"Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything." -Muhammad Ali

I was looking at a page full of friendship quotes and out of all of them that one stuck out to me the most. I dont think i need to analyze the quote, its self explanatory...besides ive been over analyzing too many things these past couple days already! haha

Its d0pe how you can spend quality time not only w/a group,but individually w/a vast variety of different people. We come from all different walks of life, we all struggle invidually but sometimes its not the easiet to self express yourself w/a group of people all @ one time. Other might not as feel comfortable expressing themselves as others do. I dont mind cuz i guess im juss open like that, though i do enjoy when i can talk to people one and one. it helps me understand more and focus my attention on them w/o distractions. Sometimes when im in a big group it can go over my head and im too distracted by outside things.

Im tired had a long busy day, though i was able to get many things needed to get done, done. Went to drop off some stuff @ kuyas house and then chilled there for a while. i was finally motivated to go and wash my car! yay! God helped me not to be lazy this time, its been soooooo long probably like two months since i last washed it. It was coo cuz i got to spend pretty much the whole day w/kuya again! haha we have a lot of fun when were together, we can act all crazy and juss enjoy each others company. Its great cuz ive learned a lot from like how to handle things or juss things in general i never knew or thought bout it before. See the things you can learn from juss getting to spend time w/someone one on one!

Went to the cerritos mall, exchanged some christmas gifts that i receieved. Theyve been in my car for the past week so i decided to take care of it. I was able to get a good deal on the items i exchanged it with, so that was cool. I got these pants @ robisons may from a shirt i exchanged there and two shirts from aero from something i exchanged there. it feels good to get things taken care and out of the way. Praise God for accomplishments!

Went to meet up w/upRm for a little bit, watched them eat @ mcdonalds. Then left to carson for prayer meeting, i havent been there in ages! it felt good to be @ prayer meeting, since i havent been to one in like 3 weeks. I need that spiritual development there, so it helped me a lot tonight. We had a bible baseball game, ahh i got called up there and i got my ? wrong! it was who was the apostles that Jesus took up w/him @ the garden of Gethseman? I knew peter was one of them but i didnt know the rest. it made me realize i need to pick up my bible more often and really read it. It was fun though, i love being around carson;s community cuz they make me feel so welcomed and warm. i juss realized i got to know raymond fromt here better through talking to him invidiually @ apologetics on fridays. so i think it is true sometimes in order to really know/understand someone you gotta talk to them invidiually. So i was convicted to read my bible more and to reflect upon it more also.

From carson went to a birthday party, man kuya and i were the oldest ones there. i didnt know you could rent out a space @ pnoy grille. Thas what a friend of mine did for her bday party, i guess thas kinda smart and cheaper if you cant afford to get a hall and not expecting that many people. Watching these kids dance made kuya and i reflect on our days in hs. He asked me as he looked aroudn the room, which one were you? The person sitting there chillin w/the girls, the person juss standing there doing nothing, or the person there in the middle dancing. Well i said i was the one juss chillin talking to the girls haha Thas how it looked like tonight, "i juss wanted to dance w/somebody." haha the music was getting me hyped and i felt like juss dancing, i almost did too. I was thinking who cares im in college these kids are in hs, its not like im really going to see them again anyway. Jeanne came later to chill and to eat, it was nice the three of us had a nice little discussion. We all realized we need to worry bout our individual selves rather then other people. Well there's an exception to that, like if you need a pray request or juss someone to talk to for advice. Im tired, its been a long day.

Thoughts for the day~
1. Try to get to know someone you dont know too well by talking to them individually.
2. Worry ourselves before we try to worry about others.
3. Pick your bible and start to read it more often.

"And when I play them, every chord is a poem telling the Lord how grateful I am cause I know him..." im done...im out God bless! Ü