In a flash

"History doesn't belong to the best. It belongs to those who want it the worst..."

So when I browse through people's myspace, I like to read thurr blogs. Which reminds me I need to delete mine cuz thurr so old. I came across this one guy's blog and I guess he juss got out of the hospital cuz he had been diagnosed w/leukmia. This guy is the same age as I am and yet is living with such a horrific disease. It must be hell to live your life around that, I mean changing your whole life around cuz of it. The plans you may have had for yourself, you may not be able to do anymore. Knowing that the disease can possibly get worse. Yikes.

I was thinking the other day, it would be hella skurry for them to open my ankle up and be mistaken. To find out that this tumor is actually cancerous...oh my. I really dont know wha I would do. I think I'd feel lost, definetly skurred depending on how bad it was. Though its too bad that it tkaes some life changing experience for people to find God. From that point on they change thurr lives, saying theyre gonna stop that 'my time only' relationship w/God. Yet, something that only lasts temporary, the next week thurr out doing the same thing they whurr doing before.

The importance of God and prayer is the daily life is extremely important. Giving time out to God and thanking him for all the things He has given. I've told my kids, they say you should spend at least 3o min. w/God and when the days are real busy, then 1 hr. Readingn stuff like that bout people humbles me. Makes me realize the blessings I have in life. All the things that surround me. Ahhhhh I want to type more but I gotta get to bed. So glad the skool/work week is coming to a close! The weekends hurr...so I must admit I've been bothered by a certain thing. Its hurrd to jusss let it go and not think bout it.

Always count your blessings...

"We gotta make a change..."im done, im out God bless!