i guess there still might be hope for this formal afterall...its like the Star Wars movie "a new hope" haha. Well a friend of mine who was going to go w/me to the formal will be unable to go w/me now. Which is understandable being the circumstances of what had happened last nite. So i come today after a little bit of shopping, i was talking to the original person whom i asked online. I re pop the question bout the formal and told her my drama hoping shed feel sorry for me, it worked to a certain extent. She told me she would go if she was in town, i have to call her next week to get an answer for sure. Hence the word "if" there's the big key word there. I was kinda thinking too maybe it's God's way of saying no i shouldnt go with all the things that has taken place w/this whole formal thing. Oh well, if i go i go, if i dont then there's always next year, its not the end of the world for me. I juss need to pray that hopefully things will turn out the way i want them to. As fred had said earlier, this has been a difficult holiday season or rather hard couple of months for many people. I know though through by the grace of God, who is the father almighty, we will get through this, we will be able to perservere. We just gotta have faith, lots of it and juss gotta try to keep our heads up.