"A good friend is someone we can count on, as well as being so much more. A friend is someone with whom we can relax and just hang out, have fun and share our innermost thoughts--deep dark secrets, lofty and noble goals, or our hopes, joys, and fears. A good friend allows you a safe space to share your deepest thoughts and needs--without worry of being judged, criticized or made to feel silly for feeling the way you do. Friends cheer each other on, laugh and cry together, and just plain commissrate and listen to each other. That's why friends are friends"

i juss got back from uPRm field trip conference, man im stuffed. On my way home from dropping off kuya i was thinking how well this is gonna be corny...then again im always corny...so brace yourself! anyway i thought how upRm is kinda like the kids on captin planet. We all have a special talent that we bring into the group. For example el huego holds the "spirituality ring" so he calls out "spirituality" and helps better our group when we may be falling. Strider holds the "apologetics ring" so he calls out "apologetics!" haha then we all come together and hold up our rings to have MEga room come out or something. yeah,. yeah thas corny i know but its kinda true well bout each of us bringing a certain talent to teh group. its a "coolnesity" as my brother anthony from carson would say, when all 6 of us are together. Thas another i forgot to add to yesterday entry, being w/them brings a smile to my face. We ate @ molca salsa tonite, i ate too much once again! haha

im sleepy, but the blogger must go on. So let me tell you bout my day. Well i didnt wanna go to class, i was like ehh i dont wanna go to skool. But then jennif told me to go for her cuz it was her birfday. I couldnt say no to jennif on her birfday, skool i went! Praise God cuz ive been finding really good parking spots almost errday this week. Went to class and juss sat there did nothing. Listen to lecture to see whas going on in class. Good thing mon is a holiday. Ive been having that lost in emotion card playing in my head all day. "Hit the beat now, (lost) when im feeling (lost) hit the ceiling (lost) in mootion (lost) i cant reveal it (lost) i wanna be with you (lost) but i found out how (lost) then my heart breaks i can feel the beat now..." hahaha man i love that song and the dreamin one too. beyonce do you remember that one? Its by will to power, "dreamin" i think im going back into my 80's freestlye music phase.

I went to work today, i did a lot of nothing for the first half. browsed the web a little bit, checked out some kids cooking recipes and other stuff. the clerk was telling me how her first marriage 10 years ago, well her husband made her have to have dinner on the table by 6pm. Then errdinenr had to have meat, vegetables and salad. Man thas harsh, i would never make my wife to stuff like that. Geez, my wife aint gonna be no slave in the kitchen, shes gonna be a princess in her own little corner, in her own little chair. Why? cuz i want her ot be whatever she wants to be so that on the wings of her fancy she could fly anywhere and the world will opens arms to her. haha
Today in my class, we made peanut butter fudge. It was really nice and simple, the directions didnt seen as complicated as i thought they would. The kids liked it i didnt taste any though, it looked too rich and swe3t for me. While we were waiting for the fudge to cool down, the kids and i did an craft proj. Well originally i was going to have them make a frame like i did. Then i coudlnt find the frames and some kids already done a frame from yesterday.I ended up finding these "tag people" theyre like decorable paper chain dolls. Thas what they look like paper chain dolls. So thas wha the kids made, they got to decorate it the way they wanted. I couldnt sit and watch them, so i made two of my own. I made boss lady and kuya tag persons! haha i decorated it w/fabric and construction paper. haah it was fun!! i wish i had more time to work on it, so i couldve made them neater.

Went home for a little bit, our realtives from out of state came in @ like 10am this morning. We ate dinner together and then i was off again to SRE. yay! i got to pray the rosary w/another new person today! El huego and i prayed the rosary before class tonite, lifting it up for our class. I think imma make point to do that err tues. and thurs Class went well i think, i went into detail bout the 4 different marks of the church. I defined each one and explained to them their significant meaning to us. Achie really made some good points bout being the true church. Participation was nice, a lot of them were asking questions and stuff like that. I saw denise tonite! i havent seen hurr in forever. We were talking bout our old jobs and stuff like that. Its great how God has a plan in errthang, we juss wait to see unfold right before our eyes. Which is something that happened to both denise and i. So God has a plan for errone and errthang, juss always gotta remind ourselves that.

