Bread or Rocks?

"No one heals himself by wounding another..."

A very special birfday shout out goes to jaymee my 'moms!' Wow so much to say bout her that it'd take me forever to describe her. Im juss saying that cuz she let me borrow her 'lion king 2' movie! haha jk Naw forreal though, jaymee is a wonderful, caring, devoted mother. I totally see in her the same characteristics of our Blessed Mother. Juss how she gives her fiat to God errday in errthang she does. Not curring wha the world may think but gives God all she has. I love being able to spend time talking and juss shurring lessons of faith w/her. Only cuz her faith inspires me to only pray more and more.

Im sure she remember this, ha but I remember how I use to call her all the time in the summer from work. Well when I use to work at the daycurr that is, she use to hurr me yell at the kids on the phone! ha Then when I moved to stanton that first summer, I use to talk to her errday at the purrk whurr I had no kids! ha Then thurr whurr the times when we had karutas! BUt we dont go thurr anymore cuz well the last time her and I went they asked us for tip. Boo! In conclusion ha jaymee is a wonderful servant of God! And I can totally see her becoming a saint later on! Praise God for her & very happy birfday to you jaymee! THanks for being a example of God's love!

So after a rough weekend of battling w/resentment, anger, and all the above that fits in those catagories, I finally feel at peace. After work tonite, I paid a long over due visit to Jesus today @ the blessed sacarment at savio. YEah, I know sPc is closer but I dont know I juss love the closeness of savio and juss the way errthang is placed. PRaise God for finally being at peace, I kinda feel like a huge burden as been lifted off my shoulders. I realized when I got thurr how much I miss coming thurr all the time. The times whurr the nites got rough and Id drive down thurr juss to find peace. Praise God for 24/7 adoration! Being thurr tonite, reminded me of that first time when I really fell in love w/the blessed sacarment and exposition. Then last yurr when I received my answered prayer. Thas why I love Savio so much! It made me realize how I need to come back thurr more often.

Its funny how errthang today related to forgiveness. Had a nice one on one chat w/the burr bout well errthang I was feeling. Its good cuz he basically put it like this, you can either throw bread or throw stones. As much as I would loved to throw stones, it wouldnt of helped any. He made me realize thurrs no point in dwelling anymore. You juss gotta let go and continue to show God's love. Even in the most difficult times this is whurr GOd tests your faith. Praise God for the people he uses to juss give you a little bit of insight.

Obviously when it comes to God thurr is no coincidence, so GOd's lesson for me today was forgiveness. Learning how to forgive and reminding me of wha its like the feeling of wanting to be forgiven. Oh how I can clurry remember probably the most difficult yet grace-filled moment of 2003. Praise God for his grace cuz w/o I dont know how I'd get through all these things that I struggle with. Forgiveness seems so easy to do yet its probably the most difficult thing as a christian to do. Fr. said in his homily how it may sound difficult to forgive someone seven times in one day, but yet not impossible to do. Which I believe is very true...He talked bout learning how to control your anger and how to never let the sun go down on it. We need to learn how to deal with it and learn how to control it.

Im excited for to see my class tomorrow, as I am errtuesday and thursday. I switched up the lesson plan cuz well its too much to squash a lesson on faith in 2 weeks. So I decided maybe after the new yurr, when thurr refreshed we can spend a whole month talking bout it. Rather tomorrow we'll talk bout the saints. Abe's gonna give a testimony tomorrow nite to the class, so please pray for him. Also, I want to do some type of group project relating ot the saints, but I cant think of any. Got any ideas? If so, shed some light over hurr and let me know!

I love listening to old cds you havent listened to in ages!

"I will do anything, anything for you..."im done, im out God bless!