That Hook...

"You will not see anyone who is really striving after his advancement who is not given to spiritual reading. And as to him who neglects it, the fact will soon be observed by his progress..."

You know how you listen to a song and the hook is real catchy, so it ends up being stuck in your head. What ends up happening is that the hook stays in your head till the point whurr you sing it whurrever you go. Especially when the hook of the song is repeatitive, then oh man then its all ova. Ha Okay, I know that was real random but I've had all these songs stuck in my head. For example, the whole 'car wash' song. Ive been singing that song since like the end of last month. Ha Then last nite, I heard this new song by akon 'mr. lonely' so now that hook is caught up in my head. Actually its kinda funny that song brings back memories to senior yurr. No, I wasnt 'lonely' my senior yurr, let me explain.

So, as most of yall know or now know ha I was really active in high school. People always saw me rushing running to get from point a to point b. I'd always hurr in the halls 'slooow down!' 'Youre always in a rush,' and 'relax.' Ha time was important, I never had a min. to waste especially senior yurr. I ended up getting 'busy bee' in the yurrbook. Even to do this day nothings really changed, still always rushing and on the go. Anyway, at the same time, I had skool spirit, very peppy, I loved western(i still do to do this day).

So I thought It'd be a funny idea for senior talent show to do this 'satire' of myself. We pretended it was ten yurrs after hs and I'm sitting in my room with the mascot costume on(a horse) looking through ol yurrbooks. At the same time that song, 'mr. lonely' was playing. While I was pretending to look through ol yurrbooks and pics, I'd make these happy expressions on my face. It was juss funny, ha if you picture it in your head, I think you can laugh too. If you can't then ha oh well I guess you juss gotta think hurrder. If you really know me and my personality then you'd get it.

I'm really loving this time off, even though it's only been a week it feels like it's already been a month. I still dont know the status of my ankle, like I said I had taken mri's a week ago. Tomorow I have a doc. apt. and I guess thas (hopefully), when I'll learn whas really going on w/me. Julie told me its good that its not on the bone and its soft. Otherwise if it becomes cancer, it can go through my whole system and eat me up and I can be gone in a couple of months. Yeah, I know real skurry thing to think of riight now. Though, I'm praying for the best and I do appreciate all your prayers and concern. This is a great break for me to reflect and think some things out.

Yesterday was the first sat. whurr I really had nothing planned. It was amazing! These past couple sats. I've been at home. Ha sandy always tells me I need to get out more often, cuz I'm always at the church. I slept in till almost 10am, which felt nice. Cleaned the house a little bit, I need to clean my room still. I actually spent fri. morning lookingn for oour stupid dvd remote and no luck. I wish I could find my livestrong bracelt, so I can whurr all the other ones. I really dont like whurr the other ones, unless I have the yelllow one as well. Weird, I know I'm juss anal like that.

Rented the Incredibles the other day, and I love htat movie! I think thas the best disney pixar film! They juss keep getting better and better. Though mulan will always be my all time favorite disney movie! Hands down, no doubt! I love singing the songs in mulan I! Maan if onnly mulan was a real life person...wow she would be wow! This is rrandom, but why do people spell 'weird' reversing the 'e' and the 'i' and juss like the word 'whoa' they'll spell it 'woah' ha reversing it. When I see those words spelled that way it bugs me. It makes me want to correct them and say, 'heey!!! do you know how to spell 'whoa' or 'weird?' Cuz youre spellling it wrong!

Finally was able to go to the beach last nite. Though I didnt stay too long, juss enough to feel the sand and water. The stupid purking machine was working, so ended up doing valet. It was only $3, so I thought mine as well, beats trying to find another purrking machine. Walked around mainstreet, and saw this quicksilver bag that was pretty tight. Im thinking of buying an OC quicksilver sweater, to add to my collection. Afterwurrds, went out w/jei franxis and fred to fridays, I found $5 on the floor! woOO! Things like that never happen to me!

So I'm excited for my grandpurrents anniversary purrty. It will be 60 yurrs for them next month. Wow 60 yurrs is a long time! Anyway, whurr throwing this huge purrty for them at...guess whurr!! Yup. Praise God for generous people, who do things juss because. I asked chris baclig(the guy who deejayed my purrty)to dj the purrty and he was down. He's a real cool guy, real outgoing and friendly. I remember how his mom use to be my SRE aide like 5 yurs ago, cuz she wasnt ready to have her own class, so she wanted to feel things out. Thas funny huh? She was my aide. Yurrs later, she still teaches on thursdays. Okay that was off subject, but anyway, he's gonna dj the purrrty. Then western's filipino club hopefully will be able to dance for us. Yay!! Im gonna be putting on this power point to show too during the dinner yay!!

Fr. ray's homily was great at mass today. Well I guess thas nothing unsual cuz he always has great homilies. I like his homilies cuz he ties in all the readings and tells you wha they mean. Most of them all the other priests only focus on one or two of the readings but not all 3. Or they'll tell some story that doesnt even make sense or pertain to the readings. At any rate, fr. ray talked bout free will, how God has given us the gift of free will. However, free will doesnt mean going out and doing whatever we want. Free will means living the life of Christ and puttinig on the Holy Spirit. He said more great stuff, but its all in my bible diary. I cant shur that w/yall cuz its in my diary hahahaa joking...

Had core meeting and well juss praise God for healing and clairification. Ended up talking to wendy for over an hour in her new office. Maan that office is like prison or dungeon! No windows, no ventilation, no aurrcon. Wow I'd suffocate if I was locked up in that place all day. Juss pray for sPv cuz it's suppose to be a big week. I cant go into details, but we'll see wha happens. I understand things a lot better now then I did last week. Obviously, I told her its not a coincidence that the parish is going through all this drama w/the mission being only weeks away. I really felt bad for her and her whole situation, it sucks. Talking bout really going through lent.

Caught up w/the lft team afterwurrds at banana bay in rowland heights. I said this ish is bananas b-a-n-a-n-a-s! haha i love that song too! Anyway, fun times, I'm glad I went except for the stupid ticket imma be gettng in the mail. IN fullerton they have those stupid cameras and I got caught, The light was yellow and I was still going through it, then it turned red. *sNaP!* the camera took my picture oh why?!!! So I was drowning my sorrows by eating again, even though I had already eaten. =( Had a great convo. going w/myron, antony, and christy bout confirmation classes. Christy was laughing at my teaching philosophy bout holdin them back if they take up my time. She said if I taught a public skool and did that, I'd be one of those teachers the kids would hate! haha

Fun tims afterwurrds outside w/myron, fred, and julie. Talking bout dancing, pick up lines, promoting youf rally. Went to the burrs house afterwurrd for music lesson. Agh I must admit it was a bit confusing and frustrating trying to learn the whole 'whole/half step' thing. Which reminds me I gotta make flashcurrds tomorrow and begin studying the shurrps and flats. Music can be real complicated if you ahve no idea or no background iin it at all. THough by the end of the nite I was slowly gettng it and understanding it.

Okay, well thurrs my update for whas been going these past few days. I know my entries have been pretty bear lately. So I made that all up by a long entry for today. I understand stupid html, the stupid tagboard is on the bottom again! agh!! Oh did I mention spirit games 2005 is underway? Yup! Save the date september 12, 2005, the second anual spirit games! wOoo! We have 3 great new churrperrsons heading it up this yurr. The reign of ninifish is ova ha and were passing on the baton.

Have a great week errone!!

"We are family, get up everybody and sing..."im done, im out God bless!