"Two incredibly powerful words: 'thank you.' "

To me this is something important, to always try to remember to say thank you. So often sometimes i forget to say thanks or to show my appreciation. Though im forever grateful of whatever is done to me. I try to show my appreciation as much as i can to others. I think something to always say thanks for, is juss waking up to a start of a brand new day. You never know when your time may be up and juss liek that you could be gone. Whoa thas a skurry thought to think about. Speaking of skurry i think it was last week, i was taking a shower getting ready for skool. I heard a noise like someone walking into the house and i got skurred cuz i had this ugly vision of something happening to me. It was skurry cuz i was home bymyself and the bathroom door was closed. ANyway, sorry back on track dont meant to skurr errone first thing in the morning. I know many of you read this first thing when you get to work. Showing appreciation doesnt even have to be done by materialistic things, juss by saying the two words.

So after a long nite @ carson, i return home back to my own community. Went to mass this morning, and the lector read the first reading twice! i dont understand how she didnt realize as she started to read it, that she read it twice. She didnt even end up reading the second reading, at all. Though maybe God was telling her to reemphasize the first reading. Cuz the first reading was pretty important, dealing w/the ten commandments. Father asked errone to repeat the ten commandments @ mass this morning. No one really except for a few and the children;s choir remebered them. Im sure Father brennan wasnt too suprised that not a lot of people knew, yet frustrated at the same time.

OoH i forgot to add in last nites entry, we upgraded our sattelite plan. So now we got more channels to choose from and on top of that we have bet now! haha i know that probably sounded ghett0 but i use to watch bet a lot. They always had some interesting shows on there. NOw i can watch like 106 and park now and other such shows. A lot of times bet comes out w/the new videos before mtv does, so thas another reason why bet is coo.

Went w/to music ministry practice today after getting in n out for lunch. mm it was good cuz i havent had in n out for a while. Actually i take that back, i think the week before lent i had in n out when i had gone w/el huego. We practiced the songs for the SOL rally and for the thing on thurs. nite also. Went w/lyn² to conroys to pick up the flowers for work. Then we went to work and attempted to work on it by ourselves. Only it didnt really work out that way. Well actually lyn² done more then i did, she filled up the bowls and what not. I sat around snacking on errthang we had work. Then we bof ended up snacking on like candy and ice cream.

Then errone else came which really helped out cuz i was feeling kinda stressed even though it wasnt my proj. Cuz i didnt know how we were going to get it done, but lyn² was right she told me, "God will help us." And she was right, we did end up finishing it. W/the help of God, aela and achie, they fluffed the flowers and totally juss made it all nice. whew, lyn² had to get vases @ the 99 cents store, soo good thing that store was open late too. I felt bad i didnt even do anything, i ended up playing 'rounders' at the other end of the table. haha we played black jack for a little bit. Then moved over to play poker, where strider was upset cuz he bet too high and lost all his earnings. After i was feelin to play pusoy dos, so we played one game w/arch and mizike. I asked strider to put down and hahah the expression on hsi face was so funny. He was like all frustrated from loosing to poker.

Went to the soratorios to sing on magic mic. ahh it felt nice to see the old friend again! i havetn seen him in a while. it was fun errone was singing and laughing, enjoying themselves. it was great a feeling to be w/errone again. Lately i guess errone has been busy so we all ahvent actually all chilled together in a long time. I cant wait till summer is hurr cuz then we can all chill late nite, errnite! wooo then i cant wait till my birfday! oh man oh man oh man im gonna be 21 woooo! then i can do errthang, im soo going to vegas and hitting up errthing i can my hands into! forreal, forreal i aint even gonna sleep! though i wanna have errone w/me on my birfday, meaning i wanna celebrate it w/errone! hmm my birfday lands on a sat. this year, so maybe i can have a huge celebration on sat. Then the following weekend go to vegas or something like that. Well see wha God has in store for me! =) wow im excited juss talking bout it!

I made a new online buddy tonite! wooo Im telling you, AOL brings people together, forreal thas partly how i became of the community. If mizike had never imed me that one day, then id be lost in the streets someplace in some kind of gang. haha no im being dramatic, though my life would be a lot different w/o errone in it. anyway so i get this im saying "hi." At first im very hmm i guess defensive and paranoid thinking it might be someone trying to mess w/my head by perpin. Ends up that its Tim from oxnard's gf who i was talking to. She was asking me to send my daily lent devotions ot him on the ship. He;s in the navy and i guess juss left for the middle east or is on the way there. HOw skurry...man the whole middle east thing trips me out.

its sad how our soliders were captured and then tortured and even killed. On top of that they show it on tv for errone to see. agh that hurts me and only makes me angry. It only makes me more glad that we are over there cleaning up their country. i wonder what'll happen if they end up catching sadaam, whoa thatd be pretty crazy if they did. Kuya and i are at peace cuz of the geneva conference truce. I cant touch him and he cant touch me under those rules. I find it hard for me to stay @ peace, when i jsus wanna attack and go all out! ahhh haha let the "hi-joe" come out and fight! haha

So anyway back to the girl, i guess thas tim's gf. Shes really nice, shes part of SOL's community. Though i dont remember seeing her all the times ive been there. She said shes still new to her community. I told her to come our prayer meetings sometimes and i linked her up to our website. I wonder if she ended up signing the guestbook. I told her too and she was skurred cuz she doesnt know anyone and she's signing our guestbook. I reassured it was alright cuz i had doen the same thing before in the past. I hope she can make it to our prayer meetings, thatd be cool.

i was lookign back this morning at my hold hs yearbook. I bought erryear, i mean i mine as well. Its incomplete to get one year and then not the year after that. And as i was reading back at the things people said to me, a tear came to my eye. haha jk though it made me smile a lot and juss laugh looking back at those times. ahh hurrs one entry i use to read over and over again, especially after it was signed.. ::sigh::
"2 fish head...thanks for creepin into my 4th period class to give me this book. We have all their inside jokes and weve already had one week 'anniversary-" which was yesterday haha jk youve been a nice guy. (were cool sophmorees) now im gonna be glad that youre gone. jk im babblin! you owe me free stuff. jk i play w/you too much. See whenever dork... i know youll be seeing me cuz that damn camera ;s everywhere. Im done love always anne milo. hs ahh yes the memories of fun n the son!

"You're the reason why I found my way. And you're the reason why I feel this way. And you're the reason why I have to say...I had to let you know you're my everything..."im done, im out God bless!