"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and conveniences, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy."

Gosh this seems liek to have been a forever long weekend. i have that song "running through my head" cuz thas pretty much how i feel right now. Stupid bloogger is down, its always down for something. In the meantime im typing this entry on an email, emailing it to myself, then copy and pasting it to blog. I foudn my ring today, i thought i lost it when cleaning my car on fri. I didnt wear all day yesterday too, i forgot bout it when i was rushing in the morning. So i found it today in my room, after mass, whew! despite some of thing unexpected attacks i had recieved this weekend, being able to spend time w/a couple of people whom i hardly talk to helped.

I went to mass this morning, agh i was so tired. I wish sometimes i could go on my own time, instead of going so early. The homily Father Grace focused on was of course forgiveness cuz thas wha scripture reflected on. Man there was something i wanted to say last nite and i didnt put it on blog. Now i cant remember exactly what it was. hmm Well maybe itll come to me as i continue to type away. It was kinda crazy after mass this morning. So check it, im outside after mass waiting for my fam bam tribe to come out. I stand there, observing all the peopel who are coming out of mass. This filipino couple comes up to me, and the lady kinda taps me. She was like "hey what are you involved in." im thinking hmm i dont know you, you must probably be from the filipino group and need SH help for something. I said, "oh im part of the Servant's Heart prayer group." The lady said,"oh youre not part of the Legion of Mary." i was like "oh no, im juss part of the prayer group hurr.," Then she asked what it was and so of course i explained it to her. Then she was like, "ooohh okay. You gotta get christina to go w./you sometimes." I finally then realized it was my friends parents. I saw them in mass andi thought they looked familiar. As they were walking away, i told her "yeah ive been trying to get her to go w/me." Anyway, i juss thought that was crazy, cuz ive never talked to her mom before.

Tomorrow, i dont wanna go skool. Actually im thinking of not going to my 2nd class, juss dropping off the quiz and my scantron in the instructors box. WEll see wha i actually end up doing tomorrow though. I stayed home pretty much all day, cuz im hardly home. Actually ive been hardly home this past week and once again its gonna be like that this weekend. i got my hw done, did my phil. read chapter 2 in my cis book. Well i took a nap before doign all my hw. ahh the luxury of pure sleeping bliss! Then i was reading the youth rally stuff...geez so much info. Hmm itd be d0pe if we did a skit, praise & worship and a works of mercy. Though that would be a lot of work and what not to do all 3. Though i think w/the grace of God it can be pulled off.

I got to chill w/ryan tonite, we went out to the towne center and had some starbucks. It was really d0pe being able to chill w/him. Oh man i forgot to let him drive home tonite, oh well. we talked bout all the stuff thas going on right now. I told him the funny story bout hometown and the girl there. it was coo, cuz we dont talk as much as we did before cuz well were both leading very busy lives. haha Juss like how my best friend and i lead two busy lives. Anyway, it was cool to see him happy and excited bout this new endeavor. Which reminds me i gotta email him some advice on it, before i forget too. Dude, im hungry right now agh my stomach is hungry. Its weird ive known that guy for like 3 years now. Its crazy cuz he juss turned 17 and i remember meeting him @ youth alpha. hes a very cool guy though, im blessed to have such a great friend like himself. ha, we were talking bout significant events and as we were sitting across from the theatre we were looking @ rubios. He told me thas where they all ate before formal, after taking their pics and what not. THen he was like well its not the same eating there anymore for certain reasons. i was laughing and i told him i know how exactly how that feels. Juss like if i ever eat @ applebees, well it woudlnt be the same. Actually i woudlnt wanna eat there cuz it all only make me wanna go back to the warm july summer evening. ahh yes, July 22 rihgt after an eventful LSS that the core put on. If arch never called me that nite to tell me they were going to eat then hmmm. ::sigh:: memories haha

So i get an unexpected phone call and after i get off, i learn its already 1am! man i cant believe how late it is already. Strider juss informed blog is working now, so i can post my entry on there. I told ryan tonite w/this new endeavor hes looking foward to, juss to take things one day at a time. Not to rush things at all cuz well then errthang will get screwed up. Its funny as im talknig ot gail bout the suicide skit well you see for yourself.

JPFish187: we were practicing the suicide skit on fri
JPFish187: and im Jesus so im getting thrown around
DaYsL33pR: really?
DaYsL33pR: we were doing suicide skit today
DaYsL33pR: we were teaching the confirmation team the skit, n i was the girl three years ago so we hafta keep showing them
JPFish187: oh really
JPFish187: i wanna see how you guys do it
JPFish187: wer dnot use the total ecplise of the heart song though
DaYsL33pR: really? wat do u use
JPFish187: its gettin hot in hurr
DaYsL33pR: hahahaha
DaYsL33pR: even better
DaYsL33pR: i like it
JPFish187: hahaha
JPFish187: im jk actually we use warning
JPFish187: by incubus
JPFish187: hahaha
DaYsL33pR: haha very coo
JPFish187: cuz of the whole climax of the guitar
DaYsL33pR: ic ic
JPFish187: hahaha
DaYsL33pR: there should be a new skit
DaYsL33pR: everyone n their grandma uses the suicide skit
DaYsL33pR: but hey, it's classic
JPFish187: hahahaha
JPFish187: thas funny
JPFish187: yeah they should change it up a little bit
JPFish187: hahaa
DaYsL33pR: hmmmm
DaYsL33pR: hehe there wont ever be a new skit, it's too good
DaYsL33pR: but i like how u guys used a different song
JPFish187: haha
JPFish187: oh that
JPFish187: sorry i was on the phone
JPFish187: haha i cant talk and be online @ the sametime
JPFish187: its hard to focus on two different convos
JPFish187: haha
JPFish187: anyway i was joking bout the using the different song for the skit
it was funny after that we were talking bout well using like a club/trance version of the song. We said watch we have kids all raving using their glow sticks.

Well ive been acting on impulse a lot lately, esp. recently putting myself in the worst situations. I gotta i guess work on thinking thinks through all the way. Though ive always been like that my whole life. Maybe thas why it seems like im hyper. I dont know, i ended up putting myself in a couple of awkward ones today. One which well, made me think about all day long. The other one i dont know if there is actually a "other" one. I guess ill find out soon where or not. i was gonna go the st. dominics earlier but then its too hard to get out of the house this late. Hmm sometmes i think to myself ahh nevermind, its not important. My goodness juss look @ the time 130! must get some rest.

"I'm not trying to pressure you, just can't stop thinkin' 'bout you. You ain't even really gotta be my girlfriend, I just wanna know your name. And maybe sometime, we can hook up, hang out, just chill..." im done, im out God bless!