"You always make each day a special day. You know how? By just you being yourself." -Mister Rogers

aww thanks for the inspirational quote there mister rogers. Its sad that he passed away, he was still young too. As i look at this newspaper heading it says, "A heart with room for all." Thas what i would like to be, being able to love errone and anyone. I remember watching that show when i was youngfer, juss as errone else and their lolo did too. haha forreal though, id would him do these arts and craft projects, then his neighborhood trolley. Then all the make believe stuff he had going on w/the puppets. Or the different guests who go through the imaginary world like the mail person and other cool people. Imma have to remember that thing bout being making each day special. I never thought juss being yourself could make the day special. i guess ive always relied on the people around me to help make my day special. After thinking bout it, yeah its true w/me being myself i was able to make my own day special.

As i was signing on to blog, i was reading their messages they post. Its crazy now they have audio blog! well you gotta pay for it, i signed up for it. Typing errthang out becomes tiring day after day, so from now on all i gotta do is call in and say,"dear blog, this is what happened in life today." So you continue to make your entry over the phone while driving, then all of a sudden some guy cuts you off. Next thing you hear "anyway joey and i were talking...hey! what the #$%&! you doing buddy! huh! you think its cool to cut me off..."hahaha thatd be funny. that would make blogging much more interesting. I was only joking bout the i signed up for it. Heck no its $3 a month to use that. I juss mine as well tell someone verbally bout my day. It kinda reminds me of the jetsons, that old space cartoon. The audio blog would be like "di-di" the diary judy had. haha how it would follow her around and judy would always say like, "oh di-di!!" really dramatically. Then the diary was shaped as lips w/those wavy lines going inbetween her lips. haha thatd be kinda crazy though if someone did do audio blog.

I forgot to add a few things to last nites blog, i was havnig a hardtime focusing on thoughts cuz i was engaged in a heavy convo. I thought beyonce was youf day, so i was endlessly looking around for her. I got excited cuz i thought i saw her a few times, but it ended up being someone else. Another thing that bothered me bout the whole trip well so caridnal mahoney talks bout vocations. basically answering the call if it hits you, how they need more young people in the religious life etc etc. So then he said they had little gifts for kids were actually thinking bout entering the religous life. You were to only raise your hand if you felt it was your calling. The gifts werent anything huge either. Juss a glow in the dark necklace thing that all the kids wanted. Then a prayer card i think to go along with it. All these kids hands shot up and some from spy too. I honestly knew at least spy only wanted the bracelet thing. I heard them too talk bout it, so im not tryin to sound cynical or anything. It juss i know how young kids minds work today.

Oh it was funny as i was walking down to get communion(which was very unorganized) yesterday that song, "you are near" was playing. The choir was singing that hymn for communion. So as i was walking down the stairs this lady next to me who passes hurss me i guess singing. She then says, "you have a nice voice." i was like whoa! haha i smiled and i said "oh thanks." Then like during the end of the day for the big end of the day rally. I hurr these two girls singing, "in da club" by 50 cent. i was laughing to myself thinking oh man, out of all the places to sing that. hahaha it made me think of strider too cuz i know he loves that song.

The block was coo for aela and antonios birfday bash. We hit up the alcatraz brewing co. for dinner. That was the 4th restaraunt i had eaten at inside the block. I tried the left @ albuquerque, which is pretty good. Hit up the market broiler, they got some good pasta there! The tu tu tango, had excellent calamri and now the alcatraz. The calamari wasnt as good as tu tu tango. I had some buffalo wings they were cool. i was able to use my final exposure left on my camera there. That pretty much sums up the few things i forgot to mention in last nites blog.

Nothing really interesting happened today. i didnt do anything at all, i shouldve done homework or something like that. I went to sleep @ 3am, then i ended up waking up @ 9am. I couldnt go back to sleep after that so it was like agh! talked to jennif online for a little bit. Depoisted my pay check into my account and then got some lunch. i was planning on going to the daycare to have romy help me do some camp stuff. that idea fell thorough the ground. haha Ended up doing laundry instead, which i needed to do anyway.

I sit hurr bored typing away cuz i dont know where errone is at. This was the first friday where i didnt do anything all day. it kinda sucked cuz i wanted to go out too. ::sigh:: I talked to ryan, jeanne, jaymee and arch today on the phone. i was walking home after picking up the film @ the one hour photo store by my house. The pictures turned out, which i was happy! I guess the film never got exposed after all. All of the pics turned out great, except for the few in the beginning. ahh but some of the best pictures are at the end of the set. im glad the couple pics that i was really hoping they would turn out, came out nice. ahh yes they make me smile! it was coo cuz i was worried the pics mightve been exposed since i dropped the camera, so i asked the lady if were was any way to check. She told me no, but if they were shed only charge me $1.50 for it. That was nice of her!