Strider, el huego, and achie came up w/this theory well you know how we have so many different "cards." We got the emo card, the friendship card, the GOD card, the attack card etc etc. Anyway i said its funny cuz when we throw out these cards @ people its like pokemon or yu gi oh. haha "God card i choose you!" haha or "Emo card attack mode!" Since my God card whiped out your emo card, you only have 400 points left. hahaha thas funny its like picking and choosing the best ones to fit that situation.

I got to visit boss lady and kuya today after SRe. i gave them their dolls, boss lady wants to put them in her scrapbook. Wow my eyes are getting heavy right now. Boss ladys scrap is really, really nice, you should see it next time. She put in a lot of time and effort into the book, thas why its soo nice. Boss layd and kuya are so cute together, God knew they would be perfect for each other. im very grateful to have them as part of my life! When we live together, imma draw a picture of us 3 and our dog charrrrlie and then boss lady will smile and kuya will say "Good job hijo" and then put up the picture i made on the fridge! hahaha Our fridger will have all these pictures i would draw in class. hahaha Then well all cook mac & cheese together and then well go shopping together. Kuya will teach me how to drive stick, while boss lady will teach me how to umm i dont kno gardeN? hahaha When i go to bed, imma have one of those things they have above a babies crib. ohH! a mobile! hahah imma have a solor system mobile hanging above my bed. hahaha Then boss lady will turn on my nite light, so i wont get skurred! hahaha

I think the quote above really describes our uprm bond together. Thas how i totally feel bout them, i can share my innermost thoughts and know i can count on them to be trusted. Theyre reliable friends that are always there to pick me up. They dont judge me or criticize me when i cant retarted or stupid. They laugh w/me, cry w/me, hope w/me, most of all they are there for me. Dependable and trustworty, two valuable traits of my brothers in uprm. Theyre more then juss people i can count on. Where would i be w/o them in my life. Praise God for each and errone of them.

I must go to sleep now before i end up falling alseep typing this blog entry up. Well to show how tired i was, i couldnt even think clearly. haha Anthony was probably thinking, dude this guy cant think straight tonite or something! haha Check it:

