"Friends are everything. They're people you can tell anything to, do fun stuff with, laugh at the same jokes with, who understand what you're going through 'cause they're going through it, too. Friends get it."

good times, good times! this says exactly what has been going on w/me this week. Its been one crazy week, filled lots of down points. Though if certain people werent there to help me then id be lost. I think the praise & worship today @ congress really help clear my head. In fact today i feel a lot better then i did this whole week.
i was soooo tired this morning and when i woke up, i knew i had one long day ahead of me. On the phone till 2am, then i couldnt sleep on top of that. I havent waken up so early in a while so it made it difficult getting ready. went to spv helped check in kids got them on the bus and i was off to congress.

So im sitting on the bus and this kid from spy was sitting next to me. Well being he was sitting next to me, i couldnt help to overhurr his convo. He was saying how he lost his wallet and that whoever took his wallet maxed out all his credit cards. they charged $2000 on his macys, then a grip on his daniel jewlers and banana republic. Then he was telling all his spy buddies, that he moved again. Now he lives in 1.3 million dollar house in long beach and i guess theyre fixing something cuz of the rain. Oh he told them how he has a mustang but hes gotten 5 tickets already so he cant drive it. The whole time i was thinking in the back of my head, why you putting up a front for? i honestly think he was saying that so those kids would be like wow. Some girl asked where he lived and he couldnt even say where. In other words he didnt know. i was juss rolling my eyes listening to this guy talk. the boy is still in hs and is probably only a jr.

congress was pretty exciting, except for the fact i wasnt expecting to babysitt spy. ahh they mess around too much and juss are rude and immature. I guess thas wha i should expect from a youth group. for example during the mass, these kids kept talking. i told them to be quiet cuz they were at mass and what not. then there was a couple of times when tita marissa whispered something to me and the kid was liek ssshhh!!! i turned around and gave him a dirty look and he knew too. The praise & worship was really good, i felt hyped up. The songs were d0pe and juss to see all these kids hyped up was great. Though it brought back good ol summer memories of scrc. then when we went up the escalator it brought back another memory of that sat. i was there...::sigh::
all and all it was good experience and helped me find my own peace.

went home and took a nice nap. I needed that to help renergize my self cuz i knew i had a long nite ahead of me. Went to get something from lyn lyn @ her house. I got to play, "barbecue" w/ninni, that was fun. haha i like when she talks and stuff, its really cute! haha SRe was coo, it went by really fast though. we talked bout the marks of the church and the sacarments of intiation. i dont feel connected w/these kids as i do w/my other kids on tues. I know its only been wha 7 months w/them, but its like i dont think they pay attention. I take that back i feel connected w/only some of them. The ones who participate and actually want to know whats going on. The others i feel dont even wanna bother, i guess well see how it goes at the end of the year.

The quote above juss is errthang that arch kuya fred and i shared this past week. Like how errother friday is kuya and i "at risk youth program." Juss the day where we juss chill together, usually eat lunch go to the mall or see a movie or something to that extent. Or when all of us get together to share that common bond together. The jokes part well ive all had special inside jokes w/errone. Though kuya and i do share this one funny inside joke. juss thinking bout it makes me laugh. haha in class last nite i was busting up over the gummy worms. man those things were so "sour" you needed water to to hose it all down. Then the whole understanding cuz theyre going through it too. wow couldnt of explained it better, juss knowing that well im not alone. knowing that im in that same boat floating along w/a couple of other people. Thas why their talks have helped me cuz theyre going through that same thing. Point being, basically friends do get it. i wanted ot make this entry longer for kuya haha but well it looks im not gonna be able to. too tired! sorry kuya next time! haha

oh yeah we went to the block to eat @ left @ alcatraz for aela & antonios birfday, that was fun. we also had skit practice, went well.

"But you hesitating debating whether or not it's real Cuz I ain't shooting game boo, I'm jus tellin you how I feel..."im done, im out God bless!