"Friends. A simple word isn't it? It's uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. Now I know that friends aren't that, they're the people that touch ur heart. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just becuase it was with them. They're the people you can
share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don't judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs and smiles. You're tied together by love for the other. Friendship is the strangest but greatest thing in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life."

whoa thas like a whole paragraph in itself. You know i think it hasnt been until recently that i really understood waht the meaning of a friend is. How i truly value friendships and relationships i have w/people.
Hmm i think God is trying to tell me something cuz i keep either running into old people i knwo, meet new people or talk to someone who i ahvent talked to in a while. Friends how many of us have them, friends the ones we can depend on. haha anyway its coo when you make new friends. I love it when i go out and i meet new people. I guess im far from being antisocial, unless im tired or something. Its weird how certain people can read you, even though theyve only known you a short time. its crazy though how the friends i have now, i feel like ive had them all my life. As if ive known them all my life, when actually ive only known them little over a year.

Aiight hurrs somethign that i found interesting. I guess last nite jeanne and her friend mike(no, not mizike tandiama). So they were talking bout realtionships and what qualities theyre ideal mate would have. It made me think of some of the things i remembered from my marriage and family class i took. That class was d0pe, i learned a lot of interesting things. Because i took that marriage imma gonna have a flawless relationship...yeah right! i dont think there is such thing as a flawless relationship. ANyway so the point of this paragraph is to discuss the three types of relationships. I dont know if you believe the same way, but whatever its juss some food for thought. To me it makes sense, cuz ive seen it happen to other people i know.

Well there are three differetn types of relationships, the 'M frame,' the 'H frame' and the 'A frame.' Youre lookin at this thinking huh? thas gay, h, m, a i dont believe that stuff. Hurr let me explain to you what each of the different frames mean. Aiight the first one is the 'a-frame' reationship which means that bof people in the relationship rely on extreme dependence on one another. Meaning they always gotta be togther w/each other, theyre both insecure with themselves. Bof people only thinks of himself or herself as half of a couple, as do their friends and family. If you look at it, its called the A- frame cuz they lean on each other like how the letter is A shaped. If one persons leaves the realtionship, the other one falls.

The opposite of that would be the 'h-frame' relationship. Meaning bof partners have very strong indvidualy indentities but are so indepedent fo each other that they are barely connected. Juss like how the h is shaped there is the big gap in the middle. They share few interests and spend little time together. They make major life decisions without taking the other person needs into account. They do not share information about themselvs and may fail to provide the type of support the other needs. Basically they have no idenity as a couple, which totally sucks. Its like why bother to be together if youre so far apart.

The last one is the whats called the "m-frame' relationship. Where each person has high self-esteem and a strong indvidualiy. Eahc person is quite capable of standing alone but values the connection to the partner. IN this type of relationship, there is mutual influence and support. Neithr partner is needier than the other and neither is more powerful. If the relationship ends, bof partners feel a profound sense of loss but are able to recover and go on with their indvidual lives. Its been said, that this is a relationship all couples should striver for, yet not all can achieve it.

So there you have it, the there different types of relationships there are in life, which one do you want to have? Which one represents you? Today was aiight, im quite drained though. I should be gettng more rest like i always say, but it never happens. I went to sleep @ 3am, woke up at like 830am, finally i got ready for work.
Work was aiight, it seemed kinda slow but yet fast at the same time. Im working all day long all week,. I cant wait till this week is over. When things will be back to normal it'll be more of a relief. Woo lets see how many more days till we can sya the 'a word.' 6 moe days! IM glad i had kdis to work wif today cuz it helped kill time a little bit. Then i kinda got in trouble w/my boss along w/my other 2 co workers bout not be organized w/this week. I was like whatever cuz i was hungry and anxious for lunch.

Came home aftter work and i made another buddy to add to my buddy list. haha i now have tomo on my buddy list. wooo AOL brings people togther, on the reals yo! no doubt no doubt. So kuyas back to normal now after an interesting nite @ the cheesecake factory. haha Kuyas nice to hijo when he has a little too much 'fun.' hahaha jk naw kuyas one d0pe kuya, no one could ever replace the guy...and period as JL would say. haha I gotta stop there before i turn all emo. haha Strider is another coo kat, he told some very encouraging words tonite. I was a bit dissapointed cuz i tried to call a friend tonite, but the # was changed. I guess theres no way God wants me to talk to her or something.

I had a good convo w/ryan tonite. The poor guy is stressing over something he shouldnt need ot be stressing over. The answer is easy my friend, juss say no! Hopefully he'll think w/his brain before he thinks w/his puso. I shared w/him the wisdom kuya always says. He was convicted by the thing i told him bout not changing people, but letting people be inspired to chage. Ryan's a d0pe guy, i can only pray that he makes the right decision and he discerns well. I told him he has so much to offer, juss to sit and wait. God is in the process of creating the person for him. Too avoid someone who is all emo and only bring you down. I want th guy to be happy and not worried bout stuff like relationships. Pray that he discerns correctly and makes the right decision. I told him what i felt bout his whole 'dillema' but i told him whatever decision he makes ill support him. Juss take into consideration what i said. ahh the life of a hs kid! haha

Crazy thing happened tonite, i was talknig online as usual. Then the 'knock, knock' do you want to accept this IM warning came up. I think i was typing so fast i didnt even get a chance to look whos sn was it. So i accepted it and i thought it might be strider perpin or something. I had im strider juss to make sure, cuz he notorious for that! haha Anywya, turns out to eb the guy jl and i met @ the bank on fri. HE was looking @ our website and found my name under the contacts. Then the rest after that is history...He knows a lot of people i knew when i was in hs. Though we went to two total different ones. The guy seemed pretty cool, hes only 20 but he looks older than that. i was juss suprised the guy lookeD @ the website.

"Is there anything i would not do, since i would die for you..." im done, im ouT God bless!