It's Back!

Spirit Games Crew

"It was His Will that after His death the Church should give us His image in the crucifix, that he might appear to us in a condition of utmost ignominy. And why? He did it because He knew the worth of humility and the danger of the sin which opposes it..."

Yes, it's back Spirit Games for the 05! We started off our first official meeting on monday, and it was great. Charisse and I handed down the leadership over to jon, gene, and courtney. They're gonna be great. As I was sitting thurr reflecting on errthang that happened w/Spirit games, I realized I learned so much. I was inspired by the endless the work, that these leaders from all over put in. We sat and we went around the table talking bout the pros and cons. Errone said, they enjoyed the bonding of each meeting. The shurring of ideas and juss the coming together of communities. Even the big circle we all made at the end of spirit games, during the closing ceremonies.

So after passing the torch to gene, courtney, and jon, it was interesting to see how the meeting ran. I had to remind myself that I needed to be humble and let them do errthang, not me. Often times during the meeting, I had to catch myself and bite my tounge. Thas God teaching me humility, telling me to step back a little and let them grow. How are they ever suppose to grow to be a successful leaders, if I try and do errthang for them? I can't do that, its not furr to them or myself.

Searching through people's myspace blogs is cool. You come across some really interesting insights people have bout life, love, faith, politics, etc. I came across this guy from yfc/sfc's myspace blog and his entry went something like this...
My grandma cracks me up. She keeps telling me to stay away from ditsy, flirty, and easy girls... they are not worth the challenge of love. What she tells me is that I fall for someone who loves God more than they can love me... thats crazy! Only a person who can love, as much as God can love, is worthy of loving...

When I first read that I was really like wow in awe I guess. In fact I had to read that a couple of times. To fall in love for someone who loves God more than they can love me, thas probably the best quality one could look for in a person. To me thas deep, it left me speechless looking at that thinking, 'wow.' I wanna say more but, I dont know wha else is thurr to say. Now ha the hurrd purt is being able to find this person.

Anyway, I know I havent been blogging for a while. I've spent this past week, praying, while trying to gather and collect my thoughts. As of today, I have chosen to humbly step down from my leadership position on core. This was not an easy decision for me to make cuz SH means so much to me. However, due to circumstances beyond my control I feflt this was the best way for me to go. From hurr on out, God will lead me the way to go. I trust that He has something instore for me and will be that lamp upon my feet. Please pray for the community and the core that Holy Spirit may truly guide them to bring greater glory to His name.


my grace is sufficient for you, for power is made perfect in weakness...

"This is the place where you belong, right here in my arms..."im done, im out God bless!