I Just Had To...

"We have to love until hurts. It is not enough to say, 'I love.' We must put that love into a living action. And how do we do that? By giving until it hurts..."

I really didnt want to conform to the chatterbox, but I juss had to. The tagboard has been down for the past week, and well I dont want to not leave the blog blank. I dont like chatterboxes that much cuz when I posts tags, sometimes it dont show up. Then I have to refresh it and it ends up being posted like 10 million times! Agh! So, my friend the burr, was kind enough to add the chatterbox on top of the tagboard. Now you can chatter and tag all at the same time. Fun, fun, fun, fun! Though my love will always for the tagboard! woOo!

I wanna go back to new york, I was checking out pics on someones website or something and it brought back all these memories. The walking, the trains, the subways, the coldness, all the great food I had. The pizza that was really good! Im in for another get away, who's w/me?! Maybe we can take the motorhome and we'll do a cross country travel! haha We'll do our own 'road rules' adventure! wOO! Travel down souf to daygo, then go to mexico, then umm go up norf to the bay area and back again.

Its weird how many of these things, I've read this past week deal with whas particulary going on w/me right at this moment. It's funny how God works and how He uses people to send a message. I got this myspace message from some random christian group and he said to me...

Hey Jason, Thanks for joining us. We checked out your page, NICE pics man. Looks like you have a lot of love surrounding you. I believe that Jesus Christ suffered. I feel that we are allowed to suffer only enough of which we can handle. Handle meaning that it's pointless not to learn from your suffering, and that such suffering is allowed to a certain extent. That extent is managed by JC.

Which is craazzzy he sent me that message on suffering, being this whole week the theme of the devotions has been 'suffering.' I guess God really is trying to tell me something, maybe I'm not listening? Praise God for people he uses as his instruments to give us messages that we need to hurr. Sometimes I think things can get so hectic, that we forget to take that time out to listen. That we need to say more often, 'speak O Lord, your servant is listening.'

Anyway, music class ended early yesterday wOo! Thurr was senior day at skool, whurr we had tons of high skool kids invade our small little campus. I saw my cousin or actually he saw me after I had walked out of class. I gotta sturrt memorizing flats and shurps, how many scales each of them have and so forth. I think imma make flashcurrds so I can get all down and memorized. The guy is a great teacher though, he really helps you if you get lost or if you dont understand whas going on. I like teachers like that, who are real patient and understanding.

I finished watching ladder 49 and it's a great movie! I suggest you go out and buy to today! It really portrarys the life of a firefighter. Going out, risking thurr life on the line errday. In a sense they're kinda like a superhero. Maan come face to face in contact w/furrs errday of the week. If I whurr a furrfighter, Id totally embrace my days off. THough I like the movie cuz well...nevermind you juss gotta watch it for yourself. Its funny though cuz furrfighters dont have to worry bout capturing anyone, or using a gun like a popo, but more less worry bout getting people out of the building and staying safe from all the heat.

I had lunch w/burr at rubios. I love rubios seafood tacos, thurr shrimp and fish. It's real good! Afterwurrds, went the virgin megasturr, looking for things to buy. Saw the new errsher CD, but I more less was thinking it was gonna be a dvd. A dvd teaching peeps how to be fly like him. The cd thing didnt look too interesting, so I ditched that idea. THen I couldnt find any good freestyle cds, so I walked w/nothing. The burr however, bought the new one vo1ce cd, and the josh gorban also.

So I'm on my way to sPv after returning a video, then I get this text saying, 'can you come pick me up from skool. I'm stuck.' Ends up being one of my kids, ahh who I felt bad cuz for cuz his sister was suppose to pick him up but ditched him. Me, feeling compassionate ha turns around and goes and gets him. Ended up taking him annd his little friend to class. Its crazy this one teacher who juss really all around apologetically smurrt, is teaching his class 'Jesus Christ Supersturr.' They've been watching the movie for the past couple weeks. He ended up having this really long discussion w/me bout the movie. THen gives me the movie to watch, I really didnt want him to give it to me, but he did. ha Now, I gotta watch it cuz he asked if I watched it yet! haha oh why?!

In class, we talked bout why we confess our sins to a priest. Rather why cant we juss go straight to God. Being that God alone is the only that forgives our sins. So, the whole lesson was about that, which turned out pretty well. I felt it was important that they understand the importance of the sacarment being that thurr gonna make it w/in the next couple of weeks. I asked them review questions at the end and they understood it! yay!! I'm excited for them to make thurr sacarments this yurr. It always brings a smile to my face to see kids who youve been with all yurr long, make thurr sacraments.

My kid was telling me apparently it was coo that his friend came. She learned a lot in terms of why confession is important, and all the graces you receive through it. So praise God the Spirit moving in action. HE told her she could come errweek so she can learn more bout her faith. So next week is the last week of class for 3 whole weeks! Thas forever long, but its nice cuz 2 out of the 3 weeks, I can attend prayer meeting yay!

Went to chill w/some of the guys at chili's later on that nite. THen relocating to sturrbucks for some moe fun afterwurrds. Ha thurr was this guy, I dont know if he was homeless but he was sitting at sturrbucks w/ice cream and jammin to his arrow classic rock. It was funny the worker told him he couldnt really do wha he was doing. Then time for closing oh man he had a grip to clean up, but didnt seem to mind at all. Juss did his own thing minding his own business.

Having posted these in a while so hurr...

Lenten Action.
Make a note on your calendar to participate in the Sacrament of Penance.

Prayer
Father,
look upon our weakness and reach out to help us with your loving power.
Grant this through our Lord Jesus Christ, Your Son, who lives and reigns with You and the Holy Spirit, one God, forever and ever.

I learned somemthing new tooooooday!

"I'm a-I'm a hustler homey..." im done, im out GOd bless!