Finding the Sun through the Storm

"Every time my day is dark...God is right there to shine my heart..."

AGh the whole election thing really left me in emo/bleh mood today. I didnt want to turn on the news or watch anything referring to the election. Its like bad sting, though I dont understand why ohio, a state which has lost so many jobs since bush has been in office voted for the guy. Oh why?! I guess its juss one of them things that you'll never really know. I woke up this morning @ almost 10am and it felt so late. Like it was almost 12pm or something. It was kinda gross...then alaine calls me 20 min later. Tells me she didnt go to skool cuz she has a raw lip cuz who knows wha. I spent the morning putting together my talk/presentation for yfc later on that nite.

I was going through my blog archives from june of this yurr. Well I ran into this quote and it kinda juss opened my eyes. It was a good reminder that I really needed to see, especially after today. One of my SRE kids made it up I guess and imed me with before. I forgot who though, but its easy enough to remember. Indeed the day was durrk, but towards the later purt of it, God was right thurr to shine on it. Praise God for simple reminders that make you smile and say, 'oh yeah!'

Work today was bleh too, my boss was telling me that I need to increase enrollments #'s in my programs. THat the director wants to see like 10-12 kids each day taking purrt in my programs. Which sucks cuz I basically got double the amount of kids I have now. So which means I gotta come up w/ways to murrket and bring in the kids. I felt kinda small today, the director was telling my coworker in front of the city manager how many kids he had at the apt. complex. My director was doing site visits, which he rarely ever does. ANyway, so he told my coworker, 'oh i was bragging bout you today.' My coworker I guess had a lot of kids at the apt. complex. Then he went on to talk bout the other center blah blah blah. Im hoping before the holidays I could find a new job. Im getting tired of doing all this stuff...

I had gone to yfc tonite and talked bout the saints through jeopardy. It was d0pe cuz they all had a lot of run and really got into it. Afterwurrds I followed up and talked bout the characterisitcs of saints. Then briefly went into how Mama Mary is the greatest of all saints. Then ending it w/a prayer reflection, using that song 'saint in a making.' I emphasized juss how whurr all called to be saints, whurr all saints in the making. So praise God for that, I felt the spirit truly present tonite guiding me through the reflection. It was fun good times over thurr.

So I was browsing through myspace and these couple of bands wanted to add me. Ha I didnt mind, cuz its more friends for me yAy!! Anyway, then I did the whole looking through other people's friends. Well I came across this one guy who had this mpeg of this kooorean music video, 'kiss.' Is wha it was called, apparently errone has seen it before except me. WHen I was telling christy bout it she said...
CRiSpY LiKe ThAt: dude.i've seen that
CRiSpY LiKe ThAt: it's not japanese.. it's korean
CRiSpY LiKe ThAt: and robby had it on his blog and mary lou too
Then I went on to tell mark anthony and he tells me...
darth x mark: doooo ... thats sooo oldd
arth x mark: i saw it like in HS
darth x mark: omg.. ur so late

Apparently, errone has seen it before except myself haha I had watched it twice, trying ot understand it. Its some music video thas like 8 min. long, its worf watching though. However you gotta watch it from beginning to end otherwise youll miss out on certain purrts. Its really sad but swe3t too. Its bout this girl who falls in love w/this guy who's a photographer for a magazine. Well she ends up going blind cuz some of the film chemicals go into her eyes. The guy gives up his eyes and gives it to her so she can see. Though she doesnt find out till the very end of the video. She sees him outside, yet he doesnt know its her cuz he cant see her. It's really good but sad also.

Okay thas all for now, one mo day of work praise God!! Pray that I find a new job please...!



Reading blog archives are so much fun!!

"I found the masterpiece in you..."im done, im out GOd bless!