"Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being a part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you're down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you need not worry. You have a forever friend, and forever has no end."

whoa that quote is a paragraph all by itself! I was telling boss lady last nite, how my life is very happy cuz i have made special relationships with people. Juss how within the past couple months my friendships w/people have grown to be stronger. Meaning, ive really gotten the chance to become a lot closer w/these people. I dont need to go into details as of who they are, im sure they know already. Obviously cuz i talk bout these people in my blog daily. Im sure there isnt an entry where their name isnt mentioned. Its not juss one or two people either, its like 10,000 actually. haha jk no its a group of particular people. Thas why despite other stuff that goes in my life, its still content no matter what. Like for example, cuz boss lady is such a great sister, she enlightened me w/something important. She gave me a different perspective on some stuff which helped me understand. Kuya let me know on wed. during class he has an "open door" policy, which was comforting to know. haha Strider helped cheer me up when i may have felt down. Prayer buddy juss always lets me know errthang will be alright. Archizzle fo shizzle was big help this past week. Theres more people, but itd take forever to put down.

Today was another kick back day, i didnt do a lot. I cleaned the house and added some finishing touches to my room. I cleaned out this drawer i had full of juss misc. stuff. Now it looks neater and clearer. Wow ash wed. is next wed. i dont know what to give up. It was funny this afternoon, my mom threw the God card @ my dad. MY mom told us she was gonna give up rice for lent. Juss like any other filipino, rice is like a neccesity to have w/anything you eat. So my dad was like dont give up something you know youre gonna break in two days. haha Then my mom told him thanks for supporting me, sarcastically. Then she was like if Jesus came down today and asked me to give up rice to come to his kingdom, what am i going to say no, Jesus i cant. hahah i juss thought that was funny.

I redid my whole entire cork board in my room. I was bored and i was getting tired of looking at the same thing errday. So i took out all the pics and what other stuff was on there and redid it. The whole entire board is filled w/pics. Majority of them are all recent, if you ever come over ill show yoU! Since i lay down facing that board, when i wake up, ill always wake up w/a smile. I also put all the wallet pics ive accumlated from over the years in my mini albums. Speaking of pics, i saw this frame i almost bought @ ross last nite. It was nice, i forgot what it looked like though. I didnt buy it cuz it was kinda scratched on the top. I dont think i even have room on my desk for any other frames.

I went to mizikes well to chill since there wasnt really a music ministry practice. I dont get this, i went to two carl's jr looking to buy a gift certiciate. Bof of the carl's jr i went too, ran out or dont got anymore. I was like what the heck is going on hurr. After the second one, i was bit frustrated cuz i felt they probably had some they juss didnt wanna give it to me. Thas how i felt cuz when i first asked, the cashier was like i dont think a manager is around to get one. So then i said, "well isnt there anyone who can get one so i can buy." She comes back after checking saying they didnt have anymore. Gosh it must be a hot item right now on the market. haha

Talk bout budget cuts, my goodness service has been forever slow today. I went to carl's jr and it took forever to get my order of food. I was getting impatient cuz this guy at the very front was trying to push to use his coupons he had. At first i think they told him no, then the cashier went to go check. Then they were talking more and the line back of this guy was long too. They couldnt even open up another cashier to make the line shorter. Then at golidlocks later on, the service was slow there too. haha i didnt realize budget cuts do really affect errone!
So as you read since there was no music ministry, mizike, fred and i went to chill @ goldilocks.

After we went to the velascos to chill there, i ate some more there. it was d0pe cuz i got to sing on magic mic using the new songs! woo there are soo many great, groovy, new songs on there. Prayer buddy and i were having a karaoke magic mic ultimate singing battle. It was a competitive, tough competition, with it ending back at a tie in the end. Well prayer buddy sings really well too, which it made even more competitive. I sang "reflection" giving me a score of 98, which prayer buddy had to top. She ended up tieing w/me, i forgot to which song. Then she tore it up w/"dancing queen." i tried to come back w/songs like, "i will survive," "all or nothing, "american pie," "swear it all over again," and other such songs. That wasnt working, i almost said ahh im going home. Then i kept getting called back to magic mic, by magic mic. It kept telling me one more time, one more time. I finally caught up w"sukiyaki." whew that made us tie again. i didnt get to go home til almost 1 cuz i needed to even it up before i left. Which i was able to do! wooo! Cant wait to battle her agaiin!

hurr some funny convos. from the past couple days! haha enjoy!

JPFish187: mm tuyo sounds good right now
rangeles122: whats mm?
JPFish187: mmmm
rangeles122: tuyo?
JPFish187: yeah
rangeles122: that's sick
JPFish187: you dont like that?
JPFish187: oh man i love that
rangeles122: actually i forgot what it is
JPFish187: hahaha

UPRM Fred: hey start a rumor for me
UPRM Fred: bout me
UPRM Fred: see if it gets around
JPFish187: haha
UPRM Fred: say u have a feelin i'll be sent to Irag in the next 2 months
UPRM Fred: Iraq


Emmy3776: hey... i didn't know Mr. Rogers passed away
Emmy3776: when was that?
Emmy3776: yes sir!
JPFish187: oh yeah yesterday
Emmy3776: really? oh that's why i heard his voice on the radio, maybe as a remembrance
JPFish187: stomach cancer
Emmy3776: oh wow
JPFish187: yeah probably
Emmy3776: how sad, must been painful
JPFish187: yeah i bet
Emmy3776: wanna see a picture?
JPFish187: of mr rogers?
Emmy3776: no
Emmy3776: of today
JPFish187: oohh
JPFish187: haha yeah

"Baby I really know by now, since we met that day you showed me the way. I felt it then you gave me love I can't describe, how much I feel for you..." im done, im out God bless! wow how similiar to wha i felt 7 months ago! crazzzy!