FusionBoy3: BIG FISH
FusionBoy3: how art thou brotha
JPFish187: wha up !
JPFish187: im great
FusionBoy3: woohoo
FusionBoy3: good stuffers
JPFish187: bout yourself
JPFish187: how was yoru day
FusionBoy3: i'm chipper
FusionBoy3: it was a blessed day
JPFish187: hjahah
FusionBoy3: kids in confirmation were a treat
JPFish187: i like your vocab
FusionBoy3: i'm all doritoes
JPFish187: thas cool
JPFish187: hahah
FusionBoy3: hehe
JPFish187: my class went well tonite too
FusionBoy3: praise God
FusionBoy3: =)
FusionBoy3: one of my students sang to me hahaha
FusionBoy3: it was sweet
JPFish187: awwww
JPFish187: thas tight
FusionBoy3: hehe
JPFish187: nice entry on your dead journal
JPFish187: ha
FusionBoy3: it was cool
JPFish187: thanks for tagging on my blog
JPFish187: haha
FusionBoy3: i didn't know my kids thought i was cool
FusionBoy3: lol
FusionBoy3: np
JPFish187: haha
FusionBoy3: "dead" journal?
JPFish187: i meant live
JPFish187: haha
JPFish187: my bad
JPFish187: long day
JPFish187: haha
FusionBoy3: lol
FusionBoy3: haha its all good
FusionBoy3: which one hehe
JPFish187: haha live
FusionBoy3: hehe which one was the niec entry
JPFish187: your live journal
JPFish187: haha
FusionBoy3: lol
FusionBoy3: hahah
FusionBoy3: ya...
FusionBoy3: the whole thing?
FusionBoy3: hehe =)
JPFish187: yeah it was nice tough
JPFish187: err toch
JPFish187: haha
FusionBoy3: thanks
JPFish187: err touch
JPFish187: w/the ims convos
FusionBoy3: haha oh yayer
FusionBoy3: u know
FusionBoy3: u had awesome quotes onurs
JPFish187: oh thanks
FusionBoy3: hehe
FusionBoy3: "coolnessity"
JPFish187: haha
JPFish187: right on
JPFish187: wha else did you do todau
FusionBoy3: i ditched class again tho
JPFish187: haha i wanted to do that today too
FusionBoy3: hehe
FusionBoy3: and thats bout it
JPFish187: but then it was my friends birfday she was going to class and she said go to class for me
FusionBoy3: i wrote super jornals
FusionBoy3: i c i c
JPFish187: super journals?
FusionBoy3: hehe i LJed like 7 times today
JPFish187: hahahahaha
JPFish187: wow
JPFish187: you mustve had a lot to say
JPFish187: hahaa
FusionBoy3: hehe
FusionBoy3: kinda sorta
FusionBoy3: how bout u
FusionBoy3: didja do u daily
JPFish187: im in the process of doing mine now...haha i ate too much like 20 min ago
FusionBoy3: lol
FusionBoy3: what was the menu
JPFish187: umm mocla salsa its like albertos but better
JPFish187: i had carne fries
FusionBoy3: oh wow
FusionBoy3: there you go
JPFish187: ah i couldnt event finish half of it
FusionBoy3: hehe train for the team husky triathlon
JPFish187: hahahhaha
JPFish187: actually i think imma join 24 hr fitnes
JPFish187: s
FusionBoy3: coolnessity
FusionBoy3: charisse works for LA fitness
JPFish187: oh yeah she told me bout that
JPFish187: our servant leader works @ ballys fitness
FusionBoy3: ya?
FusionBoy3: maurice?
JPFish187: oh naw
FusionBoy3: lol
JPFish187: hahaha
FusionBoy3: i just said that cuz he's BUFFSKY
FusionBoy3: lol
JPFish187: hahahahaha
JPFish187: buffsky
JPFish187: hahaha
FusionBoy3: "ya, i said it!"
FusionBoy3: hehe
JPFish187: hes tyson buffsky
FusionBoy3: yups
JPFish187: whas your plans for later today
FusionBoy3: haha
FusionBoy3: movies with the fellas!
FusionBoy3: lol
JPFish187: forreal
JPFish187: thas tightr
JPFish187: hahaa
JPFish187: wha you gonna watch
FusionBoy3: hopefully daredevil
JPFish187: oh d0pe!
JPFish187: that looks like a cool movie
JPFish187: i wanna see that too
FusionBoy3: hehe
FusionBoy3: hey bro imma go to bed gnite and GOD BLESS
JPFish187: alright man God bless!

Well since it is valentines day...haha thought i find a lyric that fits the occasion...more less a song! this song goes out to that special girly girl out there! hahah that was corny again! haha oh wait btw boss lady, i think i wanna do 24hr fitness now. forreal cuz its like "now thas fried chicken, curry chicken damn im getting fat..."

"There’s not a star in the sky, that could equal to the sparkle in your eye. This heart is only one way, to let you know jusat how I feel...Will you be my valentine girl, And I gave you my heart forever. Be my valentine girl, And I won’t let you go, no never. All of the flowers that there, could never take the place of being there. Although we only just met, you’re everything to me. Be my valentine Girl, I need you, I want you I want you in my world, valentine..." anyone remember the name of that song and the artist of it? if so let me know and win a prize! hahaha im done...im out God bless

hApPy VaLeNtiNes dAy errone!!!