I Don't Get It...

"At each word of the Our Father, Hail Mary, and Glory be, I glimpse an abyss of goodness and mercy..."

I was trying to post this picture and the stupid blogger wasnt letting me post it! Agh! I hate when that happens. Well its only happened really once, but still once too many. Anyway, I dont understand how some people wouldnt want to preserve the sanctity of life. I had this convo. online w/a friend on the whole terry schavio case. I was really thinking of posting the convo. but juss changing the sn, but I won't do that. Anyway, my friend had expressed how she agrees with my sister on the terry schavio case. That terry has suffered enough already why make her suffer anymore. We should juss let her go to heaven cuz God is calling her already.

I was really shocked or guess more less suprised by her opinion. I expressed to her if God wanted her, he wouldve taken her right then and thur when she had the hurrt attack. Did he take her? No, he kept her alive, so obviously thurr is some type of reason why he left her in this manner. Though who are we to intervene and pull the plug cuz she may not be physically able to do regular things. Thas sad for people to think that she's holding her back from doing wha he wants. I dont know I juss think something is not right w/her husband. I get this feeling that he's holding back something no one knows. Bottom line, she deserves the right to live, and we shouldnt take that away from her.

In other news today, I had the weirdest couple of dreams today. The first one was about some drama going down on my street. I was coming home or I was home and looking through my window I see the OC sheriffs all up on my street. They had a couple of guys handcuffed on the ground, and then all of a sudden the one of the killers took the sheriff and put him on the street handcuffed. IT was a pretty skurry site, then next thing I know im talking to one of them guys. It was weird, the other dream I had was I was going some whurr and then I ran into my boss! He made some type of comment in regards to firing me or something for not being disabled. IT was crazy...

This guy I had gone to hs with IMed me this morning. It was coo cuz he was IMing me all the from iraq! Thas crazy hes all in the middle of the war and he's all online on AIM! hahaha So we were talking and in the middle of the convo he said,'brb gotta catch this iraqi!' hahaha jk no he didnt really say that, but it was cool he IMed me. He named his son after me, but juss spelled it differently. Well not really named after me hah but his son and I do ahve the same name. He told me he gets fed good over thurr like its a vegas buffet. WEll I think he was being forreal...ha So thas whurr our $$ goes to, paying our armed services to eat buffets. Shessh, so much for that war in iraq! haha

Went w/calvin to pinoygrille and tried to talk his tita into giving us lower prices in catering for the purrty. She really didnt say much in regards to that ha but were gonna go back tomorrow to show the differences in prices. Im also still waiting for jordan to give me his prices too on his catering. BUrr came up w/a new lunch concept to have. ITs called 'baon lunch day' whurr we bring our baon from and eat together at the block or something. THough I kinda ruined it cuz I didnt have any real baon at home. I ended up having ot buy food, so were gonna plan another baon day! yay!

Spent the rest of the afternoon scanning pics and working on the power point. I cant wait till its all finished and we show it. I saw my grandpurrents wedding picture, its pretty crazy! They look nothing like they do now. Stopped by one of my kid's house ot pick up his youf rally forms. His mom is always so nice to me. She invited me iin the house and we were talking bout my student and his little 'gf' haha his mom said, 'teenagers and thurr puppy love.'

Prayer meeting was great, though I ended up rushing cuz we were behind schedule. ITs funny sometimes no matter how far in advance you plan or how much you try to stay on time or be on time, God always changes things up. Thanks for your prayers, cuz I really felt them during prayer meeting tonite. Its been quite a while bout 6 months since I've last prayer lead. Then I ended up praying all bymself(which I dont mind) juss wasnt't prepared or planning on it. THough I juss let the spirit take over and lead me. I like praying spontaneously now, I was always afraid to the in the past. Like I remember when mo lead a long, long, long time ago and he had nothing. It was like dang thas crazy, I can't do that! haha I always use to do the stories then write out my prayers. I guess Ive come a long way from that!

Over the weekend I was picking up food for the fam bam @ arbys. Well inside I saw this homeless man sitting down drinking water. Well if you know me well enough, you know sometimes I have a bad habit of staring. I dont do it intentionally, sometimes I juss kidna daze off staring at people. So I was staring at the guy and I was trying to decide whether I should ask him if he wanted something to eat. Yet I didnt want to offend the guy and he ends up telling me he isnt really homeless either. Though when I kept looking at him all I thought bout was Jesus saying, 'for I was hungry and you gave me food.' He ends up going outside and on my way out, I finally juss offered to get him something, though he said he had eaten already. I was kinda skurred to ask, but I felt good afterwurrds knowing I at least asked him.

I was on catholicconnect and I ran into this girls pic that hurr juss the way I liked it. Wow it was amazing, it was ideally the type of hurr Id want in a girl. The short black hurr and the highlights added in it. OOwee thas hot right thurr! I think highlights in a girls hurr makes her more attractive. It kinda makes her stand out, at least in my eyes. Im not really down for juss the one color hurr style haha Maybe cuz I use to bleach my hurr all the time thas why its such an attractive thing. I use to love bleachnig my hurr then letting my roots grow out. I always liked the color of 'yes' hurr from roadrules. The kinda shaved head w/the dye mixed in w/it. THas tight, maybe I should do that w/my hurr. Its been black for too long, time for a change! ha


I took the ave maria song, since no one likes the hail Mary prayer no mo

"I need you, I want you, my dear..."im done, im out God bless!