Coming to a close

"People spend their whole entire life looking for Mr./Ms. Perfect, but can they give it back in return? Instead of looking for Mr./Ms. Right, maybe they should be one first..."

CLOSING: I cant believe summer is basically over for me! Aww heck, which means skool starts up again next week! I wish I could say I went some where exotic this summer ha but I didnt. Maybe later on I can take another trip down to the nyc for like a weekend or something. What would be extremely cool, is juss taking a day off before skool starts, but its kinda too late for that. Id love to call in sick tomorrow, but ha it wont happen. I juss want to sleep and juss chill for a day. Lately, errthang juss seems to be constantly moving. One thing after the other, non-stop, especially last weekend working back to back. I love sleeping, its juss sometimes the best thing to do.

AMAZED: My mind is still amazed on how God managed to work certain things out. How he was able to juss touch certain hearts, even ones that were far away. So I guess I was given such a task for me to be taught at the same time. THere was a certain lesson that I needed to learn for myself. While one door closed, another one opened that same nite. Ive begun to realize that God in His unconditional love for us, closes certain opportunities cuz He knows it may onyl end up causing pain and hurt. So as any loving parent would do, they sometimes do wha they can to prevent it. Of course, its not always easy to see nor understand at taht direct moment in time, but eventually we do. Then thas when we say 'ahh now I get it!'

CHALLENGES: Also I think God pushes us to the test during certain times. This past week has been one difficult challenge. Today we had our yaa meeting, and I was hm doubtful that the girls would come. Being w/all that drama we had on monday, I thought they were going to call it quits. When they walked into the door, I had this weird feeling cuz errthangs different now. Its like there was some type of tension I could still feel. Yet God I think has put me in such a position to challenge my faith, to challenge my love for Him. Tto help me set aside my pride and juss do what I can do to serve. Despite it was difficult today, it went okay.

THE OUR FATHER: Praying the Our Father and living it will lead us toward holiness. The Our Father contains everything: God, ourselves, our neighbors...examine how well you live what you pray as you mediate on the following:

I cannot say OUR if I keep my faith only to myself and never share it with others.
I cannot say FATHER if I do not trust in His loing and complete concern for me, forgetting that He always answers prayers how and when He knows its best
I cannot say WHO ART IN HEAVEN if I am so attached to the ways of this world that I neglect to seek God first in everything.
I cannot say HALLOWED BE THY NAME if I am unwilling to let His HOliness penetrate my life and help me grow in my own holiness.
I cannot say THY KINGDOM COME if I am not using my life to bring His love into the world.
I cannot say THY WILL BE DONE if I live by my own ideas of morality or choose to follow the world's standards.
I cannot say ON EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN if I am not devotiong my life to serving Him here on earth.
I cannot say GIVE US THIS DAY OUR DAILY BREAD if I am not willing to be generous with wathever God gives me.
I cannot say FORGIVE US OUR TRESPASSES if I dont want to put worth enough effort to change.
I cannot say AS WE FORGIVE THOSE WHO TRESPASS AGAINST US if I still hold a grudge, if I'm still angry, or if I still insist that other people change.
I cannnot say LEAD US NOT INTO TEMPTATION if I deliberately or knowingly place myself in a position to be tempted.
I cannot say DELIVER US FROM EVIL if I'm not actively fighting agaisnt evil through deeds of love and service for everyone in my life, especially those who cause problems.









SO YOU THINK: For the first time I watched that show 'so you think you can dance.' Its a pretty d0pe show, even though I only got to see the end of it. I like these type of shows the whole dance contests. They ahve this filipino bboy from downey competing on the show, I saw his audition tape and man he was good! Then they hahve this girl on there also named melaine, she's pretty cute. In fact ha I found her on myspace too, and I'm pretty sure it's the real her not some made up person. Now I want to wathc the show errwednesday! Move over 360...ha I got a new dance show to watch.















BIRFDAY SHOUT OUT:A very special birfday shout out going to my uci liwanag friend, 'aimee joyce adviento.' She has one amazing voice that is juss wow errtime I hurr it. NOt only that, she's an wonderful servant of God. Humble and meek, always giving back to God wha he has blessed her with. I miss seeing her around uci, but I know God is calling her to serve in other ways. Praise God for a such a d0pe friend who's always so cheerful, happy, and ready to give her heart to God at all costs. So ms. joyce, thanks for all you do and may God continue to bless you and your loved ones. Happpy BirFday! yay!

MISCELLANEOUS: Stopped by the Manila trade & arts store tonite w/my friend keturah. I was looking for some rosary bracelts, but they didnt have the kind I wanted. Errtime I go there, they hardly have the kind I like. I had given one of the kids on monday at holy fam mine. He was the only one who knew all 5 luminous mysteries, I thought he could use it to help him stay close to Mama Mary as well continue to pray the rosary. Afterwards, went to wal mart and some other stores and it was funny cuz I was making this huge scene in the parking lot. Keturah and I go way back to hs, so as we were walking to the car I was really yelling at her, telling her to come over here and to walk by me. People were kinda staring at her cuz she was so quiet trying to hold in her laughter. Im sure they probably thought 'why is she w/that jerk for?!' haha OH yeah you can have 200 friends now on your AIM buddy list, not this only 100 max stuff.

2 more weeks of august left!

"Like I was starin out of Stevie Wonders glasses..."im done, im out GOd bless!