"A hero doesn't have to save a busload of kids from certain disaster. Or score the winning point in the big game. A hero can be anyone who inspires you, anyone you look up to, anyone who cheers you on, makes you better than you were before--just as they made themselves better than they were before."

And then a hero comes a long w/the strength to carry on...haha figured id sing that since it only seems to fit with the quote. Woo i got many heros in my life whom i truly look up. The ones i get exicted when i see them. These people inspire me, work with me and is juss always there to make me feel better. I dont know if i would be who i am now without them. They smile at me, reassuring me errthang is good. They know whas the best for me and only want to see me succeed.

so today starts my daily morning mass journey. Its gonna be a struggle cuz i know imma be extremely tired in the morning. its all good cuz itsa sacrafice imma give up sleeping in. use my time and talents to please God, cuz thas part of whas lents all about. i forgot to add a couple other memories to last nites entry. I remember i had rode w/strider to cerritos towne center after fcfc. it was awkward cuz i dindt really know strider very well at all. Ha we were listening to the laker game on the radio, while hes telling me bout fcfc. Pretty much what the differences are between catholicism and protestantism. I found the conversation very interesting, though i have to admit it went over my head. haha cuz i didnt know really anything like that bout my faith. Then on the way to the thai boat after sol youf rally, he rode w/me. i opened the sunroof and he stood up as we were bumpin the chronic.

Oh i remember after ncfc i think it was, anyway it was the velascos, lopezs minus jaymee, jay, erik from sol and i. We all ate at the rubios at cerritos towne center. Well being it was dead the workers there were oh so cool. They let me sing on the mic! hahaha jay sang too, though we only failed to realize that the mic reached outside too. So when we came out it was kinda embarassing cuz people were looking at us. it was all good cuz it was fun!

Today i thought of something to do for lent. i was thinking of going to class and not ditching anymore. thats gonna be the hardest thing to do out of all them. That means i cant be lazy anymore and stay home instead of oging to class. haha i think i can do it, itll be a challenge for myself. Kuya kinda knows my skool schedule which is skurry. Like yesterday he said to me, "agh hijo didnt go to class today." haha when all actuality i dont have an afternoon tues. or thurs. class. So please pray for me that i wont be lazy and will actually start to go to class errday.

As i was entering the parking lot where i usually park, i was praying for a spot. Thas wha i always do anywya right when i enter the lot. Then right before my eyes there was a spot, an upclose good one too! so i took the spot, praise God. class was aiight, we have a stupid quiz tomorrow. I gotta finish the hw too tomorrow morning after mass. Since i got to skool early i was walking around to see if i would see jeanne. It was funny cuz she told me before that when she walks, she walks w/her head down. haha So when i saw her, she was right!

Went to mass @ 1215 and i was expecting to be like a regular daily mass. Man it was packed like it was a regular sun. 1215 mass. I didnt expect it to be so busy, i thought people would be @ work or something. So yeah went to mass, then went to eat w/mizike and lyn lyn @ mcdonalds. Came home got ready for work then left to work. Work was aiight, i finished the stupid binding for all the skools, so im sure imma end up delivering those tomorrow afternoon. Then i kinda sat around took advantage of my boss' being a meeting so i went online. i havent done that in a while so it felt nice. Besides ive been so busy anyway i deserve a little free time.

Speaking of work, im kinda dissapointed. See i offered this job to ryan's sister and she told me she was probably gonna bring back her app. Well to this day she still hasnt, and she has till tomorrow to turn it in. I mean who wouldnt wanna leave a place to a better environment altogether. I dont know i guess it doesnt phase some people. If she doesnt take the position it kinda makes me look bad cuz it shows that the person i got isnt dependable. She probably doesnt wanna switch cuz shes so comfortable where shes at now. This reminds me of the first part of the book im reading. The who moved the cheese book that my oh so d0pe kuya bought for me.

Imma finish it on fri or maybe tomorrow nite. I havent had the chance to read it since last nite. THoguh from waht i read its good. i know it wont take long either cuz the text print is so huge and the book is only like 74 pages altogether. I like reading books cuz it helps boost up your vocab! haha My cis class tonite felt like it was dragging on and on. actually i was falling asleep in there, i kept having to try and wake myself up. I looked to my left and the seat was empty. =( kuya wasnt there in class to talk to, which made the nite even longer. THough we ended up getting out @ 820pm. The computer went out and he couldnt get it to show on the projector, so he let us out early. hey kuya btw i forgot to turn in your hw, sorry i left on my desk @ home. ill make it up to you w/lunch or something. hahahaha jk! =) dont worry i turned it in for you. i know you probably looking at the screen and well i could already see the expression on your face. hahahaha

Went ot starbucks and had a nice conversations w/achie and atche. Atche told me her guardian angel joke tonite. i thought it was funny, i was laughing hard. Hurr it goes, she told me she was in her car and she was praying. Not like deep meditation or anything but juss praising God for the day and what not. She told me she felt like her guardian angel was w/her. Like he was there next to her praying w/her. She said his presence felt so real, that she wanted to use the carpool lane! hahahaha

well this entry is stale for tonite, i cant think of anything else to say right now. I want to buy the new fabulous CD, anyone wanna get it for me? haha they remade that song "so into you" w/ashanti, the hook is d0pe! you gotta hear that jam cuz its banging!

"Can we just feel this way together till the end of all time, can I just spend my life with you..."im done, im out God bless!