4 yurrs ago...

"When someone is doing something to hurt you, don't turn inward, turn toward that person. He is hurting himself. You must learn to forgive, knowing that we all need forgiveness. If you want to be true to God,you must learn from Jesus to be meek, humble, and pure..."

Today murrks the 4 yurrs deaf anniversary of my grandma. So youre thinking, 'well I thought all your grandpurrents were alive and living still.' My mom's side yes, on my dad's side however, only my grandpa is living. My grandma was sick for a long time, and during her final weeks, her condition wasn't getting any better. She had cancer, umm I can't remember exactly whurr, but she had cancer somewhurr. It juss ate her up and juss went through her whole body. I can clurrly remember that day when she past away, I was about go to leave to go study w/a study group. Then we got a call from my dad's sister saying she had past away. Maan it hit me up hurrd, I had a hurrd time knowing the fact that she was gone.

She always was full of love. Always taking curr of me, even though we lived thousands of miles apurrt, she'd call/write send currds on birfdays, holidays or juss cuz. My purrents flew out to minn. for the funeral, my sister and I stayed back. I had felt guity cuz hm last the time she came out to visit, she knew it was gonna be her last. Her last time to see all of us, and I had guilty for not spending enough time w/her while she was hurr. I think thas why I took it kinda hurrd, after she past away. Though I know she's in a lot better place, whurr she isnt suffering anymore(cuz she suffered a lot her final days). SHe's so funny she had an expression that went something like, 'fish and relatives begin to stink after a few days...' haha

Then let's see about 7 yurrs ago, my aunt's dog had gotten ran over. It was sad, I juss got back from skool and then I heard that she ran into the street and a curr hit her. My grandpurrents were sad too, cuz that was thurr companion when my aunt was working. The dog was born deaf, so the way we communicated to her was through sign language. She was only like a yurr old too I think. THough she was the cutest little dalmatian. Soo as you can see, St. Patrick's day was never really our holiday...ha I think I'll juss stay inside the house all day to prevent something from happening ha joking.

Agh yesterday was such a busy day, tiring too I might add. I get to class and we have this group project that's due. We were suppose to type up a one page proposal explaining wha we were going to do for this research project. The guy who I assumed(yeah I know)or figured was gonna do it, never even showed up to class!! This is wha happened, we talked bout on mon. at the end of class, but my mind was totally off trying to catch the instructor before he left to give him something. So the way we ended that convo, was the guy saying, 'i'll email you guys.' Well he didnt email us, so I juss figured he'd do it. He seemed pretty reliable being that he hasnt missed a class meeting yet. 930am rolls around and he didnt even show up to class till after it was over!!! Then I asked him if he did the paper, he told me no! agH!!!!!! I ended up having to do it!

After skool, I had gone to lunch w/my aunt at karutas. I've been having this craving for sushi for the past week now. So we went thurr to eat sushi, and it was goood being I havent had sushi in a while! Crunchy rolls, philly rolls, rolls galore! Ran into mike g. and his cousins over thurr. haha Afterwurrd went to rowland heights to straighten out the whole mess w/the bill. Praise God the guy remembered me. The guy was really, really nice and took curr of it. He apologized and calvin and I a free thai ice tea! woOo!! I ended up giving mine to calvin, since I didnt like it.

Went to check out some of calvin's relative's filipino fast food joints. The fam bam decided since the whole theme of the anniversary purtty is this 'back in the pi' type thing, we mine as well get filipino food as well. So we went to pinoy grille first, his tita said it was gonna be $670!! Oh man! Ha that was the place my friend had her like little mini debut. Whurr burr and I had gone and we were like the oldest people thurr! haha Then that was the nite jeanne met us up thurr also! haha ahh the memories! Then calvin and I checked out this other place by matiki and it was cheaper! WoOO!

Took a nap for a little bit, after all that driving made me sleepy. Quickly typed up and put together my geo. proposal for the research project. Rushed over to skool to get into the instructor by 5pm. Praise God cuz I made it in time! Then best buy called telling me the printer is ready to be picked up. So I drove down thurr and got that cuz my mom needed it. Hooked it all back up. WooO! it works again, I mean so furr so good, no clicking noises and no delays in printing! Hopefully errthang else will work to par. It was a pain having to go from the desktop to the laptop to print errthang out.

Rushed over to household, the first household I've gone to since the change. Come to realize I havent gone to an sfc function since the christmas purrty...whoa! I miss the ol skool household those were the fun times. Making fun of each other, messing around...ahh the good ol days. I dont really know anyone in the new household, and on top of all that, they converse in tagalog to each other. So I sit thurr feeling stupid cuz I dont understand. Agh!! I think households are gonna be on wed. now. Ended up leaving early cuz I had to study for music test.

YOu know that feeling when you study something so much that it kinda overwhelms the brain! So I was sitting hurr trying to study the scales of the flats and shurrps. Then remembering the key scales. Christy helped me remember the flats, w/this whole B E A D+ F C G. So that made trying to memorize the flats a whole lot easier. I think maybe if I played some type of instrument understanding all this stuff would be easier. Anyway, spent the rest of the evening studying for this music fundamentals.

I dont like republicans view and policys on education. I juss think you have many politicans who claim they know the education system, when they really dont. They claim to 'reform' the education system, when it only ends up creating more problems. Okay well thas juss had to vent that little thing. On a side note, ha I found this ol skool pic of me, ha thought it was funny...

Prayer request: PLease pray for my cousin's grandma who is in critical condition right now. Actually, she's on life support dying from cancer in her spine. thanks!

Agh Happy St. Patrick's Day!

"Try to take my cake you gon' take a slug..."im done, im out God bless!