuesday.' i almost typed stupid tuesday! haha
Fred: Econ 101 and 309I, nnneeyowww!!!
neeyyoooow!
Fred: the success of the economy and presidential policies are uncorrelated
agh no they correlate in some aspect!
burr : i'm sooo glad u voted today friend!! u get a 'i voted' sticker yay!!!
agh no i dont cuz i voted absenteeeeeeee
burr : happy b day leo woo hoo!!!
agh happy birfday leo
alaine: ewww stop with the comments on my myspace..get over it friend
agh no hahaha imma keep posting them! yess!
burr: i love foot spa massage! hahahaha.
Agh me too remember when we got on petitcurrs friend? haha
j'me(HOJ): hey! just dropping by..whatever works out for you , go for it.
Thanks for coming by, yeah please keep me in your prayers!
crispy: i haven't disappeared from the blogworld quite yet. so tag tag tag!
Im glad to see you havent dissapeared and that your blog entries are getting longer some what! haha

It was so funny today, I was reading people's profiles online today and I came across abe's which read...'being left out freaking sucks.' After I had read that I sturrted to kinda laugh to myself, which lead us into this convo...
JPFish187: yeah being left out does freakin suck !
ABstRAkt URbaN: hell yea dude...
From thurr he told me how he's trying to get his friends more involved w/the church. I think he's getting them to come ot the forum on wed. Its about time sPv does something bout geting the youf and young adults in teh parish together. Then went on to explain to me how he's trying to tell them not to get involved too much w/the protestant stuff. How theyre religon is a lot different then ours and the importance of the catholic faith. I was real impressed...praise God.

Then I was talking to one of my other kids tonite. I asked him how homecoming was and if he had fun, who went with etc. etc. So I asked him if he he liked the girl he had gone with and this is how the convo. went from thurr...
JPFish187: so do you like this girl, just friends
hObo jO fA shO: im not rdy for a gf
JPFish187: and why is that?
hObo jO fA shO: becuz im too immature
JPFish187: thas good you realize that
JPFish187: why else are you not ready
hObo jO fA shO: ya.... besides id juss end up hurting her feelings in the end
hObo jO fA shO: uhhhh
JPFish187: how come
hObo jO fA shO: becuz im a teenager
JPFish187: haha

Ahh yes I love it! I told him and one of my other kids, I shouldnt let them be confirmed. This way I can hold them back for another year. I asked him wha am I going to do next year when you guys are gone? He said well thurrs always the internet haha. Fun kids, they are, they are indeed! I sturted to put together our next topic for the next two weeks on 'faith.' Which can be very broad and yet very hard to narrow down. THough I can see them totally learning from it all. WHich ties into the readings from mass this morning bout the 7 seven brothers who didnt want to eat the pig and deny the teachings of thurr faith.

Fr. Ray mentioned in his homily how we need to allow God to minister in our own lives. We need to ask him to minister to use whatever were lacking in our spiritual growth. God will make it up to us cuz he has given to use the gift of faith. We need to remain faithful to him for he is always faithful to us. Which I was reminded of fr. paul's homily a while back bout us being the bride and Jesus being the groom. The look of faithfulness he gives us, even when we in our sinfulness are unfaithful to him. He still is right thurr ready to forgive us w/open arms. Praise God really, cuz I mean geez how many people do we know will take us back each time weve been unfaithful to them? Exactly, not too many will be willing to do that.

I found a job opening for the city of norwalk, the starting pay is $15 something an hour. I was reading the description and its pretty much errthang I do now. Except supervise staff and put together brochure. As interersting as it looked, Im trying ot get away from doing the whole recreation thing. I dont know...im juss getting sick of work haha Its like I dread going to work now oh why?! I think I'm in for a change...speaking of which had a good convo w/mike g. bout change and moving on w/things. Ive been realizing a lot these past couple of months since the end of sept. till now, how many different things have changed. Well its not even juss within the past couple months. More less from beginning of summer till now, the differents things thatve happen.

Even though change can be good, I still hate it cuz it screws up errthang. Though it pushes me to step out of that comfort zone box and think outside of it. I guess w/certain things I always expected them to stay the same foreva. THen again nothing stays the same forever, well catholic church doctrine does haha other than that I cant think of anything else. Its hard though to get use the change. Like it says in the book of Ecclesiastes, thurrs a time for errthang.
There is an appointed time for everything, and a time for every affair under the heavens.
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to uproot the plant.
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
a time to tear down, and a time to build.
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
a time to mourn, and a time to dance.
A time to scatter stones, and a time to gather them;
a time to embrace, and a time to be far from embraces.
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
a time to keep, and a time to cast away.
A time to rend, and a time to sew;
a time to be silent, and a time to speak.
A time to be love, and a time to hate;
a time of war, and a time of peace
What now is has already been; what is to be, already is; and God restores what would otherwise be displaced.

With that being said, the lesson I learn tonite is to thank GOd for those times. Whatever the times may be, appreciate them. Appreciate whatever took place and move on from them. In a sense build upon those memories to help make new ones. Something like that I dont know if all makes sense. I think my brain is sturtting to give out being its almost 230am. Ha Okay well pray for me, im trying to think positive hurr but its juss not working.


Being left out does suck...

"And I treasure you my love..."im done, im out God bless!