So im walking home from the one hour photo place and this kid is signalling me. Meanwhile i continute to carry on my phone convo, but i only look back as hes "excuse me." I got paranoid at first cuz i thought he was gonan try to take my phone. I dont know why but i guess i juss have that fear, after the whole pager incident a long time ago. I stop and he asks me if i have $2 he could have. i asked him what it was for, after all it is my $$. He told me needed it for the bus, i was like aww so i gave him the $2. Then he was talking to himself saying he needed to change his pants before going home. i dont know what that meant though.

had this funny convo w/reirich, i was kinda cracking up well cuz check it:
JPFish187: oh kuyas not on the other half today
JPFish187: ahha
rangeles122: was he suppose to be?
JPFish187: haha yeah
JPFish187: cuz hes one of the hosts
JPFish187: hahaha
rangeles122: hahahah
rangeles122: stoops
rangeles122: i thought u were serious
JPFish187: hahah

i thought that was funny cuz well you know kuyas like mario lopez. hahah if you dont know why, then ask me. Ill fill you in on that one. Went to mass and fr. kevin talked bout divorce and how the church doesnt accept it. I bought the "word among us." The daily mediations to use for lent. i cant believe next wed. is already lent. geez i can remember last easter vigil mass, i bought the upRm sweatshirt from mike. Though i had no idea what it stood for at that time, i juss liked the style of it. I got a spiritual director now, i asked father brennan today. i had to ask over the phone though cuz i guess he was too busy to come down to the rectory. Wow its almost 12 and yet still no one is on. where is errone?

I went to the bp mall tonite, cuz i was taht bored! checked out taht new dsw shoe wherehouse. Its huge, and its all hardcore cuz they got security guarding the doors. haha im exctied to see the new wal mart and the theatre open up this spring. Sometimes its a drag to drive all the way over to fullerton or the block to watch a movie. Hopefully they'll have some good restaraunts in that area too. The kohls is opening next fri. across from the mall. i think the one in cerritos towne center is bout to open too. That should market some business to the citizens of bp.

Went to target and i got this file folder to sort my bills out. I had all my stuff juss kinda stuffed inside my filing cabinet drawer. So i took time out and organized them all out. Now its all nice and clean, errthang is in its own section. I also put my pay check stubs in there from my ol job and this job now. Errtime i hear the "buddy in" sound i check to see who signed on, hoping it would be someone i wanna talk to. Though its not, juss the other people who sit and take up space in my buddy list to make it look bigger. haha jk wow i wrote a lot tonite, lets see wha else i can talk bout. I read this really good email bout why do good people suffer. It was something that kinda opened my eyes.

I hope ryans sister takes that job cuz well it would suck if she didnt. I dont understand why you would continue to say at job where you have a lot more responsiblity but less pay. getting underpaid for something you should get paid more doing. On top of that work 7 days a week and focus you world around work. that would be a bust! When you can trade that all in and work luxury style at a better place. I guess if youre comfortable with where youre at, but then you only end up regretting it. So in a sense i could relate to her, cuz thas how i felt when i first found out i got the job.

*questions were taken otu cuz they were dumb...kuya wanted a long blog, so here it is!

2. If there are 3 wells (love, beauty, and creativity) and you can drink from one of them, which would you choose?: as of now, imma choose love cuz thas what a lot us seem to need right now.

3. Do you wish on stars?: naw...

4. What is the most disgusting food you have ever eaten?: oh man that cow tounge i had @ tita cora's birfday party. i didnt know it was cow tounge till later on when mizike told me.

6. What's your favorite place?: blogger.com haha

9. What tv show or movie title best describes your life? hmm interesting question...boy meets world...i dont know? hha

10. Do you like your handwriting? its alright...

12. What kind of person do you want to marry?: someone that will find an imperfect person, perfectly...

13. What is your favorite lunch meat?: turkey

14. What do you want to do this weekend?: chill w/uprm...chill w/errone else

15. Do you think that the people on the gap commercials are cool? yeah cuz theyre so talented yet creative

17. Are you a daredevil?: it all depends! haha i dont do dares easily

18. How big was the biggest mango you ever had?: i dontk now ive always hadsmall ones

22. Do you pray?: uh yeah

23. Have you ever met anyone famous?: umm at those celeberity bball games yes

25. How do you vent anger?: talk to people

28. Who is your idol?: the american idol...haha jk i have many though and it would take forever to list them.
Many of them are from SH, others uprm some elsewhere

29. Who is your second family?: uprm & Sh of course

30. Do you trust others easily?: yup...depending upon how well i know the person.

31. What was your favorite toy as a child:? i had a lot...like the ol skool he-man, ninja turtles etc. etc.

33. What is your favorite joke?: the ones that are kept inside

34. Do you like sappy love songs?: yup

36. Which was your best Halloween costume?: i was moses one year. my mom made my costume

37. Have you ever been on radio or television?: yeah!!! i was on tv during the whole samantha runion thing. i had people tell me, "oh i saw you on tv!"

38. Do you keep a diary?: I used to write what i did errday in my organizer, i got too lazy afetr blog came long

41. Have you ever been in a mosh pit?: well not exactly

43. Do you feel understood most of the time?: yeah sure

44. Do you drink milk?: not as much

54. Could you be a vegetarian?: no way...

55. What word do you use when you think something is good?: tight, d0pe etc etc

57. Would you ever bungee jump?: oh skurry

58. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?: only some shoes I do

59. What's your favorite movie?: light it up! light it up!

60. What was the most embarrassing thing that has happened to you?: hmm

61. Have you ever given money to a bum?: yeah

63. Do ever wear overalls?: nope

64. Do you think you are strong (emotionally)?: for the most part yes

65. Do you hate anyone?: naw

66. Do you eat hot dogs?: good thing i ate one last sat. @ boss ladys event, otherwise i wouldve starved to death @ the wedding reception!

67. Do you regret anything?: yeah

70. What are you going to do next?: post the entry

72. What is your favorite quote?: cant think of one off the top of my ulo

73. Name 2 people you want to thank for their friendship.: sh & uprm

75. What is the thing you are most proud of?: how much ive grown in my faith since last year

"i will continue to revolve around your sun 'cause you are the only one who understands, who reaches out with both hands..."im done, im out God bless!