"Even from a dark night songs of beauty can be born..."

man oh man, i feel quite retarted right now. oh why?! agh my life sucks, it sucks, it sucks! ahh someone shoot me! haha jk yeah right, i aint even close to being like that. anyway, yeah i feel pretty stupid right now, and i guess i got caught up w/the moment and only set myself up for a dissapointment. ahh i think i get too excited and i start thinking things. ahh oh well, at the same time it was also kinda funny. i guess i took a risk and it was an experience to learn from! haha ill write the details later tonite in my entry.

"Girl, if i was down and out would you still have grub for me now? would you still have love for me..."im done, im out God bless!