"True friends are the people who are there for you unconditionally. They are the people who never question you and support you no matter what the circumstances are. They are the people worth living for."

The part where it says, "and support you no matter what the circumstance are." Well that reminds of the time where i had to make a difficult decision whether to go to the oh so fun youf alpha or stay w/the class i committed to last year. anyway, i guess that next morning after the nite i found out bout the decision, i waas tlaking to kuya online. He advised me(haah as he always does) on what he thinks would be best. The part that was d0pe was when he told whatever decision i make he'll still support me. That was coo juss knowing that whatever the circumstances were id be supported. He wont turn his back the other way. the quote brought back that small minor flashback.

Today was a very exhausting day, on the reals yo! i juss i wanted to sleep in, juss like i always want to do. Ahh juss one more day to get through. I woke up and i ended up over sleeping so i couldnt get to mass this morning. =( which sucked cuz i wasnt able to go yesterday either cuz of work. Tomorrow fo sho though, ill be @ mass @ 830am. =) I was stressing hard core on finishing the comp hw for cis. I tried to do it yesterday but i got stuck on it. I felt like i was going back and forth from skool and home today. It was stressful cuz i knew it was going to take a while and on top of that i had to do bof mine and kuyas. Wha helped though was kuya did the other half of the hw. So i guess thas teamwork right there! haha

Went to see the instructor this morning for help. he didnt understand wha was happening, so i went to the lab. The lab tech couldnt figure wha i did wrong either, he juss gave me new info to redo. I was able to climb ovet the small obstacle, and i went home cuz i figured the rest would be easy. Ended up i got stuck again, which led me to go back to the lab @ skool. Came back and i ended up finishing the rest of the hw there @ skool. That assignment took forever to do! agh first time i had to use the lab too for help. Usually i can either figure it out myself or at least kuya would know the answer. apparently not this time! haha

Went home got into a small tiff w/my sister. She can be so ahhh sometimes, difficult to deal with. haha she always throws the god card @ me. i juss laugh cuz i think its funny. went to work and i did this pretty creative art proj with the kids. We made puzzle pieces easter spring wreaths. YOu put puzzles pieces in a bowl, mix it w/glue and food coloring. Mix it altogether until its all mixed in well, then spread over the paper plate. You cut out the middle of paper plate and put around the frame. Its a bit messy though cuz you end up getting puzzle pieces all over. The new rec leader started todya, shes a coo kid. haha shes 19 a year younger than me. She spent the afternoon w/lyn² @ the park. i feel comfortable working w/her cuz id ask her questions and she create convo w/me. So thats coo its always nice when you can get a long w/the people you work wif.

Went to class this morning and it was aiight. We got out early, which is nice. i always get so sleepy by the time that class comes. Its like the perfect time to take a really nice long nap. Kuya finally beat my snake score today @ work. Which leaves me, if i want to till sat. to beat his. haha the game all of a sudden turned out to be soo competitive. He told me he was pissed when he learned i beat his high score. hahaha He made this paper puso, then gave it to me. Then took it back and ripped in half! hahahaha he broke my puso into pieces..enk! that was corny. haha im soo looking foward to spending the week @ his house! that's gonna be d0pe!!! woooooo

i was craving jack daniel chicken strips tonite, so jeanne went w/me to fridays. i almost got the jack daniel strips and buffalo wings on top of that. Good thing i didnt get bof otherwise i woudlnt of been able to finish it. After dinner was over my appetite was soothed! haha mmmm jeannes fun to chill with, she's cool! this fri. boss lady and i are going ot watch JL's musical. Then were gonna go eat after! wooo i get to keek it w/boss lady, thas d0pe!
boss lady is grrrrrreat! hahaha ahh one more day of work and skool then its weekend! woo. maybe i can have lunch w/kuya on fri. i learned a valuable lesson today and last wed. too. From now on i gotta do my cis hw ahead of time and not last min. When i rush it last min. i tend to get stressed out and frustrated.

I think on sat. imma go to carson w/stider. I havent been to my other community since their xmas party. Its been too long and besides that i love going there. I mean to go to prayer meeting again in the same week, thas cool. Besides, i miss praise & worship on tues. so i can have it there @ carson. Those kids over there are fun to be around, they make you feel welcome. So today we start war, we start the bombs over baghdad, juss like outkast said in their song. Well im off to bed tonite, stay safe, put your duck tape on and be ready to go! i cant stop listening to that song, breathe. its in my head right now...ahh she hasnt called back yet..oH hWhy?! maybe when i least expect it, she'll call. Either that or she didnt remember who i was...or she's been busy. oh well, ill wait and see wha in store.

I keep getting this message to trust in God. I kept getting that message all over on mon. and then today i got it again. Soo i decided that will be my theme for my praise & worship on tues. "Trust in Him, for He'll be taking care of errthang for us." i gotta start to work on my prayers and materials for tues. Im excited to lead, i like leading prayer meeting, its fun! i need to work on remembering the football teams real names. i feel bad cuz i dont really know their names.

"Diggin' the scene, diggin' on you, diggin' on me. Baby baby-ooo-baby, baby, It's on like that, it's on like that.
I gotta be in love or somethin' like that..." im done, im out God bless!